時光是琥珀 淚一滴滴 被反鎖
情書再不朽 也磨成沙漏
青春的上游 白雲飛走 蒼狗與海鷗
閃過的念頭 潺潺地流走

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆
回憶如困獸 寂寞太久而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭 反而更自由

慢動作 繾綣膠卷
重播默片 定格一瞬間
我們在告別的演唱會 說好不再見

你寫給我 我的第一首歌
你和我十指緊扣 默寫前奏
可是那然後呢
還好我有 我這一首情歌
輕輕地輕輕哼著 哭著笑著
我的 天長地久

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默
一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆
回憶如困獸 寂寞太久 而漸漸溫柔
放開了拳頭 反而更自由

長鏡頭 越拉越遠
越來越遠 事隔好幾年
我們在懷念的演唱會
禮貌地吻別

你寫給我 我的第一首歌
你和我十指緊扣 默寫前奏
可是那然後呢
還好我有 我這一首情歌
輕輕地輕輕哼著 哭著笑著
我的 天長地久

陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌
捨不得短短副歌 心還熱著
也該告一段落
還好我有 我下一首情歌
生命宛如 靜靜的相擁的河
永遠 天長地久
8:21 PM

i like the way you smile. it's like, there's a sudden lighting up of your features as your eyes narrow into almost a thin line and you flashed your teeth (not in a grotesque way). and somehow seeing your smile would really brighten up my day and as i think about your smile i would feel cheerful! it's random but i just thought that i want to write it down. nice one there. :D

today 47 is exceptionally noisy! with XYPZ @ 47 publications of clement's quotes, snack night (of waffles and cheese prata with sausage!), public declaration of love by a certain Mr Foo, and watching edmund and jason running up and down the corridor and going to each other's rooms spamming love declarations on facebook and msn. so amusing and it reminds me of the good old noisy days of 47. (:


before that had odac photo taking! love the huat photos taken by chongyew even though the flash is sooo bright and it just came off without warning when we took the family photo. it looked exceptionally nice cuz it's done by a pro! heee. and my february buddy sucked cuz even though he bought chocolates for me he kept forgetting to bring it when we meet! :P

i'm having 204 quiz later at 4pm and i'm not done with my readings, and i still have a pierre bourdieu super long reading to tackle. pls save me. ):
1:47 AM

didn't know about this until wanyee told me (think it's during brunch) after hs203 lecture ytd. and i didn't watch the video until at night when i'm back in my room after class (which ended at 630 with me playing fb games almost non-stop during the lecture cuz the prof didn't bother to prepare slides, and my tutor was sitting a few seats directly behind me. lols), dinner (at can13! ate bulgogi! :DD) and carrom training! (tio owned by kiatweng during one game. i just cant shoot properly!)

first reaction was that it's sooo sweet! and then 黑白配 just came into my mind ever since. felt so apt! (it's written by 范范 about their relationship after all!) bet they will play this song during their wedding!

and i'm in a jolly mood! went to town after school (with my bags and all) cuz i just have this urge to go over to far east plaza to see bags. but i only spend 20mins (including the walking time to there) cuz many shops were not open! walked over to isetan to buy some stuff and then crossed the road to the elevator to underpass at wheelock. went down to the underpass and i came across this bakery called Bread Society which at first look just reminds me of breadtalk. but the bread inside looked much more exquisite than those you will find in breadtalk! (upon googling i realised it's a subsidiary of breadtalk, goes to explain why there's the oh-so-familiar naan inside! so much for exquisite bakery!)anyway, the smell of bread was really nice in there and so the hungry me picked up a tray and a pair of tongs after walking one round in the shop! i seldom eat bread and it's been ages ever since i've last eaten bread (unless you count pizza). i felt kinda spoilt for choice with the bread available (bacon and mushroom pizza! custard brioche! blueberry toast!) but i ended up buying smoked chicken cheese (as seen above) and tokyo puff. paid and i realised they put the bread inside a paper bag which looks really nice!

as i buy the bread and listening to those sweet songs in my ipod, i thought to myself that 幸福就是可以这么简单. simple things like buying a nice (at least in terms of smell) piece of bread and enjoying it at home, or borrowing a book that i have finding for so long (which is Douglas Preston & Lincoln Child's Dance of Death) can inject happiness in me the same way i received gifts or eaten great food. simplicity does have its beauty after all.

and it was a feeling much welcomed cuz school has been making me depressed as i try to keep up with the numerous readings while making time for hall stuff. had a fair share of ups and downs as the days flew by. thank goodness there was cny break for me to recharge and meet up with old friends. went over to mr ng's house on tuesday and met up with my primary school mates! after that went to amk and met up with hpy. but the road ahead is rather tough as i need to make decisions about what i should get involved in during the summer holidays. from the looks of it if i take up all i will be busy to no end! :x anyway i shall delay the decision abit. :p

while i was on the train back home, received a message from clement which had made my day even better! though the theme was funny (it brought a smile to my face when he replied with his signature 'hello.' cuz i can totally imagine his expression and tone when he said that! ha), i do feel appreciated even though i didn't contribute much.

nonetheless, it's been a great day and i'm happily at home! but there's the damned quizzes next week (thank goodness the 203 take home exam is postponed to after recess week!), and i'm gonna miss Hall Olympiad closing cuz i have meeting! )):

neverminds. i shall go drink tea and eat my bread! :D

4:55 PM

還沒好好的感受 雪花綻放的氣候
我們一起顫抖 會更明白 甚麼是溫柔
還沒跟你牽著手 走過荒蕪的沙丘
可能從此以後 學會珍惜
天長和地久

有時候 有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開 都有時候
沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我 有時候
寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我 看細水長流

還沒為你把紅豆 熬成纏綿的傷口
然後一起分享 會更明白 相思的哀愁
還沒好好的感受 醒著親吻的溫柔
可能在我左右 你才追求
孤獨的自由

有時候 有時候
我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開 都有時候
沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我 有時候
寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透
也許你會陪我 看細水長流
1:23 AM

had been mad busy for the past few weeks cuz i was the ic for odac huat year where the odac-ers come together and celebrate cny in advance! lotsa things had happened during the planning phase, which made me question myself again where exactly do my priorities lie (like i didn't go for BCLS today because of huat year), and have i become more matured in the way of thinking (eg knowing when to let go or not) as i hit the 21st year of my life. i'm supposed to be an adult, and matured in the way of thinking.

the conclusion i gave myself would that there's still room for improvement, and i need to prioritise better. and i should try to think in another's perspective, because sometimes i would fail to take into what/how others are thinking and just rely on my own instincts. so i should try to adjust myself!

i wrote in my msn that it's just a matter of choice, and someone asked me to choose between A, B or C. as i reflect on the commitments i'm currently, i told the person that it's probably more of A, B, C or D. with maybe even an E. i don't know if that means i'm overloading. was chatting with someone about timetables recently, and he couldn't believe that i have 16 hours of lessons for 19 AUs - apparently the number of AUs would be the number of hours of lessons you have.

still, i find myself rather lethargic and having stronger desire to go home. it has become my refuge after a sem totally mad about hall. i guess i had invested too much feelings into the hall. and as i walk back to hall today after huat year, i've eventually realised that it's not a matter of how much time i put in, it's the attitude i adopt when i'm with the different groups of people. if i'm with one group of people and keeps on yakking about another group's stuff, obviously this would have given a bad impression to the people. need to change this habit!

and yes i've donated my blood yesterday! very proud of myself. :D

有些人和事是要看時機的，一旦過了就再也回不到那段時光了。所以人們才說青春不要留白，因為錯過了能夠瘋狂的青春，你就不會有勇氣去瘋狂了。你可以說我裹足不前不敢面對，可是我就是累了不願再向前了。就在這裡打住，然後忘記，雖然說你比預期遲離開，而我也不敢問你甚麼時候會走，因為距離還是最好的選擇。

你說呢？
11:42 PM