You are The Devil

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

hmmm. sounds kinda chim.

anyway i've been procrastinating so much that i think i'm gonna screw up again. sheesh. need to get away from the laptop like real soon. and stop going out so much. but i enjoyed myself at the Rovers campfire on saturday! had fun with e scouts cubs rovers and my fellow ventures xiuxian shaun derrick chinhao (and shanhong who left before e campfire)! and i got a new camera yesterday! (when we're supposed to find alarm clock for my 2nd brother. HAHA)

initially my dad wanted to get me a sony cybershot cuz i've been gushing about how PRETTY and NICE those cameras are since eons ago. wanted to get the T20 cuz it seems cheap (599bucks with 8.1 mega-pixels and 3x optical zoom) but my dad think that e T100 seems nicer with 8.1mega-pixel and 5x optical zoom even though it's 100bucks more, cuz to him e price is not as important as the quality of the camera.

then e salesgirl showed us this cool Samsung camera which also has mp3 and mp4 feature that attracted my eldest brother. but it didn't appeal to me. and then it's e Canon Digital IXUS. finally decided to get that cuz the salesgirl said that they print photos of better quality, it's cheaper, Canon is more user-friendly and e cameras that i have at home are all Canon. so goodbye to Sony Cybershot and hello Canon Digital IXUS. (:

went for my 2nd brother's graduation ceremony at Ngee Ann today. before that had lunch and ate at Island Creamery! mudpie! yays. j'adore mudpies! :D

and of course my grandma's handmade dumplings! they are really yummy! :D

i'm staying at home with my grandparents from tomorrow till thursday and i wonder if i should go clubbing with shaun xiuxian chinhao and e others who might go. huh. but i'm going broke and i'm gonna join them straight from school after the chemistry extra lessons. and then belynda said it might become a study session. huh.

and apparently danish adores belynda and mervyn SOOO deeply that he kept saying belynda isn't my gf haha and he'll take revenge on me for poking mervyn so much. cute eh.

sometimes i think i'm still thinking too much. things just like to pop out of nowhere and made me think think think when i do know that i'm just wasting my time. but aiya heck, those things will just go away after a while. after all, some of them are just relapses that don't exactly hurt. and they make me happy sometimes. (:

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