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Sunday, March 08, 2009

work has driven me totally nuts lately. i've reached home at 11 today and i have to wake up at 530. then yesterday i've stayed in the office until like 9odd and thus met up with chuiyee super late and we ended up having a very late dinner (the day before i had dinner at 10 too). then we went to take a very late night walk to cineleisure where chuiyee did a super nice thing! wahahhaha. and that made someone think that we les-ing. haha. the books that she lent me are really good i would say. (and i slept at 3plus, woke up at 6plus)

then today. had a super hectic day, followed by a debrief which made me feel super bad because i think most of the things that esan said had fitted my behaviour. like getting distracted by the cute and talented (he can do kungfu, swordplay and backflips!) boy Liu Jen (the guy in the pic with me) during the shoot, answering personal calls while in office (i should have went outside and answer), dunno what i should do during the shoots etc etc. wahliao i listen until i super guilty ok. no wonder bratina was like looking at me so coldly during the shoot. sigh. tmr will be a better day! at least i'll be seeing the cute boy again. (oh and i've called nathaniel as farrell sometimes, and some of those times his mum was around! OMG)

thus i will start by not going fb (kayhwee - not asjab junior kayhwee but my colleague. we call him kay - got this stunned/surprised look when he went to use my computer on friday, because i forgot to minimize the window with the fb page), not going online on msn, minimize smsing during work (i think shoot still ok cuz sometimes can get sian and need some distraction) and work hard! self-awareness is key. i will be ready when 23march comes!

and the way esan puts it during the debrief, i think i'll have a very intense and scary time when i do logging again for our next project. :x

you know, i really think that my brain and my heart work in different directions. when i thought there's sth there, i saw some pictures, and then i think maybe not. seriously, what am i thinking?!

12:03 AM