i have a love-hate relationship with fridays now.

i love fridays because it's the day that i would see more of mrKoh around. 2weeks ago i met him twice at Golden Shoe, last week he walked around more and this week he walked to and fro CBD2 as he seems to want to get something from a cupboard. he was talking to annie when i was waiting for connie (from his department) to pass her some stuff. RAHHH.

but well we 打了照面 like twice and i nearly slipped cuz my left sneaker like a bit slided. lol! and when i was waiting for 1pm to come (i took half day off today), i was thinking i might just leave the office earlier when he leaves for lunch, cuz he always disappear like damn early like 1215pm ma. BUT! he stayed in the office until like 1230 plus before he disappeared. i thought he went for lunch, but apparently he bought takeaway and eat in the office! hurhur. so i can look at him until 1pm when i leave la. and seriously, i think he looks nicer without specs and with a SMILE! when i saw him smile while eating (ooi and jasmine and other CBD1 colleagues were eating at the same table) i'm like OMG! totally melted i tell you.

haha so i was very happy when i left the office (kinda dun want to leave actually...) and i've walked from Raffles Place to City Hall and then to National Library and then back to Raffles City and to National Library again and back to Raffles City in like 5hours. crazy huh.

then the thing i hate about fridays is that when my second brother is home, it meant that his bitchy girlfriend will be at home too. in the past he would have sent her home by now, but now he don't, cuz she's staying overnight! GOODNESS. he used to do that only when my parents are not at home, but now he does it right under their nose for TWO NIGHTS somemore.

her presence simply irritates me cuz she's unlike the girlfriends/wives whom my cousins have. she's so snobby that my cousins disliked her at first impression and my whole family secretly dislike her. i mean, c'mon la. does she have to be so clingy and don't want to go home for so many nights? she deprived my brother of catching up with our cousins during CNY leh! (she went to sleep at the vacated house out of the two houses at our old home and my brother just sat beside her and played psp cuz she would complain if she wakes up and can't find my brother. then just because she's got a family lunch on e second day of CNY, my brother foresaked e traditional dim sum breakfast with our relatives just to accompany her. WTF.

my cousin came up with the theory that she wants to suck the money out of my brother cuz my family is kinda well-off. my brother's bank account having less than 500 bucks is proof for that theory. and the damn thing is that she's WORKING for goodness sake. i really want to slap her or even punch her. and when she's at my house, she can play all the computer games she want (provided my brothers and i are not using the computers), watch all the TV she want, buy all the stuff she want when she and my brother join my dad and mum for grocery shopping, and eat all she want. RAHH.

what's more, my brother is acting like a translator for her, telling us stuff which she told him to tell us. i bet you wouldn't have believed that if i say i didn't say a SINGLE word to her at all in the six years that she's on-and-off with my brother. unless you count the times when she called and i said hello as i answered the phone.

i'm seriously contemplating if i should be the bad one and drive her and my brother apart, just so that i would have peace at home where i wouldn't hear her act-cute voice on weekends. i do want to spend quality time with my family, but without her definitely.

it sucks when i have to wake up at 7am for tomorrow and probably sunday.
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