My body is telllling me im reaching my 30s.... says:
and dun feel he is avoiding u, haha. wat if he isnt? then it makes u accusing him wo.. hahhaa.. be norm and be straight to him, like to be with him, then just spend time with him, no need think so much. haha. can means can, canont, u two make out at the end u will also marry off with other guys..
if u cry n feel awacked (*duno how to spell)..while he feels ok, then become he might think u are the weird one to make distances...
then jalat
haha
so nvm him, be it he avoiding or he is not
u be urself
hahha
HAPPY!
tts how u view. then everything is clearer and u know wat u shall do next =)
haha, might be sad, u might be a girl, but wat im telling u is all human shall do
see things +vely, and if ppl say dun think so much, IS BLUFF WAN. confirm will think wan
hahhahaa
so instead of not thinking
go continue n think of it, y not, but view it naturally n +vely..
and u will see wider things
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woo. i have fantastic seniors in hall! it was words like this that have helped me up along the way. (: and also thanks to fangyi who listened to me one late night when she is having a paper like in less than 48hrs!

i'm not completely fine yet, but i reckon i can survive. as in, i'm learning to deal with the issue by trying to be non-chalant as possible, while at the same time try to engage myself more in his life, such that i might be able to go back to the times when we can chat alot. thus i'm not giving up as yet, gonna just remain as a good friend! i'm giving myself a few more months before he would be like out of sight for a couple of months. in the meantime i will also try not to emo!

and i shouldn't, cuz christmas is in less than a mth's time! (:

anyways, left with one more paper! gonna nua until like maybe sat or sun before i will sit down proper and chiong for my last paper on tuesday! after that it would be gatherings, movies, k-ing sessions, trainings and adjam! (: but right now i need to figure out what i shld do when most of my girlfriends are not in hall! ):
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