went to the library and entered the civilisation like what lormee (jeremy tay) said. was complaining to him about my lack of inspiration to write the hs102 essay that's due next week and he said i should get back to civilisation from pulau ntu. after all, the only places which i've been to for the past few weeks (other than malaysia) were ntu and my home. i could have gone out with hweepeng rosalind cheryl on thursday but there's hall supper. not that i'm complaining about hall supper because it had been terrific! everybody loves singing!

had tremendous fun sabo-ing ppl up for don't forget the lyrics, singing along with them (and thus they guessed the lyrics) and choosing the songs for them! (too bad sont didn't choose Superwoman. we nearly got desmond up to sing Superwoman because he's one of the best singers in hall9 and it's so his type of songs (we had a marvellous singing session on tuesday with changtai and xiaohuan! love that night!) and i managed to sabo the loner lam bhan! wanted to hear his singing after he told me he was being sabo-ed to perform for his course but in the end he and derrick held the mike so far away from them that we can only hear kendrick sing. lol. told kendrick for the next hall supper we shall kidnap lam bhan (they are roomies) and force him to sing. :D sat beside jason and i heard him sing a bit! and then there's kiatweng who made us totally go emo with his rendition of 彩虹 (by Jay of course) and the finale is of course by desmond! his 你不在 was WHOA! totally wonderful. why do we have so many talented male singers in our hall! machiam no females sia. ):

had the recess week withdrawal symptoms initially but soon got back in sync. and then the pressure of hs102 essay due next week came. 2200 words! (word limit la) omg mann. and i was totally clueless on how to get about writing it. but at least i get to destress by chatting with ppl on level 3! apparently i'm like well-known to be corridor ic already. but i don't go around all the time leh! and i might be quitting my role as the stir shitter of 47. let everything 顺其自然 ba!

and then there's _______. wasn't in the right mood at some point of time and i listened to all sorts of songs. but i guess i have kinda thought things through. let everything 顺其自然 because there's nothing i can do now. i have lost the bravery that i used to have a few years ago because the fear of losing is stronger.