had been mad busy for the past few weeks cuz i was the ic for odac huat year where the odac-ers come together and celebrate cny in advance! lotsa things had happened during the planning phase, which made me question myself again where exactly do my priorities lie (like i didn't go for BCLS today because of huat year), and have i become more matured in the way of thinking (eg knowing when to let go or not) as i hit the 21st year of my life. i'm supposed to be an adult, and matured in the way of thinking.

the conclusion i gave myself would that there's still room for improvement, and i need to prioritise better. and i should try to think in another's perspective, because sometimes i would fail to take into what/how others are thinking and just rely on my own instincts. so i should try to adjust myself!

i wrote in my msn that it's just a matter of choice, and someone asked me to choose between A, B or C. as i reflect on the commitments i'm currently, i told the person that it's probably more of A, B, C or D. with maybe even an E. i don't know if that means i'm overloading. was chatting with someone about timetables recently, and he couldn't believe that i have 16 hours of lessons for 19 AUs - apparently the number of AUs would be the number of hours of lessons you have.

still, i find myself rather lethargic and having stronger desire to go home. it has become my refuge after a sem totally mad about hall. i guess i had invested too much feelings into the hall. and as i walk back to hall today after huat year, i've eventually realised that it's not a matter of how much time i put in, it's the attitude i adopt when i'm with the different groups of people. if i'm with one group of people and keeps on yakking about another group's stuff, obviously this would have given a bad impression to the people. need to change this habit!

and yes i've donated my blood yesterday! very proud of myself. :D

有些人和事是要看時機的，一旦過了就再也回不到那段時光了。所以人們才說青春不要留白，因為錯過了能夠瘋狂的青春，你就不會有勇氣去瘋狂了。你可以說我裹足不前不敢面對，可是我就是累了不願再向前了。就在這裡打住，然後忘記，雖然說你比預期遲離開，而我也不敢問你甚麼時候會走，因為距離還是最好的選擇。

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