i mean, it's 3am in the morning and i'm still wide awake. yesterday i was also online until 3am, commenting on people's facebook status and albums. (fb is getting really addictive, esp when your new friends sleep around the same time as you do) and i'm supposed to wake up at 730 so that i will reach hq at 9am. madness. i think i will become a zombie for the whole day later. remind me next week that i need to sleep at 11pm on saturday night, just so that i can run without having any sort of hangover on sunday. i think i shld worry about my timing for the 10km but everyone around me is like aiya it's only 10km no kick! and i hafta explain to them that my last serious run is 5km and that's when i was sec4. but then again i ran quite a bit during otc camp but that's 3 months ago. rahhh. i shall panick on sunday because william said he will wait for me at the finishing line, ie he will not wait for me. HMPH!

anyway. just now while i was sorting out my wallet (which is rotting in my deuter backpack for the past few weeks cuz i'm now using my hp pouch to hold the essentials - money ezlink etc) when i pulled out quite a number of movie ticket stubs. put them into the yellow Precious Moments box which i've bought in secondary school and i poured out the contents of the box impulsively. went through the numerous ticket stubs and neoprints and suddenly all the memories of my secondary school and jc days came back.

i can still vaguely remember i watched which movie with who, and the fun times i had with the various friends who took the neoprints with me. most of the neoprints are taken with celine yy fy during our comp days and looking back, i missed those days when we spent hours in school training on fa home nursing and fd. i still keep the home nursing notes which i used to teach the juniors during their home nursing trainings, and qingliang's 10 fa cases which are kinda dirty with the fake blood he used to make. even though we may be in different places now (ok me and yy are still in pulau ntu together), those days were definitely one of the best times in my life.

though i'm starting to struggle to catch up with the numerous readings that had came along my way (probably because i spent too much time chatting and having fun with blk47 ppl), or that i'm frustrated with making decisions all the time, i would say it's the time of my life now. i became the blk head of 47 as i had wished to be, i have made many friends (and will continue making) across the 4 blocks and in odac, i have quite a clear idea of what i want to do for at least the next 3 years, and i've finally freed myself from the emotional struggle that i had a few days ago.

thus i would say all's good!

i will brace myself for the busy life ahead as trainings for sports, recreational games and dance, numerous readings and presentations and tutorials, and odac meetings start to come in.