Throw on your break lights
We're in a city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Your mind is in disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia

the song is so so addictive. i can listen to it for hours and still crave for more. just like how i would play Klondike in my ipod for hours too.

instead of working at buona vista, i'm now confirmed to work at tanglin shopping centre in orchard. so no possible lunches/dinners with derek and jesslyn (at least buona vista is near SIM). i think it's a bad omen cuz one, it's in a shopping centre and two, it's in orchard road.

lately i'm developing a obsession for shopping and just now i did a list of the things that i've bought this year (either with my own money or with my parents' money). i'm very astonished. i've bought like 7 pairs of shoes! omg. but at least i've worn one out. and i have to account some of the clothes/shoes for working. as you all know i don't have much decent clothes to wear in office (my clothes are mainly t-shirts with lots of prints and shorts and jeans), thus the ridiculous number of clothes i've bought. shiyun would probably shake her head mans. haha.

but well, i'm getting myself to buy lesser! like no new shoes/bags/clothes until december! i'm quite sure i wouldn't buy new shoes cuz i've just bought 2 pairs today (the flats for work had died out and my black heels are too small). bags wise i'm still hunting for the perfect one so it would take some time. clothes wise i guess i would just avert myself away from the shops and head straight for kinokuniya or something. for some reason i just can't bring myself to buy books (except for manga). not to mention there're quite a number of albums that i'm getting! Jay, Mayday and maybe even SHE.

anyhows. i need to start scrimping and save up for my education fees!

with that i've realised why in relationships/courtships guys would always be expected to pick up the tab: because girls need the money (that would be used if they go dutch) to doll themselves up! not that i'm saying that i'm dolling myself up, but i'm spending money to look more pleasant/decent to the eye. if i would tell myself 2 years ago that i would buy makeup and heels, i would have thought that i'm mad. but my tomboy side still stays, so you would see some sort of whimsical style in the way i dress. like a long tee and jeans with sneakers and crumpler.

and i repeat: NO DRESSES/SKIRTS. ella might have crossed over to loving skirts/dresses but not me definitely. at least not for like 5 more years.

anyways. i'm proud to say that i'm at peace with some of my inner demons. was telling keli yesterday about it and we agreed that it was a good thing we're free of it!

i tell you, keli is the zai-est girl i've known when it comes to playing pool. the way she scores or even made the white ball jump across a ball is damn zai! woot. it was really great to catch up with her! :D (though i was doing most of the talking. ha)

F1 next week!
10:02 PM