for some reason i have been feeling weird since yesterday. like some strange feeling in my stomach (machiam like cannot eat but i still had hearty lunch and dinner) and today somehow i felt suffocated in the office and i finally got myself to leave despite having several bills unchecked.

perhaps it's because of the politics and e ugly side of human nature that i'm witnessing in the office. all in e name of 自扫门前雪. sigh. there was something nice that actually happened but because of my prejudice i've decided to ignore it and pretend nothing has happened. i would say that's my ugly side but seriously, some things cannot be forced to happen. i would say being civil is probably my max already.

thankfully there are the nice people around in e office. mrschua gretna annie derek jesslyn huiting robson john noorlin and maybe even selene cindy rosalind (she was definitely much nicer than janet who looks so glum) bobby. talked super much to gretna derek john noordin annie today, cuz bobby not around! haha. kept laughing until i think i've gone mad. and no thanks to the fact that i only reached home at 12plus ytd.

so basically. i do think i'm quite happy. (:
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