i'm so drained that i can't remember things properly. like just now it took me close to an hour trying to figure out why i've opened a blank Microsoft Word document. and then at work i would start to doze off after staring at the computer for too long. like today while keying in some info, i was so sleepy that i drank a cup of hot milo and coffee and even took a toilet nap and i still feel sleepy. then caren asked me if my work was really mind-boggling. and yesterday i took a toilet nap too. it's getting addictive. rah.

four more days, and i would be relieved for a while before another project kicks in. come to think about it, i wonder what's gotten into me that i would take up so many things at one go. just now while chatting with yy pj jq i said i wanna sleep in on friday and they were surprised. hello i'm not having enough sleep for the past few weeks of course need to sleep in la. somemore i'm going to chiongggggg like crazy for the upcoming weekend. it's damn suay that i tio duty group la.

it's damn contradicting that i'm more free and relaxed when i'm at work. ZZZ.

had lunch with ooi and yt today and it's really funny. and i talked alot about food. haha. and i'm lucky to see MK! walked past him today and yt said that he was looking at us. AH! before that i was resting my head on a cabinet and looking at him. (somehow CBD1 is kinda empty) then he looked up! (but i looked down. hur) :DD and ooi said that mrE resigned! huh.

now that i'll be stationed at 4F until end march i wouldnt have much chance to see MK! sad sad. i'm still contemplating whether i should send him a farewell memo or not. hur.

okay i want to sleep. (provided i can go to sleep)

goodnight.
11:14 PM