came back from 2/7'03 chalet a few hours ago. was quite fun i would say, though there was some stuff that i wanted to do but can't.

started off by fetching dean weide yanghan zhikai jiahao at yishun mrt station on wednesday and my dad drove us to pasir ris mrt station. found a spot to put our stuff and shiukit soon came. dean suddenly had a swollen eye (at the lower eyelid) and we tried to find medicine to reduce the sudden swell.

went to Fairprice with the guys (without dean and the lazy shiukit) to buy the remaining stuff for BBQ before getting dean to see a pharmicist at NTUC health pharmacy. met up with hudzaifah later on and we took the shuttle bus to aloha loyang. met feline in the bus!

checked in and settled down in the living room. felt kinda weird being the only girl but it's quite okay cuz the guys dun really treat me as a girl. -.- had fun playing uno and some other games before shiyun came later on at 5plus.

as it was raining, we ordered KFC. (16pcs meal. but without drinks! grr) lost a bag of stuff in the bus. bah. then we slacked around (the guys were playing winning eleven on ps2) [we were kinda surprised that nighttime came pretty quickly] then the rest (waikuan nizar suren nuurun julianah marc hudazaifah) came by. initially wanted to have a movie screening at 12am (scary movie) but Shutter was screening at that time so we pushed the screening until much later. the guys (BWC) came over to the girls room to play Uno Stacko and then Monopoly (waikuan went to sleep). Monopoly was damn funny with the guys around (banker dean had a CPF scheme for zhikai and insurance for the scary area of all hotels set up by yanghan)


after the game we went to watch the movie as we ate supper. the movie is DAMN STUPID okay! accompanied shiyun in the living room after the movie cuz shiukit slept on our bed. woke up at around 10am in the morning. then we went to white sands, leaving yanghan zhikai waikuan sleeping. (oh yes. the kitchen tap was spoilt cuz we accidentally broke the rubberbands that held the tap together. but it was fixed after we got back)

bought eggs milk and bread cuz dean wanted to make some sandwich for yanghan but he woke up before we reached back, so we decided to have lunch at foodcourt and we brought food back. the chicken rice uncle dunno what geng (e 内脏 that is hard and is usually sold along with the 肝)
is.

after waikuan woke up and marc & co came back from ajc (the guys went to play soccer), bwg left to kick soccer. waikuan and i went to search for alcohol (shiyun stayed at the chalet to read). ended up at white sands again. didn't manage to buy cuz there isn't small bottles of absolut that i've seen before. so we bought sparkling white grape juice and facial foam for the guys who are enlisting (dean weide zhikai zhiwen guojie jiahao)


then went back and napped before it's BBQ time! i tell you waikuan's really damn good at setting up the fire la! how can we have a successful bbq without her? haha. (and for once i'm glad that the weather forecast is wrong. haha)

many, though not all, came and it was quite nice catching up with them. some were watching Deal or No Deal when it suddenly changed to chinese version (it's actually dual sound!) and we tried to fix it (by switching off the tv). lol.

and it was after quite a number had left then we remembered to take photos.

played somemore mahjong before showering and then went to the guys room cuz yanghan wanted to have some conversations (ie digging gossip) was dozing in and out of sleep for a couple of hours before we finally went to bed at 3plus.

woke up at 8 and helped dean to prepare the breakfast. stoned at the dining table with the rest of the guys who had woken up until 9plus. then it was packing up and checking out. went to the arcade in aloha and got dean yanghan congshun to dance parapara. dean's quite good eh! (got 2nd cuz only another person played. haha) walked to the bus-stop opposite downtown east to take a bus back to pasir ris interchange. rained. then dean zhikai zhiwen jiahao shiukit rode on my dad's car back to yishun. (e rest took bus)

though i expected more to stay overnight, but at least managed to meet up with the rest (they commented i didn't change at all. lol) and had good fun cuz the next time we can actually do so would be at least 2years later when the guys had served their ns. ohwell.

bwg was talking about their reunion in 3years' time (they set a 5year date in sec4) and i was reminded of the asjab date 3years later at ferris wheel (17/7 right?) and asc date 2years later at thomson plaza pizzahut (i think is 28/7). hopefully they can remember. (:
6:26 PM

i think i ate a lot of food for the past few days. some of them are really good food i would say.

saturday was out with BWG and shiyun to discuss chalet stuff. as usual the girls are the earliest but i hafta admit that the guys (except for congshun that is) were slightly earlier (as in not that late). went to The Cathay's basement to eat as we discussed. got my Mr Bean while waiting for the guys and ate mushroom & cheese crepe from 士林小吃. felt kinda cheated of my money cuz it's $3.20 with 6pcs and the XXL鸡排 is also $3.20. so i koped some of the chicken from the guys (guojie and weide who sat near me. dean zhiwen congshun also bought) and the fries from zhikai. heh.

after the discussion went to MacPherson sec to see NCOC POP rehearsal cuz i'm supposed to meet choonkeong to get some pointers for CPBS stuff. but he said he's gonna hand the stuff back to yihua first and see how things would turn out next year. it was great meeting up with some of the sjab people. (oh did i mention i went to SAC to aid a bit in their training on friday? i took a liking for the sec1 comp team girls. haha)

went to SingPost for dinner with one big gang of trainees and instructors. kamal was like trying to link everybody up into one big family. ha. kimberlyn brought her 5yrold malaysian cousin over cuz he's alone at home. he's cute! (he's got this mixed blood look and a cute accent when he talked! hehe)

then we went to the fountain outside and played around. then finally everybody except me eileen (teo) hweepeng choonkeong and jianlin left. we went into macs and talked. was mainly about sjab stuff and jianlin was discouraging me from going for otc next year.

sunday went to harbourfront to fetch dad from cruise (2nd bro drove) and then we had lunch at 发起人肉骨茶. the walls and the glass sliding doors are decorated with pictures with celebrities. even 荣铭 was up there. LOL. spotted Jay & 桂伦镁. heh. food was good, and for once the 猪脚 isn't the main lead. (the 肉骨茶 stall at AMK that my family frequents focused more on 猪脚 with all the savoury dark sauces.. AWW)


then it was grocery shopping at Sheng Siong in Woodlands. i really love Sheng Siong okay, cuz it has the Taiwanese goodies that i like, such as egg crisps and 方块酥. and Richfields dark chocolate with Macadamia nut which i just can't find it in fairprice & cold storage. :D

then today i had two dumplings (棕子) which my grandma bought from malaysia for breakfast at 9am plus. headed for malaysia at 11plus and had lunch at a 肉骨茶 shop. and that's e type of 肉骨茶 that i like the most. it's probably the authentic 肉骨茶 as the brew is filled with herbs! yum.

after that was some shopping and ate a cup of corn with butter. was nice! oh yes i got this lip gloss from Silkygirl at RM8.90 when it's S$7.90 in Singapore! that's why i love shopping at malaysia sometimes. :D then while on the way back ate small kaya buns and chocolate muffins from Giant which even my dad said it's nice!

that's my foodie diary. haha. 肉骨茶 rocks! :D

2 days to chalet!

p.s. the letter from the Air Force is kinda funny. the mail was first addressed to my parents, then after i opened it, it was another letter addressed to me. we need to save the trees okay! then the letter is damn cool la, it's 3D, such that the fighter plane will pop out, and there's some sort of sound thing in between the paper such that e sound of a fighter plane zooming by can be heard! either RSAF has too much money, or they are desperate to impress us so that we would sign on. haha.

7:41 PM

it's been three days since a's have ended and somehow i'm still unable to get that fact into my brain. there's this sense of strange feeling still hanging around which i've experienced since tuesday. 怅然 i suppose? i can't find the english word for it. bah.

anyway. have been out shopping, kbox-ing and training. was really great, especially yesterday with the kbox and dinner. someone has a hidden talent! and i'm looking forward to the next performance! :D (i'll prepare the music. hehe) [p.s. i just added my ec on facebook! and OMGOMG i know his enlistment date!!! damn qiao manns. :D]

started clearing my room since wednesday and i suppose i'm only close to 50% done with the clearing up. there's so much junk in my room that i'm filling up a box that's been used to hold a stereo set (like those with speakers and everything) soon.

found things like a strange poem that was composed in secondary 1 (think it's a class effort or something) and there's about no cute guys in anderson and go find some in catholic high. the teachers are not as good-looking as britney and tom cruise (and the next line wrote that they were ugly. lol). then i found this chatlog that made me stop my work and reminisce for a while.

when i started reading it i thought it was one of the rubbish chatlog sbut the last part got me thinking about the relationship that started (well it was kinda in one part) and ended online. just goes to show how easily people fall in love, and how technology can bring people closer or further apart. a few days ago i was thinking how unsuitable to go into a relationship at an early age and seeing that chatlog just further proves my point. and i was quite surprised about how rational and serious the other party was at the last part of the chatlog. although back then i did suspect at that point of time the other party had already fallen for someone else but well, whether it was true doesn't matter anymore. it's been a few years and we had moved on.

while reading the chatlog and reminiscing the past, 梁静茹's 生命中不可承受的轻 played in my cd player and i think it kinda suited how i felt. i'm in charge of my life now and it will stay the same for the years to come.

梁静茹 - 生命中不可承受的轻

让耳机循环这旋律
反复超重低音震动着宁静
挡风玻璃里爱成了蒙太奇
我哼着我自己的叹息

只是爱与被爱的比例
不是爱或不爱的问题
如果明天还有好天气
都已经跟你没关系

你让我梦见太美的梦
生命中不可承受的轻
你证明了每一颗流星
都遥不可及
你因为了我每个所以
所以了这一百年孤寂
你洒下默默无言的雨一滴
一滴一滴一滴滴遗忘的泪滴

偶阵雨偶尔会天晴
还好星光熠熠好心的提醒
一个人追寻一个人的和平
我看见我自己的天际

爱真的需要一点勇气
就看我们敢不敢忘记
我和彩虹最短的直径
也不一定没有你不行

你让我梦见太美的梦
生命中不可承受的轻
你证明了每一颗流星
都遥不可及
你因为了我每个所以
所以了这一百年孤寂
你洒下默默无言的雨一滴
一滴一滴一滴滴遗忘的泪滴

就让我狠狠地加速前进
脱离你所给我的梦境
再零点零零一公里
就可以清醒
我决定不再等你决定
我决定不再当局者迷
我决定属于我自己的黎明
距离你一世纪 下一个世纪
6:59 PM

ただ、君を愛してる （现在只想爱你）
It was the only kiss, the love that I've ever known..
一生一次的吻， 一生一次的爱

「(濑川)诚人，最近好吗？

我现在来到了伊利诺洲，一条叫Galesburg的街。这里绿树围绕，景色优美。但，像这样将摄影旅行进行下去的话，每天都过得很快乐。完全不能想像，这一切会画上句点。

但是，任何时候都一样。任何时候，离别都会比预期来得早。即便如此，大家还是会笑着说：“再见，总有一天会再见”，“再见，我们会在别处相见。”

所以我，虽然离你很远很远，但还是想说：“再见，总有一天我们会别处相见。”」里中静流 - 现在只想爱你

「生活就是这样的。 分别总是会毫无预警地来到。这时人们总是微笑着说再见，等待着将来某个时间某个地点的再次重逢。」恋爱写真

原来爱，可以那么的纯粹。

＊
一切的一切，都在早上九点二十七分，宣告结束。

两年。七百三十天。在人漫长的一生里只占了一小部分。但是对我们这群高中生而言，却是一段难忘的时光。

在这两年经历了太多太多东西，有些甚至是不应该去经历的也都一概经历了。跌倒过，也爬起来了。在放下筆的那一刹那，都已经是过往云烟了。

或许人事都已全非，但人生还是过下去。

「变，是这世界上唯一不变的东西。」

是时候把脚步放慢，体验生命的美好。

晚安。
12:02 AM

GYABOOOOOOOOOOO~!

welcome my another new love!
chiaki-sama! (it's actually hiroshi tamaki)

nodame-chan! (juri ueno)

chiaki-sama~ he's really cute. haha.

i recommend all to watch Nodame Cantabile!

so sweet~

and 咖啡王子一号店!
it's really bad, watching shows until damn late. haha. yesterday slept at 5am cuz i watched until 2,3plus and then continued to finish my book until 5am. and i woke up at close to 11. not to mention i was drinking alcohol for the past 2days. hahahah. (anyway i think i sounded damn high when i was tagging cuz i got high while watching the show. nodame and chiaki are SOOO CUTE! :D

looking forward to going out tomorrow. yay.
10:44 PM

ten down, one more to go! :D

i realised perhaps i shouldnt have slept at 4am last night, even though i managed to wake up at 9 today. or that i shouldnt have used the computer before i head for school. left the house around 1.30+pm and boarded a bus later on and was quite delighted to see it rather empty.

and 10+ minutes later i realised it's not 857. in fact, 857 went past when my bus stopped at a traffic light. when i was alighting, a hwa chong boy was eyeing suspiciously.

yes. i've mistaken 852 as 857. WELL DONE. and it was 1.52pm when i was walking towards yio chu kang mrt station. and so i cabbed. $7.10. ohwell.

chemistry paper was okay, though i think i would make quite a number of mistakes cuz i'm at a loss of deciding for the correct answer. and after that went to town cuz i'm supposed to hunt for a birthday present for dad.

was uber delighted when i saw the christmas decorations at orchard road. WHITE! i love white christmas. was so disgusted when i saw the golden decorations for last year. the white-and-purple decorations at marina square is the BEST i tell you.

wanted to look for the soundtrack of 咖啡王子一号店 at HMV but it's not available. sigh. shall visit there next month maybe, cuz there's probably be some christmas clearance sale. hehe. then went over to takashimaya where i spotted some potential christmas presents for my family. (hopefully i'll have sufficient money for them. haha)

can't wait to hit town again for the sales! yay. gonna have a shopping list soon! :D

and celine! let's fix a date for the sleepover soon! and persuade yy to go cuz she told me she dun feel like staying overnight! :P

p.s. when i saw the pile of chemistry notes in my room just now, i realise i would miss chemistry after all, just like for the other subjects. (maybe except gp)
9:40 PM

8:42 PM

第一次见到这么不识抬举的家伙. 真是气死我了!

if you are reading this then you better know that complaining wouldn't eradicate the problem (and as if i could solve that problem of yours) and being subtle may be a better option sometimes. but if you want to stick to your own principles (which you definitely would), then so be it.

好心没好报. >.<
11:36 PM

3:35 PM

周杰倫 - 彩虹

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球 太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡得着
没有地球 太阳还是会绕会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
12:34 AM