i have this feeling that my 八字 is very not compatible with hq. if not last sunday i wouldnt be sniffing and coughing like mad and then the next day when i'm in office i felt perfectly fine. or maybe it's because there's MK - nicknamed by yy - around. hur. if i've remembered correctly monday was a not bad day cuz i saw quite much of MK. hee.

then yesterday there's this area at the left side of my neck started to feel very painful. at night when i'm at home it slowly invaded my throat and now i feel a lump in my throat. when i told my parents and grandma about it (e pain at the neck) they said got 热气. perhaps it's the 2 tuna curry puffs i've eaten at hq, cuz lunch for me was sandwich and lemon barley.

and i drank lots of water when i'm in hq. like last sunday i refilled my 500ml bottle for four times and ytd i finished 3 bottles of bottled water before lunch and during debrief think i finished off another 500ml.

then there's the running around hq. somehow people would come ask me to do errands and to hunt for people. i'm wearing court shoes leh. last saturday was horrible enough to testify how tiring it would be when you're running around in culottes and court shoes.

last but not least the bloody meeting. the debrief actually ended around 7plus. but i've got issues to talk to mr tan and hanzhen wants to talk to admin people. so i ended up leaving the hq with kokjian at close to 9. thank goodness there's kokjian around, if not i think i would start freaking out (which i think i kinda did actually). and qingjun was talking cock la! i don't want anything to happen okay.

on another note, i think i've put some weird people in my group. like some people wasn't what i've perceived them to be from the photos given. then other groups such as november has started to go into hysteria mode. i was thinking of putting that one person in my group before, but i think i might just not be able to be very impartial towards that person. seems like this year's otc got lots of history. o.O

i shall strive to work with yongsheng to get Juliet hyped up! even though back in 06 we were quite hyped up (and also had one lao da in the group. ha) but i think we can push the trainees more because there is simply too many quiet ones, or that some of the noisy ones are probably quite crazy. anyway i've kinda told them our propaganda, hopefully they can understand. if not there's also the SI who has gone further in depth during the division interaction.

then went home and started doing admin stuff again. was feeling so knocked out by 12plus that i think i wrote rubbish when i typed the last message to jianlin. thank goodness i took leave today. but i still need to go hq for comp training and there's always the logistics stuff to settle. RAH.

i'm feeling very sick. ):
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