Have you wondered how it feels
When it's all over
Wonder how it feels
When you just have to start anew

Never knowing
Where you're going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now I just close my eyes and say

I just want to breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little
Cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face today
Forget about the woes of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little
Try a little more
I'll breathe again

Starting out again is never easy
Disappointments come and go
But life still moves on
With a bit of luck
It's a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don't want to live on life replay

Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn

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my mind has been, and still is, overloaded with thoughts and emotions since last week. too many things had happened and i couldn't make out a clear picture for anything.

then there's the constant struggle to keep my emotions in check before i sink into the black holes of depression and pessismism. the peer pressure is too much when everybody around is concerned for you, concerned for your future, and the astonishment that you have to endure when they realised you are not heading towards the path that is deemed to be routine and the most sensible one.

there are so many things i want to say out loud to the world, yet the power of knowledge is so intimidating that the consequences are unthinkable. thus i chose to keep it to myself, to the group of friends that i hold close.

i thank my large streak of optimism, my groups of friends and my luck of knowing them all.

be strong.
9:44 PM