it's been a week since i've last updated. nothing much, just that zone comp and the first 2 days of shoot had came and left.

worked till pretty late from thursday onwards as we tried to finish as many props as possible for the series, such that we wouldn't tire ourselves out during our non-shoot days in the 1.5mths of shoot la. went back to office on saturday too, and worked until like 6plus. then went over to my aunt's house to bathe and have dinner. then i went over to hq with my lots of barang barang. thanks for the ride even though lavender wasn't raining as you've thought it would be.

did the prep work for zone comp with the rest of the ppl. was in some sort of a high mode with my usual gang around. mr yong also stayed over lor! so cute. :D didn't sleep, probably because i had supper of instant noodles, milk tea and 7-11 mashed potato at 2am.

basically zone comp just went into overrunning mode. so many last minute changes mann. i said overrunning so often i felt like i was like brat when she's around during shoots. LOL. then i was walking around the competition grounds on 1st floor and 3rd floor. towards the end of the competition, i started to stay in the holding room as mr yong and/or rosalind started going out. talked to the comp guys, comforted the sec2 girls, and talked lots of crap with the sji sec3 team. seriously, yeo guangjin can make me laugh until like mad! for some strange reason i just loved adopting this weird indian accent, which venod said that he cant mimick. LOL.

results were well, results. all my juniors had done me proud, because i do believe they have done their best. next year would be a better year aye! and i would need to start doing some planning! after pondering on it for several days i guess i have made up my mind. junyang and chuiyee's advice do make some sense.

then the shoot. it was not bad, but lots to improve on. i think i would start to get total nervous again before meeting kuang yong mans! they kept saying he works 10 times faster than gurmit and esan! ohman. then i have all sorts of bruises on my legs! omg. then i went to buy a new pair of havaianas slippers because my green pair at home is really one size smaller and my trekking flipflops and braziliano praia aint that easy to slip out when i'm running arnd the house during shoot. it's red and white and it's nice. (:

when i got my pay today, i do feel quite proud of myself that i've endured 4 weeks of irregular hours etc. many things have happened in the four weeks, and i believe i can endure through more 4 weeks to come. but then again, it's quite sad that 3 interns had left in this 4 weeks lor. ohmann. :x

i have made up my mind that we should just be friends, because i've realised that we don't click that well. and i've told you very clearly in my last few messages to you, so yeah, just friends. work and sj will be taking up so much of my time that i wouldn't have much time to think about such stuff, even though strange thoughts might pop up in my mind. i'm just not ready, you know?
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