i've kinda reaped the bad karma of sleeping too late everyday.

why did they called me again? if not for the bloody call, i wouldn't have done such crazy things online at 3am in tuesday morning, and then getting another call at 1040am the same day, which got me to go down to one tannery on the same day 4 hours later, and then eventually at 6pm plus i've received the final call that sealed my fate.

actually after hearing the details today i felt the impulse to just return them everything and go away, because it totally conflicted with so many things that i have on hand now! like the monday comp trainings (which i think wouldn't be that affected), the foodie trip + bernice's farewell on saturday (i think i wouldn't be able to make it. SIGH), the concert next friday (i'll be based in alexandra! holy cow), the ncoc debrief next saturday, the driving revision lesson on 9mar and test on 10mar, and the possible hpy/bwc or whosoever outings! i want to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button! ):

but like what shiyun says, it's hard to find a job, considering there are heaps of jc3 ppl who are looking for jobs before the uni admission in march. but you hafta consider that a good 20-30% are serving the nation, 5-10% just slacking at home, and 90% out of the remaining probably found temporary desk bound jobs through agencies.

ah crap. i shall just blame myself for applying for that darn job. and we shall see the results of the negotiating session i'll be having with my manager tomorrow. i might sound obstinate and stuff, considering that the economy is bad and my finances are dwindling (now i plan my bus/mrt trips ahead such that i would take the cheapest way, even if that means walking under the hot sun), but like what shiyun says (again), i should opt for something that i really like, and (i personally think) that i should plan my life the way i want it, and do a job that i'm comfortable and fits in my life well. i don't want to sulk and regret later on, especially when the starting pay ain't that fantastic. i bet the person who interviewed me yesterday regretted picking me when i told him today that school starts around july-august, cuz that's when the probation period ends.

just now when i wanted to buy chocolate ice-blended milk tea, the auntie gave me just milk tea instead. SIGH.

2009 certainly looks set to be a bad year for me.
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