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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Sawatdee khrap

Phom chi Matthew khrap
Phom chi Kok Bin khrap

Rau maa jaak SAJC, Singapore!

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back from Udon Thani, Thailand from 17th - 28th november! reached home like 17hrs ago. hah.

anyway, this trip has been a very fruitful one, with all e laying of bricks (our main job is to lay bricks and make e cement for flooring), hardcore shopping, visiting school/orphanage etc!

took an afternoon flight to Bangkok. at Changi airport, met a group of RJC students who are heading for Laos for OCIP.

took this photo while waiting for my turn to go into the lavatory. nice! my current desktop wallpaper. (:

while on our way to the youth hostel. Glen and Sam were sticking their heads out of the songtel (pronounced liddat), our main form of transport, and made some noises when vehicles went by. then they were laughing at each other's hair. lol!
our dining area. the cook changes the roses once in a few days and the roses are really pretty! got red and champagne roses. and the cook cooked marvellous food! so Mr Koh taught us to say a harn a roy (the food is delicious)

for our bathrooms, it's a communal bath type, meaning we would have to bathe together. but luckily i found a cubicle with a working shower! and we can also use the teachers' bathroom, which has a shower too.

and for toilet wise, we cannot throw the tissue down into the toilet bowl cuz might clog, so we hafta throw into a bin. so it's kinda eww. but we all were okay with it. yar.

our envelopes. during the trip, we played Angel and Mortal. my angel is Fadilah and mortal is Minqi. the funny part about the game is when Sam kept saying Yunlu is his angel (which is true) and Yuwen asked Sam why he didnt write letter to her (cuz he's her angel) and Glen's angel is Yuwen. hah. and Kok Bin & Jia Hui are each other's angel and mortal.


the boot on the left is Sam's boot and the one on e left is Glen's. during the trip, they gay-ed around very much (and danced very well) and one of the construction workers, Bomb, joined in. Kok Bin said it's Bomb's way to show friendliness. but it's very eeeeee. and he likes Ms Lee. hha!


cement! Chay (pronounced as Chai) kept saying more cement/make cement while building the second house (we split up into two groups to build 2 houses for the first 3.5 working days). and mind you, 1 bag of cement is already 50kg! then still need to add in 12 buckets of sand and 5 buckets of water! ohmann.

this is e tumbler that Swensens served the ice water in. very nice! and the Swensens in Thailand only serve ice-cream. took this photo while we were at the shopping centre that housed Big C, after our welcome dinner at some buffet restaurant, where i saw this overweight guy who wore makeup and spoke in a girly voice. ohmann!

the 5 guys + Yuwen + Yunlu + Andrea bought pillows from Big C (5 Sing dollars) and said they'll donate the pillows to the youth hostel after our stay. lol!

saw this at the flea market on day3. e 5 of us (Glen Sam Andrea Cheryl me) went to the flea market earlier cuz we cant go to the HIV orphanage. we were supposed to interact with local villagers, but turned out that Tasani (a Habitat for Humanity staff) were collecting payments for the houses, so we ended up sleeping in the van for like 2hours.

at the flea market, we saw this person wearing pink dress, with sorta pointed boobs (we suspected this person didnt wear bra) and has a MOUSTACHE!!! and we saw another man, sitting on a small board with wheels, and he has a very big head and wears makeup (his cheeks are damn rosy). ohmann!

to that, i started saying that Thailand is a land of ambiguity. it's easy to mistake guys as girls and vice versa. but more of guys dressed as girls bah. =x

that's our team tshirt and that's e uber big lighter that Sam bought at the flea market.

went to the Thai-Laos friendship bridge after lunch and shopping at the flea market. met this group of French tourists (see above) and we had quite some chat. and it's really hot walking on the bridge! but the view is rather pretty. and there's signs to stop people from crossing the bridge from one end to the other end.


that's Sam-Bomb-Glen gaying in action. sometimes Bomb will call for Kok Bin, but mainly is Sam. and after some days i find Sam to resemble Bomb! omg.

that's the design that Gloria had came up with. Crossing borders, touching lives. meaningful! (:


that's e cement for flooring. 1 bag of cement, 12 buckets of sand, 20 buckets of gravel and 10 buckets of water. and i like the sound of shovelling the cement down into the bucket (as in when the gravel hit the bucket), and Jeslyn said she like doing the job of digging cement. hah!



a dog at the worksite which we said that the hair resembles Matthew's (he said his hair is dead) and dunno who said that the dog's hair is better in texture than Matthew's. haha!

and Matthew came up with the quote of the trip: Cement work wonders. haha!

and the guy in the picture is Chay.

in jamming studio at the hostel. Glen's singing Pokemon theme song. he and Sam even came up with the actions!

and Sam can play the guitar well! he knows how to play the Canon in D remix version on electric guitar! ohmann.

Thai masseuse! they came over on Tuesday, day 5. and they're really good! and some of them know how to speak Chinese! cool! (:

and on the first few days of the trip, we played bridge rather excessively, and some learned how to play over there. and the boys are really good at bridge lo! eeks. through bridge, i discovered Matthew's pet phrase: that's the way man. haha!


on day 6. they are in my group and they dug the hole for septic tank (aka shithole) for the second house. Shawn is the experienced digger who seems to love digging out huge rocks and Tony calls himself level 6 mixer (me and Tony came up with really much random stuff about levels and everything. lol!)

worked half day and then headed for Don Bosco school, which i heard is equivalent to ACS of Singapore. omg. and it's quite true, considering that they have air-conditioned classrooms, THREE swimming pools and even LCD display panel, which they displayed welcome message for us!
ohmann! and they have their own school bag! but then again, considering that they take in students from 6years old to 18years old, it's quite alright to have 3 swimming pools bah. lol! after walking to some parts of the school, we returned to the hall for performance.

Matthew and Kok Bin are the emcees, with the principal as the translator. the first few Thai phrases at the beginning of this entry is the starting phrases of their script, which Glen and Sam kept saying after the school trip. and slowly, all of us kept saying it, and called Matthew and Kok Bin as Matthew khrap and Kok Bin khrap.

we also discovered Matthew not pronouncing words properly. like sweet is being pronounced as schweet, or shit. hah!

anyway the translation are as follows:

Hello! (for guys the ending tone is khrap and for girls is kha)

My name is Matthew.
My name is Kok Bin

We are from SAJC, Singapore!

then we displayed the Chinese costume (by Yu Zhen), then Chinese dance, then Malay costumes (by Fadilah and Sam), Malay dance, Indian costumes (Tony and Jia Hui), Indian dance (chori chori!), SAJC uniforms (Jeslyn and Glen) + stickman tee (Su Hui) + Halo tee (Ee Ling) + No one is here by chance tee (Hui Juan) + cotton pe tee (Gloria) + dry fit pe tee (me) + Team SAJC tee (Pamela) and then chicken dance! lol. the sound system sorta cocked up before we can play the music for the Malay dance. LG player died on us! ohmann. but luckily got another player. phew.

after our performance, had food fest. then they did a dance for us, and gave us some Thai food to try. Bomb gave Ms Lee a heart-shaped piece of food! hah.

then some of the students did some sort of mass dance.

and the steps are quite catchy. hah. then got changed to play basketball!



had two girls match and two guys match that lasted for 5mins for each match. above is the first match teams. but the girls are basketball players! so naturally they played really well, but they didnt mark us so that we can play bah. so nice! and i went to play for the second game and i ran like crazy. argh.



the first match's guys teams. the second guy from the left standing up had caught e attention of some of the girls. but he's taken. hah. then i find the second guy from the left squatting down to be really pro at playing basketball. and he can thunder the ball across the court! ou xiang! haha.



took photos with the girls! the girl on Yun Lu's right is Fire, who is the emcee at the starting of the whole show earlier on. and i think Glen is smitten with her or something, cuz later he and Sam took photo with her (Sam got girlfriend le). hah!

found out that she came to Singapore in March for holiday and she likes our country! the amazing thing is that she knew how to ride a motorcycle and she's only SIXTEEN! argh. and she said something like she's not in the basketball team, and she shot rather well! ohmann.

and we girls concluded that the Thai girls are pretty. lol.

after visiting the school, went to Charoensri shopping complex, which Mr Koh said is the equivalent of Orchard Road in Udon Thani, for some shopping. some of the girls went really all out to shop within that few hours, not knowing we would go back there again. haha! ate shabu shabu with the guys + Wan Lin + Yuwen + Yunlu + Cheryl.



on day 7, we went to work on the third house as one whole group. then got a guy who's a friend of the construction workers going over to help out. he's damn zai lar. while i'm trying to do one brick, he would like done with 4-5 bricks already?! so while doing that wall, i was just filling the cement into the holes that need cement.

the kid above is the child of the guy. initially he's quite dao, but after i took out a rubberband to bind some of the red bricks together, he likes it and started smiling. so cute!! haha. then Chay told me to babysit him for a while (his name is Dan if i'm not wrong).



while on e way back to the hostel, there's a lizard on the songtel and the guys are like squealing. Shawn wanted to remove it, but Glen n Sam thought he's gonna throw at them or something and kicked him away. in the end, Yu Zhen went over to throw the lizard out, but the tail remained. so Cheryl went over and tried to throw it out, but the two guys thought she's gonna throw at them, and did some stuff that resulted in the tail dropping onto the seat and the 2 of them did some funny stuff. no wonder they are our permanent entertainers. hah!



this is a cement cake made on day 8, by Kok Bin who was resting due to injury to foot. it's for Ms Lee, whose birthday is today! haha. n e guys said that it stank, probably bcuz of the grass. but they aired it on day 11.



on the pile of sand before we started on flooring.



our dirty gloves after flooring! we finished the third house on day 8, which is 2 days ahead of the originial schedule! so we get to shop and play for the next few days! hah.



the third house. i did the wall on the left facing the front on a scaffold and it's fun! haha.



on day 9, we did OCIP Annual Star Awards voting in the morning, then lunch at the field outside the Habitat for Humanity office, before going over to the Charoensri shopping complex for hardcore shopping. even me bought a lot of stuff lar! lol. and on that day, a Thai popstar dropped by for a roadshow in the shopping complex. not that good looking. hah.

at the shopping complex, i saw this guy in pink jacket and tshirt and he has CREW CUT hair! ohmann. shopped from afternoon till after dinner. then we headed for the nearby night market where we bought more stuff.

that day we discovered 2 hardcore shoppers. one of them bought 5 pairs of shoes and the other bought 14-16 tees. and they both brought extra bags to hold their shopping stuff. lol.



above is the picture when the guys need to push the songtel cuz the engine cant start on day 10. did once a few days earlier. poor guys. haha. went to a mountain and e dinosaur trail nearby. the sky is really beautiful!



a soccer ball in a dinosaur's mouth?! and there are dinosaurs sounds around!



evolution of monkeys to human. hah!



before setting off to the Nong Prajak Public Park.

after spending a few hours at the park, headed back to the hostel.

and the thing about Thailand that the skies darken very early, like 6pm Thailand time.



went to an orchid farm next morning.



Yuwen and Yunlu are singing to the plant that dances when music is played. and they sang songs like Father Abraham. lol.



this is the shirt that 5 of the guys wore.



after the orchid farm went to the 3 houses for House Dedication ceremonies. on the second house, we signed our names on a wall that faced the outside.

then headed for Charoensri shopping complex again cuz some need to buy souvenirs. bought some stuff and then settled down at Swensens. and i like Auntie Anne's 's pretzels! nice.

after Charoensri went to some silk place, but the place is closed, so we shopped for like 45mins for some silk stuff. then headed for Big C cuz some wanna get earrings. lol. then headed back to hostel to put the stuff down and then went to some fancy restaurant for farewell dinner.



after makaning is e karaoke session. discovered that Kok Bin seems to like singing. hahaha. made e guys in the 2 rumoured couples to present flowers to the girls. got Ms Lee to present a pair of sunglasses to Bomb! haha.

sang a lot of songs (e workers oso sang some songs) and we ended off with school song. yeah!

and the Thais (homeowners, e workers and e Habitat for Humanity staff) tied some strings on our wrists as a form of well-wishes. and we stayed out till pretty late that night.

that night announced the results for the OCIP Annual Star Awards:

Iron Man: Kok Bin
Iron Woman: Jeslyn
Most Entertaining: Glen
Most Humourous: Sam
Most Cheerful: Yuwen
Most Encouraging: Wan Lin
Most Initiative: MinQi

Social and Cultural Comm also had some sort of prize ceremony, but it's for everyone (except for e 7 of us in the committee) and the prizes are the stones taken from the worksite.

Hui Juan: Ms Shopaholic
Andrea: Ms Bargain
Su Hui: Best Laughter
Yunlu and Yuwen: Mad & Madder
Shawn: Mr Bao Ka Liao (he machiam like got everything for the trip, even swimming trunks!)
Sam: Mr Forever Eating
Glen: Lizard Man
Yu Zhen: The Banker
Gloria: Ms Thrifty
Min Qi: Ms Sleepyhead
Jia Hui: Ms Big Appetite (for food & shoes)
Tony: Mr Stickman
Cheryl: The Cracker (cuz she likes to crack parts of her body)
Ms Lee: Mrs Bomb
Ms Ong: Ms Long Live The King (she got the tshirt and even jacket that the Thais wear to honour the king)
Mr Koh: Papa Bear (he wanted to play Polar Bear since beginning of the trip)



the cook baked us some brownies e next morning and we celebrated Ms Lee's birthday in advance! bought a Habitat for Humanity tshirt too!



the dog at the hostel!



set off for Udon Thani International Airport at around 12pm. took this photo along the way. waited at airport in Bangkok for like a couple of hours before we finally boarded the plane back to Singapore. and the night view is really beautiful!

on another note, whenever i looked up at the clear blue sky in Thailand, a song will come into my mind:

五月天 - 温柔

走在风中 今天阳光 突然好温柔
天的温柔 地的温柔 像你抱着我
然后发现 你的改变 孤单的今后
如果冷 该怎么渡过

天边风光 身边的我 都不在你眼中
你的眼中 藏着什么 我从来都不懂
没有关系 你的世界 就让你拥有
不打扰 是我的温柔

不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心
明明是想靠近 却孤单到黎明
不知道 不明了 不想要 为什么 我的心
那爱情的绮丽 总是在孤单里
再把我的最好的爱给你

不知不觉 不情不愿 又到巷子口
我没有哭 也没有笑 因为这是梦
没有预兆 没有理由 你真的有说过
如果有 就让你自由

自由
这是我的温柔..

got another song that i heard while on the van.

Gabrielle - Out of Reach

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be okay

But I was
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt
So much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost, inside
And I hope that in time
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you< But now I'm
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me

very meaningful. yup.

to be honest, i dun exactly feel homesick during the trip. i'm just not accustomed to not being able to send out messages bah. it's like, i'm okay with the life in Thailand. no internet was fine.

through this trip, i can fully understand peijun's message to me in her blog. i am friends to people, but i'm always the one being left out. sorry for not being there, even though i'm the one who wanted to go otc in the first place. and i'm the one who got distracted by other things along the way. n not being able to do critical thinking. that just makes me a failure isn't it.

after getting back to Singapore, reality kicked in again. it made Thailand seems to be a temporary refuge for me from all the stuff in Singapore. things happened, and i hafta do something. if not you would be gone.

i need to get back to the me before the trip

1938hrs

4:01 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

ohmann. less than 18 hours to reporting to the airport!

though i'm quite excited for the trip, somehow i kinda wanted to go for the vietnam trip. got a couple of reasons lar. for example, i would get to go for tomorrow night's cycling trip if i'm going for the vietnam trip. i would get to stay in hotel for vietnam trip and i would probably meet the vjc ocip ppl, at least for the arrival cuz both vietnam and vjc cambodia trip are arriving back on 1dec. but the weather in vietnam is pretty cool. hahah.

and well, it's already fixed for so long. shall be happy with it. (:

i wonder how i would get through the next 11 days in thailand. i mean, there is no cubicles for showering, ie we would hafta all shower together. ohmann. and the toilet conditions are kinda bad. but i guess we would make do with it and it shall be a brand new experience for me.

i would also wonder what would happen in Singapore for the next 11days. but i think would be nothing biggie, at least for me. okay, maybe people would miss me loads. haha. tag at my board if u miss me! hahah.

and! i think my school's student council president's current hairstyle sucks. he's got this kinda nerdish look and he actually got a mohawk-ish hairdo! ohmann. when i saw him in school today i'm like, OMG. hahah. and melvin's so thin. hope that you would gorge in turkey and candy canes and many other goodies as christmas draws nearer!

and i still need to buy alot of christmas cards. =x bought one set 2days ago and i still need to buy another set. bleh. but well, spread the love around! (:

1916hrs

6:36 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

F.I.R - Get High

让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
oh... get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
baby you are always on my mind

rap

也许明天不知该往哪里去
也许不再有如此美的风景
但是总会有一段旋律在我心里
反复唱着浪漫美丽

有一个梦在遥远深海 (在遥远深海)
幸福的路陪你去等待 (我陪你等待)
总会有一天
能看见未来
我的爱 为你在

让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
oh... get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
baby you are always on my mind


曾经害怕不知该往哪里去
曾经和寂寞相处已有默契
但是总会有一道阳光在我心里
给我力量 坚持到底

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i feel happy! yay.

headed for school in e morning in the black stickman tshirt (i realised i dun have decent sa tshirts! sadd), boardshorts and slippers. i think among all e j1s who went back to school to hand in the i&r and e gpf (group project file) today, i'm probably e slackiest dresser, though i saw another person in similar outfit as me. hahah!

after settling all e pw stuff, chionged out of school with peixuan cuz she's supposed to meet her nanhua co friends at somerset at 11 and we reached mrt stn like 11.20am. hahah! i went along with her cuz i'm supposed to meet shiyun at bishan mrt stn at 12.30pm.

and a BIG THANKS! to huihui who gave us chocolates! like what keynes said, it's very nice of her to give us chocolates and postcards even though we didnt do as much work as her. thanks a lot! =D

reached bishan like 11 plus so went to library cuz i have e intention to anyway. haha. after that went to meet up with shiyun and we bought the tickets for Death Note at 1.35pm. we're finally watching e movie after like almost one month since its debut on 19october. hah!

lunched at KFC but shiyun didnt eat. she got the XXL chicken chop from shilin instead. hee. then walked arnd n i bought christmas cards! yay. but i think i'm spending money like crazy lar. and i still havent got back my money from poc. bleh!

watched Death Note and i'm kinda disappointed with the ending. that part is like only vol4 or vol5 of the manga lar. and that would mean that Death Note: The Last Name would hafta squeeze in the remaining 7-8 volumes of the manga leh. L hafta die and Near and Mello hafta come in! think it would probably be like a 2hr plus movie bah. =x

after the movie headed for Orchard cuz she's supposed to go Hilton hotel to video e IP2 Prom (for e vjc IP kids i think). we walked arnd Isetan Scotts and the Cold Storage at Takashimaya. we were tempted to try Godiva Chocolate Elixir, but dun have. sad! hahah.

then went back to Orchard mrt stn to meet peijun and shiyun's friend who's going to video e prom. poor shiyun and junhao (her fren) hafta follow me and peijun to Topshop at Wisma and then Forever 21 at Basement before meeting jiaqing and they eventually left us and headed for Crystal Jade to eat. hah!

the three of us walked arnd e basement for a while, laughing and joking along e way as we headed for takashimaya and then for Heeren. went into Paragon for a while cuz jq wanna go toilet. lol!

walked arnd e Heeren for a while. saw nice flipflops! i wanna buy! e blue pair with butterflies is nice! i mean e colour. haha! and it was strange and funny to see a whole bunch of num guys eating from lunchboxes near e escalators. heh.

then we walked to Cineleisure for dinner. (initially wanted to go for some Turkish restaurant at Far East Plaza) and saw a white christmas tree at e traffic lights. nice!



wanted to go Pastamania eat baked pasta. but ended up going to e hongkong style 茶餐厅 for dinner. never eat before ma. hah. but the restaurant quite nonsense lar. charge us 40cents for a glass of ice water. boo!

then we sat there talked a lot of stuff. quite nice to talk. ahh! finally left when we feel damn cold. heheh. i think we three quite nonsense. cuz when pj hooked her arm with mine, i would hook mine with jq. lol!

headed for plaza singapura and settled down at Gelare to talk. but didnt talk much cuz i starting to have stomachache. hah. ohyar took some nightview photos of e christmas trees. (there are one at each side of e junction. but i only took e white and e gold one. also got e red and green ones but not nice. hah)





but i still think e christmas deco at Marina Square is e best. white and purple! =D

anyway i felt great today. talked about my recent thoughts and stuff. like my new motivations in life! yay.

and i met vijay and her mother at plaza singapura! then found out that Mr Lim YK have gone back to teaching! but it's not at anderson but asc is trying to get him to go for e asc gathering on 16th dec! hopefully he can go! after all, i think he kinda influenced me in liking to dance. cuz he's e one that got me to do e dance for my class's campfire item in sec1.

i love my friends! ((:

2316hrs

10:31 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

One. Think of 3 true facts about yourself. And they've gotta be true.

Two. Come up with 12 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.

Three. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.

Four. Post them on your blog and let people guess which the 12 false ones are!

Five. Get 6 others to do the same

1. Monster is my favourite in Mayday.
2. I watch soccer.
3. I spoil things easily.
4. I like taking MRT.
5. I'm an impulsive shopper.
6. Yellow rocks.
7. I can walk from Lavender to Orchard.
8. My favourite season is spring.
9. I watched 9 movies during the holidays after O's.
10. Spider solitaire is dumb.
11. Sexy jazz is cool.
12. I prefer Jolin over Stefanie.
13. I prefer Econs over Maths.
14. My favourite topic in Chemistry is organic chem.
15. This is easy for me to write. (:

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just as i thought things would be that way, something just have to pop up and force me to face the expectations of everybody.

2028hrs

7:21 PM


going crazy is always the thing to do on a poc. (:

and i think the bl groups should be more daring and do stuff like dances and not just sing songs for the first 4 groups. but at least my dear Boronic had actions and standing positions and dressed for the performance (e guys wore black tees with jeans and e girls wore white tees with jeans).

anyway e day started out kinda disastrous, consideriong me celine peijun were fumbling with parts of our safari at Mayflower. and i still think that my current pip cap is a bit big. and my skirt is alright okay. hah.

had deco and rehearsal and lunch and then the actual poc. i cant be an usher! i keep screwing up and not reaching e higher powers in time to usher them up e stage. but at least i've ushered e GOH up and down e stage. (:

after that took photo. i took with Alpha (they welcomed me!) and Boronic! yay! and then took committee photo. and then had refreshments which we ate kinda crazily. like jiaqing dumping lime and sotong ball into peijun's drink and celine pouring her drink into jiaqing's mee siam. and e food that Francium had wanted each group to eat for their POC performance (which e table of officers that i'm at conveniently pushed it away. hee)

did sampan cheer with celine jiaqing peijun and Hitler. jio-ed sarizan qizhi to join us but they siam-ed away. lol. then is POC performances! taught them how to do original and retarded versions of chicken dance. then the bl groups performed and sarizan sang 童话 with Hitler. i aimed e mike at juowi (from SJI) he wun sing and when i aimed it at junwang (from MacPherson) he sang. hah!

then is e chicken dance! yay. then had emo talk by some of the instructors and then clear up and then dismissed them! took photos, got stuff and then just slacked at the theatrette to talk longer. then went down and joined other ppl and then headed for the Fork Spoon at Toa Payoh. heard some gossip concerning coal black, which i told him today that i still have e script about coal black and princess charming. :D

at fork spoon played truth and dare with celine peijun rosalind eileen (from SAC and Hitler) cheryl (from YTSS and Hitler) and the 3 Hitler girls + peijun tio dare. hah. that meant waicheung choonkeong jianlin being kajiao-ed and peijun being laughed by looking so toot with her tshirt tucked into her fbt and wore e fbt high up.

then headed over to Swensens with peijun rosalind cheryl eileen. ate Giant Earthquake and fries. n i didnt noe earthquake got so much caramel lar! =x

then sat there talked cock and gossiped. it is concluded that Hitler is e most scandalous group. no other groups come close. and peijun's dark past is being dug up by me. hah! then jiaqing joined us.

n that outlet's manager is really nice. cuz we sat there for like maybe 30mins not ordering anything and being so loud and everything and she still smiles whenever she walked past our table.

n i saw this bespectacled boy who's damn cute! he got this blue balloon sword and was playing with it when i noticed him (he's at the table that's facing me [the tables that we were seated at were back to back and there's this small space between the tables and e glass]). so i started smiling at him and he seems kinda afraid initially. then he started smiling and then i started playing with him. he would like hide at his seat and then peek out to see i'm still there anot. then he would like point his sword at me and then i point my handphone strap at him. hah! too bad he and his family soon left. he siam-ed away when i wanted take photo of him. lol.

after being like e second last customers, we left, with us telling e waitress who brought us e bill that peijun has no common sense cuz she sorta have difficulty digging out e coins from her wallet. [she treated us to earthquake and 1 order of fries. i paid for e other order]

watched Step Up with jiaqing on friday. it's nice! hah. i loved e dance club dance sequence n e senior showcase. after watching e movie me jiaqing want to dance. hah!

i dreamt of something on thursday night and it actually came true on friday. argh crap. i was damn stunned when i answered e phone in a shop in Concourse. then i'm like so upset and jiaqing hafta tell me dun brood. ohwell. thanks man. and to mary too. (:

i'm losing the spirit to carry on

1003hrs

9:37 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

林俊杰 - 突然累了

吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到傻了

我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了

说话说到吐了
我写歌写到疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了

不舍得 舍不得 都分手了
舍不得 不舍得 散了
爱是你的 我是我的 完了

原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了

*
oh bother.

being misunderstood and being in the midst of crossfires have been the norm to me, but somehow i tend to get emotional recently.

it's probably a matter of time before i'll start losing myself.

You shut your mouth
How dare you say
I go about things the wrong way
I am human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does

2041hrs

8:32 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

completed OP. screwed up cuz i did worse than during e dry runs. i had to pause cuz i jumped through some points and i even exceeded the 5mins given when i didnt even reach 5mins during the dry run.

but i think q&a quite okay lar. though when i returned to my seat huihui asked me sth like do keluar baris cuz i'm in sedia position. -.-

anyway going to meet up with xiaoxuan peixuan and some other class ppl to buy stuff for bbq like 11hrs later? hah. CHALET! hah.

but then got a lot of things needed to buy for poc. dammit. I NEED MONEY!!!

rahhh.

and i'm really really over le. though i was quite stunned ytd late morning. BLEH.

money come quick please! rahh.

0110hrs

1:04 AM

Sunday, November 05, 2006

I GOT ONE-STAR!

yay. that sounds childish. hahah.

anyway kallang waters are cleaner than the last time i saw it, which was like 6+months ago when we went for vopf. not much rubbish, but still very salty. and we capsized like crazy. think i capsized like 5times today?! and i totally sucked at rescuing ppl. i was hafta like drain the water from the kayak for like twice each time i rescue ariana. sorry girl. =x

and poor poor david got back ache. this morning when i saw him entering the main gathering area at kallang sea sports club, he's got this melancholic look. hah. after we greeted each other i commented that he looked sad and he just went in this kinda soft voice i got back pain. (sth liddat).

i realised i cant swim (i was e last one to get onshore) and kayak straight n fast for nuts. =x

and somehow today we kept reminiscing about vopf and group camp. vopf is probably because got the 3 yjc musketeers around. hah. they add life and entertainment to us! hahahh. and stupid zhengyang for cheating my feelings again. BOO YOU.

then group camp just comes naturally, even though there's only me charissa alfred around. hah. and me charissa kept complaining about bryant. hah!

then when we were stacking up the kayaks before going off for lunch, i bent down to open e cork/screw thingy at the back of my kayak to drain off water. but instead water came out of my nose. stood up and bent down again and water continued to come out of my nose. =x according to kenneth that's because i've done capsize drills then e water probably got into my head or sth. ohmann.

i missed golden mile complex. was really tempted to go buy set 1 from Mr Bean for lunch. pearly soya milk + pancake! in e end didnt buy. lol. and i was tempted to go hq. but i was dripping wet so dropped e idea. hah.

and yar today kenneth joined us as assistant instructor and demonstrated the strokes to us cuz david not in the good condition to do so. oldman. hah!

kayaked to e bridge (think it's Benjamin Sheares bridge or sth) and we did lotsa capsize drills there. for the last capsize drill that i did, i accidentally drank in some salty water and tio choked a bit. kept coughing and david's like for looking like in the actual situation i give you pass. -.-

ohyar!! some of us had some interesting encounters at the Lavender MRT Station (for ytd) and while heading for Kallang Sea sports club (for today).

like i've told everybody (got 12 of us going kayaking), got this man kept scolding knnbccb to this chinese (as in from china) tourist family after like every sentence of scolding lar. doinks.

then today got this blue tshirt, long hair woman who's got this damn manly voice who also went kayaking and this indian man who wore damn short shorts. at the sports club he wore RED tyr fbt lar! jianrong and i burst out laughing after we walked past the man. hah!

and got this dragonboat guy whom me ariana think not bad looking (for today) but he smokes! bleh. then later in the day he was being dunked into the kallang water while being topless. i commented he got six-pec and jeremy said sth like only he can be horny. lol!

after washing up got debrief and got our certs! and then e 12 of us (excluding jianrong and including kenneth) headed for VivoCity. CARL'S JUNIOR! yay. shared a portbello mushroom double meal + beef fries with charissa. damn filling!

and saw this weird thing at the third level or sth:




after that went to rooftop to talk cock for a while before going down to Candy Empire. and our dearest treasurer alfred treated some of us to chocolates! wanted to get him to bring one whole bar from his house during night cycling but decided against it. e sun probably has burnt his head or sth. hahh! and THANKS! =D

some photos:

ytd








today







while kayaking, missed out on ncoc. =(

but ytd chionged to mayflower after we got released for lunch. wanted to see e auditions by the BLs which is supposed to be after the exams but after i reached there, everybody told me it's been done. OHMANN!

but it's nice to see Alpha Boronic and the other groups! hahh. felt weird walking around in tshirt boardshorts flipflops. even jq who dropped by wore asjab nco tee jeans shoes lar. hah. felt damn weird when i walked up n down the auditorium while e BLs are taking their exams. some stared at me bah. lol.

walked all over the place and joined in the chat with Francium (Group6) along with gina jq. they remembered jq! lol. and also watched yiren (from Alpha) do a bit of MOI. while hari (from Alpha too) was doing MOI, went to talk to yiren and found out that he finished e exam in like 10mins. lol! crapped with him for a while. quite nice to chat with. hah!

then had poc meeting for a while (got peijun jq to brief me abt deco stuff before that) and then i went to canteen with choonkeong with the intention to see last parade. but dun have. so the two of us stood at the area around the walkway and told some of e ALs to study hard for today's exam. after a while he left. and i went to chat with nicholas. he got accent lar! hah. then the baika weishen and another macpherson guy joined in. hah! crapped lotsa stuff.

actually, i dun mind having ncoc longer. hah! but that means more work for us lar. bleh. thus i'm looking forward to poc. can take photos. hee! =D

tmr OP! ohmann! e final moment is finally here! let's hope i wun screw up. cuz after OP would be CHALET! yay!

i love holidays. and kayaking at kallang today reminds me of obs. and e kayak back to the shore today i sang 枫. so nice! hahh.

and that charissa must shhh okay! now got 1 more person know abt it le. argh!

2359hrs

11:16 PM