okay. i would say things are somehow back to their normal track again, after some twist of events yesterday. just that some of the things are brought up to surface after lying underneath for the past couple of weeks. i'm actually quite glad that i have decided to take the step out, and not becoming like an ostrich, trying to ignore those stuff away. at least i'm relieved, at least i would be answerable to myself that i have done what i can do. and thanks for the advice! especially to the one whom i wanna acknowledge as godsis now. haha. thanks for the eeyore! :D

it's just that i would need some time to adjust, to get used to the previous life i had before any of those things happened. okay i cant get back to the previous life because the people are here to stay for good, but at least and hopefully, in a situation i still can control. i'm having some sort of withdrawal symptoms now, but i believe i should get over it, judging from the crazy workload that would be coming up next. i foresee several weekends being burned due to the shoots over the weekends. not to mention otc/ncoc stuff.

and i'm getting confused. bratina told me i would be doing logging, but i'm following the art director tomorrow to go look at the props and furniture to be used. it's as though i'm doing propping too. yesterday during SCORE shoot i was in charge of props too. aileen was doing the logging for the host links and VOs(voice over). so maybe, maybe aileen would be doing logging and me props. ohmann. brat said cannot cheat for props for that shoot lor! omg. then disha and aileen has school and stuff, so that leaves me and guakhee chionging the stuff! OMGOMG.

but still, work has been interesting. i do enjoy the times when i get to jump into cabs going to various places during working hours (and i can claim the taxi fare). like today i've cabbed thrice! one of the drivers were like asking me what and when i'm working, and i told him i'm working at that time, and he's like shocked. haha. and then also the shoots, though they would eat into my free time over the weekends. i get to train myself to work under stress! so yeah, i love the job. but i feel abit sad that the other intern who joined the company the same day as me got fired! he told me to take care. ):

then there's the people i get to know! i would be meeting one of the most experienced directors in singapore for the upcoming project! and i got to know a stylist who has to work on a fashion show for like at least once a month! he's zai ok! not to mention so nice and everything. you know i was like so tempted to try on those sponsored clothes. so many from topshop! and the foxtrot shoes! ha. jibby and fay are cool too. heeee. jibby is a really crazy dude! hopefully there would be a second season of SCORE and i would get to see them again! (:

anyway, i finally get to rest this weekend! though on saturday bwc will be making a journey to the west and then probably town after that. i really appreciate their kind intentions! (:

对不起，谢谢。
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