it has been a couple of whirlwind weeks man. i nearly went to the extreme with the standard chartered marathon tomorrow. ohwell.

i have finally finished driving! so that's quite an achievement, considering some of the immediate failures-ish mistakes that i still make. but i'll rectify them by the time for my tp test in february!

then there's ncoc. i've started off at a wrong note and i'm reaping the consequences of it. i'll try to do some salvage but it's also up to the cadets themselves to make the effort. maybe i should also go through the notion of forming-storming-norming-performing with them, which i believe none of the BLs actually listened to what i've said during the lesson today. and e chao lao sji boy (who is actually 14yearsold!) actually knew about TEAM that i've read in a John C. Maxwell book. coolios. and the BL kids are really damn funny. isaac and leon should be good friends man.

then work. was feeling damn tired every morning i went to work, probably because i dun have sufficient sleep for all these weeks. and the work is well, damn mundane so bobian la. and i dun drop by export anymore. bleah. 10 more working days!

there's this strange feeling weighing in my mind, and i don't know how to describe it. ohwell. and i'm going to ask for something that i kind of dread seeing. bah.
10:33 PM