nah i didn't roll. the guys did, cuz there's only 4 girls.

went for Camp HA's OJT today, and met 7 new people (one of the guys is a boatman for Camp HA already). i realised how vastly different we can be. like chase who totally looked like paul twohill-ish kind of emo rocker when i first met him during the interview last week. he's gonna be an accountant at quite an established accounting firm! when he told me that today i'm like stunned.

and the girls. i'm like the darkest (like DUH), with hazel and siowyuan being SO FAIR i tell you. they totally dun belong to the wild like jbac (jalan bahtera).

after listening to the rest's introductions in the morning, i realised i'm like the most laojiao in terms of camping (not army style like what chase, jeremy and julian went through la. think it was chase or shanker who said i got biceps (ie strong muscles) when we are doing the low wall). none of them had gone to jbac before, or at least in their memory and they didn't know how to walk into jbac-sarimbun-camp christine area. it's like totally new element to them. like moving around jbac (i knew that place so damn well ok), doing belaying etc. while belaying i realised some of the stuff just come naturally to me, even though i dun think i've actually belayed before. the last time i did rock climbing was sec3 at emmanuel house, but i doubt i actually belayed la. but eunice said i did well. hehe.


i quite like the scenery when going in actually. beautifull.

i think the majority of us clicked off quite well, and we chatted quite happily on the bus back. but so sad that some of them cannot commit for long. like zahid (who's graduating like next sem?), chase (who's starting work in august), brad and shanker who's enlisting. ohwelllll. hopefully we can do what we've planned on the bus. heh.



my latest fetish. for some strange reason i was driven to watch the show. maybe it's the attraction to see New Caledonia (where they filmed for their overseas trip), cuz i didn't feel the urge to watch the jap version.

it was totally crazy ok. i was supposed to wake up at 7 this morning, and i only slept at 3 plus cuz i chionged like 5 episodes last night. madness. and i went through some tiring activities at OJT today ok. :x

oh did i mention? 李民浩 totally looked like 言承旭 when his hair is flat! like i think ep4 when he temporarily straightened his hair cuz 金丝草 said that his curly hair is digusting. i'm like OMGGGG. and then the ep before that, when he wore a beanie. OMG cannn. the similarity is almost 100%!!!!<33

i think i shouldn't watch tonight cuz i will just keep watching. and it's like i can remember some of the plots from the manga quite well actually. hahaha. see how la. but i'm tireeddddd and tomorrow need to wake up early for sj. ):

anyways i'm BUSY BUSY BUSY. i shall not have the time for those crap stuff that don't worth my time. i need to keep chanting them in order to really stop thinking.

每个呼吸只为自己
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