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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

i had broken down, i had talked to people and i had stoned during classes, so it's only right that i should start recovering. so i should perhaps delete that link away, and let my eyes focus on my books. i think i had made some improvements ever since monday, though i had taken a few steps back with i've done previously. but well, it's better than nothing isn't it.

though it was pretty depressing, but i've gained something along the way because i've learned about new stuff about some of the people whom i've talked to. it's comforting to know that i'm not the only one having problems with certain issues, and that there are people out there who really cares for my well-being. though you all would not see it, thanks for all the words. i dun fall down easily, but when i do i would stand up pretty fast and continue walking. i guess i'm too used to hiding my truest emotion behind the grins and the violent actions.

i've promised myself i will get over it, and i will. 5 more weeks to exams and i don't want to jeopardize my studies. hs101 midterms are depressing enough.

街挤满了微笑

太不适合眼泪凑热闹

快跑快寻找无人的转角

不优雅时候一个人就好

爱说退就退潮

我松开手回忆却没放掉

未来不来了地球继续绕

躲回温暖的梦我一个人就好

为什么越相信谁能依靠

越换来又一次灵魂寂寥

有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药

如果说越踏出世界一脚

越不能保留住天真微笑

那从今以后我一个人过就很好

心很平静的跳

只是寂寞潜伏像海啸

突然某一秒偷袭我眼角

眼泪自己擦掉我一个人很好

8:18 PM


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