was actually contemplating whether i should blog a bit or not, even before last night when yy asked me to update. so sorry babe. i really wasn't in a mood to blog. (actually more like i'm lazy to blog)

got the new phone above an hour or so ago and i've changed my number. the old number is still in use though, it's just that my new number wouldn't merge with the old number until 7 working days later, which is next next Tuesday (15april). you can see my new number in my personal message on MSN, or you can wait for me to message you my new number after my phone is charged for 8 full hours. (ie tomorrow morning).

after jotting down so many numbers last night (i didn't save all to my SIM card), i realised there are so many numbers that i do not have any use for. like the people i've came to know and got super drifted apart in the past few years. yes we can still recognize each other on the streets (for some only), but other than that we are not crossing paths anymore.

that's just fate isn't it. people come and go in our lives and so if we do not grab tightly those people whom we treasure alot, they will be gone forever. i'm glad and thankful for the list of names which had remained in my contact list for the past few years and counting, even though it's pretty short. i do not need lots of friends to feel belonged in the first place. (after all, i'm a hermit and not some very sociable person you probably thought i am)

ohyes. i'm heading London in May. so if you want me to get any items (like clothes from Topshop which might just be cheaper in London despite the stronger pound sterling. fangyi is going to think of things she want me to buy from there), do let me know. quite sad that i'm not going Paris as planned. (too expensive if take into consideration e price of Eurostar tickets and hostel fees in Paris)

i've discovered i really love RED alot. my MSN is close to red (e original red is hideous), my MSN font is red, my XP theme is going to be red soon (once i've found a decent red theme), my new phone is red and the straps of my new Braziliano Praia slippers is red! and i'm wearing a red fbt now. (:

actually, there's many things that i've wanted to say, but i can't bring myself to type it down in words on this blog. and thus for the 2weeks plus absence. apparently i still have the ability to write loads even though that wasn't exactly what i've wanted to write down in the first place. (and thus e abit part in the first paragraph)

tomorrow's going to be another long day in HQ. 3 more course days and it'll be over for a while.

那就这样吧
9:21 PM