i have a love-hate relationship with fridays now.

i love fridays because it's the day that i would see more of mrKoh around. 2weeks ago i met him twice at Golden Shoe, last week he walked around more and this week he walked to and fro CBD2 as he seems to want to get something from a cupboard. he was talking to annie when i was waiting for connie (from his department) to pass her some stuff. RAHHH.

but well we 打了照面 like twice and i nearly slipped cuz my left sneaker like a bit slided. lol! and when i was waiting for 1pm to come (i took half day off today), i was thinking i might just leave the office earlier when he leaves for lunch, cuz he always disappear like damn early like 1215pm ma. BUT! he stayed in the office until like 1230 plus before he disappeared. i thought he went for lunch, but apparently he bought takeaway and eat in the office! hurhur. so i can look at him until 1pm when i leave la. and seriously, i think he looks nicer without specs and with a SMILE! when i saw him smile while eating (ooi and jasmine and other CBD1 colleagues were eating at the same table) i'm like OMG! totally melted i tell you.

haha so i was very happy when i left the office (kinda dun want to leave actually...) and i've walked from Raffles Place to City Hall and then to National Library and then back to Raffles City and to National Library again and back to Raffles City in like 5hours. crazy huh.

then the thing i hate about fridays is that when my second brother is home, it meant that his bitchy girlfriend will be at home too. in the past he would have sent her home by now, but now he don't, cuz she's staying overnight! GOODNESS. he used to do that only when my parents are not at home, but now he does it right under their nose for TWO NIGHTS somemore.

her presence simply irritates me cuz she's unlike the girlfriends/wives whom my cousins have. she's so snobby that my cousins disliked her at first impression and my whole family secretly dislike her. i mean, c'mon la. does she have to be so clingy and don't want to go home for so many nights? she deprived my brother of catching up with our cousins during CNY leh! (she went to sleep at the vacated house out of the two houses at our old home and my brother just sat beside her and played psp cuz she would complain if she wakes up and can't find my brother. then just because she's got a family lunch on e second day of CNY, my brother foresaked e traditional dim sum breakfast with our relatives just to accompany her. WTF.

my cousin came up with the theory that she wants to suck the money out of my brother cuz my family is kinda well-off. my brother's bank account having less than 500 bucks is proof for that theory. and the damn thing is that she's WORKING for goodness sake. i really want to slap her or even punch her. and when she's at my house, she can play all the computer games she want (provided my brothers and i are not using the computers), watch all the TV she want, buy all the stuff she want when she and my brother join my dad and mum for grocery shopping, and eat all she want. RAHH.

what's more, my brother is acting like a translator for her, telling us stuff which she told him to tell us. i bet you wouldn't have believed that if i say i didn't say a SINGLE word to her at all in the six years that she's on-and-off with my brother. unless you count the times when she called and i said hello as i answered the phone.

i'm seriously contemplating if i should be the bad one and drive her and my brother apart, just so that i would have peace at home where i wouldn't hear her act-cute voice on weekends. i do want to spend quality time with my family, but without her definitely.

it sucks when i have to wake up at 7am for tomorrow and probably sunday.
11:37 PM

i think the work in office is having alternate days off for me aye. like yesterday i'm taking down martini recipes in the office for the whole day. yesterday a lady who wears lots of qipaos in the office (and she looks good in it i tell you) was walking towards me yesterday afternoon and i moved to one side, wanting to let her walk past me. but she stopped in front of me and asked if i wear the hood (of my jacket) for any reason, because her daughter loves to wear hood too. i can't possibly tell her because i'm listening to music aye? so i quickly said no reason and escaped. but her voice is really deep and nice eh.

then today after completing the work that sheryl instructed for my dept (all e girls are supposed to do while e guys are working hard at the deposit), i crossed over to xiaojie's dept and helped her with the work. too bad i'm back-facing mrKoh and so far away! (2 aisles away) though mr E is like only 2computer tables away (one column is like 2computer tables facing each other) and sits facing me.

i seriously think that mrE's flirting with the malay clerk BIG TIME mann. during lunch they sat beside each other and i sighted some fooling around (though there's 3 girls sat facing them). told ooi about it and he said that i want to join in the scandal. he really like to twist whatever i say la. like bartending & being a hotelier. tsktsk.

after lunch went to help xiaojie again. poor thing la. if i didn't go and help her i think she cannot finish on time lo. only managed to escape back to my dept at 4plus. (when i went back to return xiaojie a post-it note with her supervisor's username and password for access to the archives, e guy sat facing xiaojie asked me to help another guy in keying stuff. rahh)

but at least i can walk around mrKoh! hur. he leaves damn early for lunch la. i turned around at 12.15-ish and he's already gone! told yuanting that he looks better without specs. he truly deserves to be my major ec! hur. and mrHon actually can look abit babyface-ish even though there's dark marks where his stubble used to reside. so polite and 腼腆 when talking to ooi! hur.

i realised the nightscene near lavender mrt station can be very beautiful (ie at the bus-stop opposite ICA building).

8 more days to D-Day. i can't quite imagine how i would feel next Friday.
9:15 PM

today is a hell day as compared to the lengleng day yesterday in the office with the absence of ooi (half day leave) annie (off to meet customer with saito-san) josephine (full day leave). woke up later than usual cuz i slept damn late last night trying to rush out stuff and thus i got slightly late. then when sheryl told me to help her key in stuff, i thought it would be just some forms. then she told me to key in information for a cabinet of forms from CBD1.

completed by lunch and i quickly headed for sjab HQ to book the rooms. but no zone comm signature so i went back to office after getting the guy in the office to send me the soft copy of the form.

slacked on 10th floor and checked out mrKoh. when we arrived in the office at 9 almost the entire CBD1 is empty (except for the clerks). went down to compliance again at 2pm plus and sheryl told me to do the same thing for TWO MORE CABINETS. *faints. so i continued listening to e radio and handling smses from peijun (settling to get the pre-signed forms) and the oct trainees from my zone.

finished the 3rd cabinet at 4plus and i thought i can go back to 10th floor to slack, and then sheryl told me again that there's ANOTHER CABINET. OMG. so i chionged and finished by 5.21pm. finally went up to 10th floor and slacked. hur.

then while waiting outside compliance dept, we (without mak and deliang) started becoming crazy. grace kept saying we are gay cuz we love seaweeds. kenny's asking me to help him buy so that he can send it over to England for his girlfriend. SO SWEEET. nelson said grace is gay cuz she dun like veggies and seaweed. xiaojie said seaweed can let us grow taller and grace rebutted that she's the tallest among us and she dun like seaweed. the scenes there is really hilarious.

i reckon it's because we are too stressed le mann. when i was keying in the info in compliance, caren called nelson for more than 5 times okay. and we had further affirmation of the gossip that we have been talking about since last week, cuz both the guy and girl didn't answer their phones when we tried to reach them to get some stuff (they are alone at basement from what i've heard. HURHUR).

i'm starting to realise how much women would do in the name of vanity and i'm also starting to gain more respect for those women who can wear stilettos so effortlessly that it's as though they are wearing flats and not thin atleast3inchhigh heels.

p.s. my cousin thinks that my scout uniform is cute! lol.
8:43 PM

On my honour
I promise that to do my best
To do my duty to God and the Republic of Singapore
To help other people and to keep the Scout Law

what a packed day.

rushed over to SAV for the Group Investiture in the morning. nostalgia overwhelmed me as i took 857 and walked into the SAV. e field facing SAJS hall has changed to synthetic field and i'm like WTF? cant find the scouts until kenneth called me and i chionged all the way upstairs to the gym and got changed into my uniform before entering.

was the state flag holder along with grace. witnessed the investiture and crossing overs of the cubs, scouts and ventures. 8 guys crossed over to ventures today leh! so now v1s confirmed got 8 ppl liao. haha. and i didn't know sherwyn and fabian are of the same age! goodness. told fabian that the next time we would meet is probably Group Camp. ha. and davidwong is opening a muffin shop!

took photos after the investiture and then went down for brunch. after that chionged to Suntec for the ntu talks. saw nelson along the way but he didn't see me. too busy with his handphone. heh. planned to go for a series of talks from 11am-4pm but i've only got for the first 30mins of the Civil Engineering/Environmental Engineering/Maritime Studies cuz e prof is still talking about civil engineering after 30mins of the 1hr talk. well done.

the ntu talks is like a mini reunion where i met old friends from primary school to junior college. met people like meiping agneslim qien vincent zhirong louis fiona louisa caiying brendan and dozens more. saw my ec's classmate but i soon left the place for lunch and to buy movie tickets.

then met kwangguan at Food Republic. for a moment i'm like who's that person waving at me and i wasn't even really sure that it's him when i talked to him. proceeded to leave after he answered a call but i decided to get his number from him. kinda regretted when i didn't get yizhang's number e other time cuz need to update the contact list if we are planning gatherings in the future.

after buying tickets (L: Change the World) went to basement to look for lunch. saw peh shiyun and i've even walked right in front of her but she didn't recognize me. i was looking at her face and she was looking somewhere else. RAHH. i'm positive that my looks didn't really change (i mean kwangguan yizhang shawnlim actually recognized me so i dun think it's much of an issue) so why some don't recognize me? sigh.

lunched at macs (met hanming at pastamania) and then met up with choonkeong before entering the cinema. missed a couple of minutes of the movie.

didn't really notice L in Death Note because Light Yagami is the main character. this movie focused on the last 23 days in the life of L before the final showdown with Light and his eventual death. was pretty exciting but i still feel sad after seeing the ending, because L have to sacrifice his life in order to nab Light, even though he wants to live in this world. all in the name of justice. but at least he lived his life purposefully.

me n peijun started gushing how cute L is la. especially the way he types! and his unique way of caring for the 2 kids. so sweeeeet.


after the movie went back to the hall 2 to wait for jianlin. went over to Gloria Jean's cafe and chatted and pored over the university brochures and magazines. after a while headed home and went to amk for dinner.

probably another long day tomorrow cuz william just called me about meeting hanzhen at 12.30pm at hq tomorrow! -.-
11:40 PM

ontop of nelson and yunlu, i've found another common friend!

was relaxing outside compliance dept and chatting with kenny about some stuff then he said he learns taekwando and somehow i got around finding out that he used to be in the national squad and so i asked him about my eyecandy. guess what, kenny actually knew him! hurhur. what a small small world!

did a crazy thing before reporting to work today. i can't believe i've actually pulled it off so well. hur.

did tons of stuff after i've reached the office, like finding passport copies and keying in the information for a huge stack of forms. and that's on top of checking out mrKoh (my swivel seat is at the highest so that i can easily see his head when i'm not looking at my computer. :D)

ohyes xiaojie/kenny/grace said that i would close my eyes when i talk! do i???

something's fishy between the clerk at CBD1 and mrE lah! after i went back to office from lunch, CBD1 is practically deserted except for the two of them and she massaged his shoulder! then when i was chatting with yt, i looked in their direction casually for a couple of times (just nice when i turn my head towards CBD1 i would see them lo. but i was actually waiting for mrKoh to come back!)

and back to my observation. it's very fishy and i heard reliable news after work! OMG man. so cute la!! haha. to think that the girl initially said that the guy is weird!!! and they watched movies last friday! (nelson's so spot on when guessing what did they do last friday) but i think e guy's quite chauvinistic, cuz he asked her to wait for him while he smokes for a while. tsktsk. but you should have seen the puppy-dog look he gave her when she joined us in walking to the mrt station and not waiting for him. (she's not going home though)

even though it's fishy, i feel that it's more for the guy's part and not for the girl. cuz during lunch the girl actually looked kinda bored as the guy (he sat beside her) continued to chat with the other guys. (probably because i sat facing her, cuz we dun talk that much actually) but still! they whispered to each other in the morning at deposit before going upstairs! MMMM. haha.

it's so fun to see people in 暧昧期! can tease and make guesses! hurhur.

人的一辈子常常只有
只有一次缘分
错过就再也遇不到
那么好的人
7:53 PM

hurray for Singapore in winning the bid for hosting Youth Olympics 2010! :D

we were talking about it when we proceeded to take the lift up to 4th floor and xiaojie said Singapore will win the bid cuz Singapore is young. (cuz it's YOUTH olympics) all of us laughed! xiaojie is really cute i tell you! will really recommend her as a potential girlfriend to guys! i mean, she's pretty, clever (from ac), cute (like when she's blur!) and she's a lifeguard! hoho. and she speaks her mind! hoho.

was once again slacking at 10th floor. other than e mrKoh (he's been wearing specs everyday! too bad his computer does not face the aisle where all of us would walk, if not can see his face!), there's also another guy who's quite eyecandy-worthy in CBD1. mrE! hur. how i envy xiaojie for being able to work in CBD1! but well i have a good supervisor and such nice people around and i'm still upstairs while xiaojie has already gone downstairs to help (cuz nothing to do). so it's still good! hehe.

ohyeah while checking out the employees list again, found this guy who looked like he's in late20s in real life and he's actually a Trainee Officer, while the slightly babyface mrKoh and mrE are Officers already! (mrKoh even has his own cupboard to put files leh) this mrHon seems so 腼腆 that it's actually kinda cute i tell you! haha. but mrKoh is still e best. :D

before lunch me n yuanting went upstairsto HR to talk to shirley about our future plans, ie whether to continue on in BTMU or not. but we'll be moving out of CBD2 definitely. AWWWW. will miss CBD2 la! esp ooi, annie, josephine (called her jojo today. heh) and the rest! like today while checking the archives we chatted with Cherie who graduated from NUS business. and of cuz mrKoh and mrE.

after lunch went to buy a pair of new shoes cuz a strap of my left slipper broke while walking to office in the morning. damn suay okay. and the slipper cannot be mended! ))))):

me and yt spotted something fishy today! (actually i've started noticing it like a couple of days ago) shall continue with the observation! :D

has been telling ppl i want to cut a punk hair (like minshan's style) so that i can SPIKE! dunno why but this desire has been overwhelming me recently. hur. but i read online that ppl with round face should have some hair by the sides to make e face look slimmer. so sad. i want BUNG! )): and i want to get TANNED too! somebody commented that i seemed fairer. >.<

the world is really small you know. like my fellow temp nelson is actually a friend/classmate of eugene who is e agent for peijun (and a bit for me) at Recruit Express (he became a good friend with pj afterwards). and yunlu who is my schoolmate and fellow OCIP mate is peijun's primary schoolmate and eugene's ex-colleague at e agency. how qiao is that la! was quite surprised when eugene showed me e prom photo of him and nelson. i didn't know nelson is so clever la! (like i didn't know he has actually ORD-ed initially).

TGIF and Founder's Day tomorrow! hoho. gonna have a packed weekend once again!

Dolce Vita!
9:52 PM

i think today's like one of the rare days where i would work work work until the very last minute (before going for lunch an and d going over to the compliance dept at 4F) and still have some stuff to do when i report to work tomorrow. was dozing off when i was checking through which forms havent been filled in when suddenly sean (or khit? think is both) came up and asked me to do some stuff and then e sleepy bug flew away. hur.

have been noticing this guy near xiaojie since last week. (on friday we bumped into each other like twice at golden shoe leh!) and today i managed to get his name from xiaojie! told her he looked like a friend. then when i checked his photo at the employees list, i'm like OMG dun look like him la. cuz previously when me n yt were very bored we decided to look at the photos of all e BTMU employees. CBD1 was one of the first few depts that i saw and i didn't remember noticing goodlooking ones. showed yt the photo and she OMG too cuz she thought that he's like a graduate trainee or sth. hur.

then today he wore specs today! totally different from his w/o specs look last friday. kinda nerdy like deliang when he put his specs on at work. and i finally found out why deliang wore so many rubberbands (those used to tie hair de) around his left wrist. all the theories that i've speculated didn't come true! haha. and the guys were like you buy newspaper everyday de ah when i bought newpaper. and either nelson or xiaojie refered me as the 矮的 when they didn't see me around (i was lagging behind due to 3people and 2 out of e 3 were smoking). lol.

listened to music more blatantly today cuz i didn't bother to put the hood on and my hair kinda hid the white earphones and i was listening at the minimum volume. at least that kept me awake pretty much. talked to sugioka-san today and he was actually quite nice! (not that he looked fierce anyway. but he can't really speak english well so i was quite worried that we cant really communicate. which is quite nonsense actually cuz when i was looking up the archives i've heard him speaking english la. lol. and there's always ooi or annie to translate. hur)

i think i'm beginning to feel close to CBD2 cuz the people there are actually quite friendly! though there isnt eyecandy-worthy guys around. the cute one is at CBD1! and sits two seats away from xiaojie! i have such nice supervisor who teaches us new stuff almost everyday and entertains/jokes with us whenever he can even though he was busy and nice colleagues! think e 8 of us are pretty much confirmed to continue on after feb, even if it's just to complete the project. yt said she want to remain at CBD2 cuz she'll miss ooi if she's not there. i agree with her too! and hopefully nelson and kenny can negotiate successfully with shirley!

ytd's meeting was a bit surreal. i mean, i'm sitting beside typ (and they joked i can sit on his lap cuz i'm e secretary. -.-) who patted my head for like a few times and even ate my brownie! omg. it's a good thing that we're starting to open up, like junhao wasnt as fierce as i thought he initially was. (he's a bit like daniel. like both are skinny!) we were sitting in the conference room watching a war developing between junyang and typ and we can still talk about the two of them calmly while waiting for the training dept to finish talking along with pj. (like me telling junhao that it's normal to see wars between e two of them) haha.

i'm getting really worried about A's. like when i was checking the forms i was thinking about it la. OMG. me and xiaojie were like getting panicky as we talked about it while walking to the mrt station.

okay positive thoughts! must believe in The Secret! lol.
8:07 PM

seeing the familiar faces just brings back a huge sense of nostalgia.

i would say the asjab reunion dinner was pretty successful, though i would recommend we should have a room entirely to ourselves. after all, we don't want to let the other people choke on their food as jianhong belts out a zaoxia My Love aye? hoho. (the Rovers' CNY gathering is at the same steamboat place la! damn shocked when i saw kerhan and jiajun)

but nonetheless, it's great to see the people. weiyang didn't recognize me until xinyu said so. hur. and they said qingliang looked bulkier (to me he seems the same as before, which i've last seen like 2years ago?). leckkhai told me his cousin leckhung (who is my primary school classmate) is actually in the same bunk as huang zhiyang and zhiyang actually...ahem.

somehow the memories just kept rushing back. like i think i've mentioned OBS'03 at least for like 4, 5 times? (to emphasize how qingliang cannot be tanned) and i laughed so much that my head ached for a moment. i came up with the pinkie (pingkee) joke and i was the one who laughed the most. LOL! think i shouted alot at the steamboat place and at the arcade cuz my throat is feeling funny now. =x

and chatting with jasmine's batch (one batch after us) is really enriching and very funny as usual. i mean, there's weilun arthur pingkee who can come up with really funny stuff. like weilun saying hwachong suits him alot cuz got biantai people there. haha. they and azizan's batch (3rd batch after us) are the funniest batches i've ever come across. hur. they created so much laughter when it was their turns to 捞鱼生lo.

i'm really thankful to the people who had organized the dinner. although the turnout for the older batches ain't that fantastic, but the presence of those present is enough for me to long for cadet life again. and remember 17072010 aye.

it's been really, really long.

edited:

come to think about it, maybe i shouldn't have been so blatant about that after all. i mean even though i dun give a damn about the person anymore, maybe i shouldn't have blabbed it out like it's no big deal. but well, what's said has already been said. i offer my apologies.
1:02 AM

有些人, 总是言必称「昨天」, 话必说「当年」.
总是过去的日子最美好, 流逝的时光忘不掉.

有些人, 只想要抓紧进行中的每一天, 在看似平凡而无味的生活中, 创造自己的经典.

人生只有一次, 很公平的, 不管你是谁, 在世界的哪一个角落活着. 每个人都只有一次的机会, 在生命的单行道上, 创造自己的美好.

昨天很好, 但是我只想抓住这一刻, 让它更美好. 昨天今天明天, 都要一直一直很好.

在我闭上眼睛的那一天, 我希望我可以很满足的说, 这是我用生命中的每个日子创作出来的最好成就:

「我的一生」.

也许你说, 有很多事情, 不是渺小的自己可以控制与掌握的. 但是至少, 我可以决定, 怎么看待自己的今天.

你, 是怎么看你自己的呢?

from 阿信's blog.

it was a great day today, chatting and lunching with my fellow temps. i stood behind deliang after lunch and i realised i can actually hide behind him, and then mak said but still can hear my voice. haha. and we four girls accidentally went up to 33rd floor cuz we forgot to press 10th floor. and the roses at the florist in The Arcade is SO PRETTY! especially the purple roses!


then i dozed off for a while after lunch and according to josephine, one of the deputy GM went by and saw me dozing off. hurhur. then e HOD bought roses for all the girls at CBD2 except for me and yuanting! and yuanting's bf sent roses to the office! AWW. when i told the rest about the HOD buying roses, kenny joked that the HOD must have thought that we are not girls. LOL. but kenny's really sweet okay, sent stuff over to his gf at england for vday! (he and mak took a day off think like last last week just to pick presents for their gfs leh!) sweet.

deliang's quite funny too. like when i met him near the pantry i commented that he looked tired and he nodded. so i asked him if he want to chew some gum and he's like can stay awake meh? and i said yeah. but he declined the offer and said he would chew his pen instead. hurhur.

but then there's the work. chunks of stuff from benny that i need to clear! (before yuanting's done with annie's stuff). omg.

anyway.

Happy Valentine's Day! (:

life is beautiful
10:52 PM

the movie is great in its mindless way. (kinda better than CJ7 which has a weird climax and ending) and my favourite part is when jay stood on top of a guy's shoulder and did the victory sign thing. IT'S DAMN CUTE I TELL YOU!!! :D seems like he has gone back to his cute ways in the movie. like the clapping part. haha. SO CUTE! <3

我一脚踢飞 一串串红红的葫芦冰糖
我一拳打飞 一幕幕的回忆散在月光
一截老老的老姜
一段旧旧的旧时光
我可以给你们一张签名照拿去想象

我说啊 屏风就该遮冰霜
屋檐就该挡月光
江湖就该开扇窗
平剧就该耍花枪
扎下马步我不摇晃
闷了慌了倦了我就穿上功夫装

我不卖豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)
我在武功学校里学的那叫功夫
功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍 免得你说我吃你豆腐
你就像豆腐(豆腐) 豆腐(豆腐)
吹弹可破的肌肤在试练我功夫
功夫(功夫) 功夫(功夫)
赶紧穿上旗袍 免得你说我吃你豆腐

我稍微伸展拳脚 你就滚到边疆
回旋踢太用力 画面就变得很荒凉
落花配对夕阳 翻山越岭渡过江
我清一清嗓 清一清嗓 唱起秦腔
飞天飞敦煌 北方北大荒
谁在水一方 我撑起一把纸伞回头望
啊这什么地方 这什么状况
啦啦啦啦 闷了慌了倦了我就踩在你肩膀

lunch was with yy at golden shoe and dinner was with pj at marina ljs. and i've actually spent 8.60 buying three magazines, the new paper and a small carton of orange juice. and then 23bucks for a chain. what a spendthrift!!

a long day tomorrow and for thursday. SIGH.
11:38 PM

I'VE FOUND A BOTAK PHOTO OF MY EYECANDY!!!

wahahhaha. i know it's been like 1year plus and i havent seen him for like so long but yeah, he still rocks! :D

his botak head gives him a new look and he look great! (and good-looking as always) haha. same goes to jiaqing whom i've met up with along with peijun yesterday afternoon. (see i'm so nice :D) that's why i say guys shouldn't have long hair at all. (okay sans 大东) haha.
11:17 AM

学多懂多，懂多烦多，烦多想多，
想多做多，做多付多，付多拿多，
拿多花多，花多吃多，吃多病多，
病多 - 日子不多，
还是别管那么多，开心多多！

be happy. (:

命里有时 终须有
命里无时 莫强求
10:32 PM

was stoning out while checking through the archives at work today. weird thoughts came into my mind and seriously, i don't know why those thoughts actually materialised in my mind. after all, regarding those thoughts i'm having a very conflicting ideal.

and we are actually so busy that we have left so much work for the coming week. the DOOMSDAY week. as well as V-Day. how conflicting. one day after being so lovey-dovey we would probably be so nervous at our school halls.

got to know this person who looked awfully familiar and resembling someone whom i've known in the past. is it some sort of haunting? i wonder.

一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这感情就算曾经刻骨铭心过
过去了 又改变什么

地球它又公转几周了

p.s. anybody wants to watch Kongfu Dunk and CJ7?
3:15 PM

work is still good. i mean, i have a boss who jokes with us and teaches us new things everyday (ytd he said that since it's technically starting of the new month, we should learn something new everyday). like yesterday he taught us about keyboard shortcut keys and today the interesting thing of trying to derive to 24 with any 4 numbers given as fast as you can.

a gadget that my boss has. it's a magnetic ball which will roll up paper clips that are in the container. was playing with that when we were spacing out. and i coloured the papers cuz they contain information of the bank's clients.

today boss ooi called me engineer just because i asked him about finance engineering and whether banks love engineers anot yesterday, and yuanting pilipala cuz of the competition she took a couple of years back. (he reckons that roti prata would make a more lasting impression on people) and he goes around telling people about it. (actually it's just annie on his right and josephine on my right). haha. he's really a funny boss. too bad that the assignment is finishing in a few weeks' time. :((

but the big headache is the archives. me and yuanting spent like a few hours in front of it and i dozed off for a few seconds while staring at the computer after lunch. and we are predicting that we would spend the 3 hours tomorrow trying to finish the 2 piles that our boss ooi gave us today. =x

ohyes my aunt & family came back from London last friday. my cousin is soooo cute and omg his eyelashes are so damn long! mine pales totally in comparison. but well, he's a cute kid so i shall forgive him for that. hehe. he will probably be like another eka (ie the good looks), given that he's a indonesian-chinese kid too. :D


surely this picture can justify his cuteness. :D

here's an early HAPPY CNY! (:
11:11 PM

站在狂风的天台一望无际
这一座孤寂的城市
在天空与高楼交接的尽头
谁追寻空旷的自由

阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我
隔绝了喧嚣和冷漠
川流不息的人游荡在街头
谁能听见谁的寂寞

找一个人 惺惺相惜
找一颗心 心心相印
在这个宇宙我是独一无二
没人能取代
不管怎样 怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样 至少我很坚强
我很坦荡

夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海
多少人多少种无奈
在星光里遗忘昨天的伤害
一觉醒来还有期待

我不放弃 爱的勇气
我不怀疑 会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己

一天一天 一天推翻一天
坚持的信仰
我会记住自己今天的模样

有一个人 惺惺相惜
有一颗心 心心相印
抛开过去 我想认真去追寻
未来的自己
不管怎样 怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样 至少我很坚强
我很坦荡

我不放弃 爱的勇气
我不怀疑 会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己
不管怎样 怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样 至少我很坚强
我很坦荡

未来的你 会懂我的疯狂
12:20 PM

first part of the day was pretty slack while yuanting and i continued memo-ing each other (we did that from 4plus to 5.30 ytd afternoon) for a while. kenny wore a top which caren said that looked like catholic high uniform, sans the shiny buttons (nelson's from cat high).

discovered that nelson is actually same age as kenny but seriously, they dun really look the age to me. haha.

boss is very funny as usual. he refers to me as kooky and cannot count normally after i told them about my friend (qj) who proved that 1+1=0 (or =3?) and DJ (yt) should know geography well. and dubai is actually very hot (when i said dubai is cool cuz of the hotel) :DD he's really a funny boss. annie who sits on his right (facing yuanting) is funny too and joins us in our convos sometimes.

and i've looked through the photos of all the employees in BTMU! hahaha. when xiaojie told me she got the application in her account already (before she left for lunch), i told her i've looked through all the photos and she told me to look through it again. haha.

lunched with yy (who nearly forgot she's had a date with me). she looked very professional! while i looked like i'm going shopping with jeans and a polo and sneakers. (after utter assurance from everybody [grace is like YES YOU CAN WEAR ANYTHING!] i just anyhow picked a top. but the rest in the office still looked formal eh. hah)

seriously, i think the tissue/flyer chop seats thing is really stupid, but it's useful in Raffles Place apparently. BAH.

then afternoon bought oranges and a can of hot milk tea (jap!). but i still felt the urge to nap. probably because last night i still feel awake at 1am. o.O gonna sleep in tomorrow! yay.

took up the role as logistics officer for z3FAC08. when i have otc and jobweek and probably sec1orientation. UUHHH. but pj more hiong la. haha. i can foresee late nights ahead when fac and jw is in march and otc starts in march.

tomorrow night will be exciting! :DDD
11:02 PM