So this one goes out to all of the people how have been broken but have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their head up. For those who feel like going back to their old lover would put all the pieces back where they belong and everything would fit, but accept the cold hard truth instead. For the people that learn from their mistakes and never stop moving forward, even when they take two steps back. For the people that wish loneliness wasn't a part of them, but put up with it anyhow. For the people that are okay with taking up all of the room in the bed, even if sometimes it feels a little empty. For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls, but smile anyway. For the people that periodically miss the past, but are so much more excited for the future. For the people that have wounds still healing. For the people that have so much tied to their past relationship, but break those chains to start fresh. For the people that want to look back so badly, but focus on the road ahead. For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity in tact instead. For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to. For the people that still believe in love even after all of the hurt their heart has endured.

For all the people that gave up not because they were weak, but because most times it's better just to let go.

This one is for you.
We'll get our happy ending someday.

http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/2010/03/someday.html

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yes we will. though i wouldn't want it to come so fast, like now.

sometimes i do find myself being more friendly to certain guys than others, and i would question myself what kind of relationship i'm expecting with them. more often i would find myself answering friends, though sometimes my answer might differ from what my heart actually wants. like i wrote in last november that things might change, but nothing has changed. maybe because he was often not in hall during the holidays, and i was busy with other things too. it felt kinda nice when we watched a movie on his laptop just so spontaneously (and of all movies, Beauty and the Beast, disney version! lol), but really, nothing was there. though i was teased by the others when someone said that i spent quite some time in his room (for goodness sake, the movie was abt 1.5hrs!).

and then another person said that the someone who said so would be jealous. gosh. somehow i've landed myself in scandals when i'm the kind guys probably wouldn't like. and i haven't been chatting with that someone as much as before already! i suppose the others just teased us based on the silly things we've done in the past.

all i want now is peace with nothing interferring. i'm letting go something which i've tried holding on for 6 months, so the last thing i want now is something similar to come haunt me again. i know i can't control my emotions, but i will try to keep them at bay. i have too much on hand to do right now to be distracted.
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