i'm just a dumbass/moron/idiot who cannot even do one single damn thing right. so much for trying to be myself when it seems like e old me is more sensible than e current me, when i had probably used my brain more than i used my heart to think.

to hell with all those follow your heart shit, because i followed my heart, and what i gained are truckloads of regret and hurting those that i really held close to my heart. if i could turn back time, there's seriously a hell lot of things that i wish i could change.

keeping things to yourself is definitely much better than sharing it, even if that meant more emotional turmoil and more internal struggle. at least you're not implicating other people with your own problems. at least you would not have to worry being backstabbed by the people who you would never believe had done so. at least you would not be tired from trying to speculate whether that person had backstabbed you or not.

now i know why people do not want to grow up. the whole issue of putting up a mask does not exactly work for me, because i would just spill my guts out, even before confirming that the listening party is really trustworthy. i can never guess what is the other party thinking, because i do not have the sufficient brainpower to. i only have a blind heart. i would rather be at a age where i had known nothing about the term of backstabbing. because life would definitely be simpler.

like i've said earlier, i'm very sorry about what has happened today. very sorry that i had used my heart and not my brain to think. and very sorry for yakking about my problem which seems so insignificant as compared to yours. come to think about, my problem is just plain bullshit which i could have just shrugged it off. but like i've told you, you are not a saint. even if you have decided to carry on with what you want to do, it might not work out after all, and it might just backfire on you. i know your concerns, but we have our concerns of seeing you being okay too.

this world suddenly seems so bleak where we are forced to make choices everyday. maybe ceasing to exist could have been a good thing, because you would not have to face dilemmas which would make you so torn up inside.

it's not as though i do not know about what is going on. i can feel it. it's just that there is nothing else that i could do except to shut my mouth and not make any noise about it. after all, i'm in no position to comment about anything, because it's definitely a mistake right from the start. a mistake that i could have avoided if i had used my brain and not my heart to think. if given a chance, i would rather that day had never occurred at all. then things would be so much more simpler and i would not be wasting my time thinking about what i know is already happening. i'm just not willing to face it, because it hurts knowing that you could not question the reliability of the answer given to your question and you could not question for the second time, for the sake of the friendship that i want to hold on to.

but well, life has to move on. since i can't get involved in that anymore, i shall put it all behind me and start my life afresh, without the certain factors that had disturbed me in the past up till today. the friendship is more important after all.

i know what's the deal about me that is so wrong, but i just do not have the discipline to change it thoroughly. may this be the wake up call for me to wake up and be focused on what i'm supposed to do.

anything else will just have to take a backseat.
10:46 PM

i realised that only celine blogged ever since we all blogged the entry about the gathering on last friday. ha. but seriously, time has been flying SOOOOOO fast that i barely registered that it was friday today. it's like, i'm going home late for all the days except for the cca days cuz of remedial lectures. imagine the others who had roughly the same schedule as me AND they have to stay out late for cca on wednesdays and fridays. i think i would probably go bonkers if i have such a schedule. so it seems good that i have external ccas. ha.

anyway. school is progressing rather fine as i complete my tutorials on time. (except for maths that is. need to chionggggg like crazy i guess) and completing my tutorials is something great cuz i dun complete my tutorials until they are like long due or something. hehe.

and then there's this impending doom about the amount of stuff that we have to study for block test2. EVERYTHING that we have learnt since last year. i'm already dying from trying to memorise organic chemistry, and then there's still inorganic chemistry and physical chemistry. and then there's the 20 chapters of physics, pure maths and stats, micro and macro econs, and GP. it would be really amazing if i can still stay sane and not convert to a mugger after realising all that.

i can foresee many many study sessions ahead in places like KAP, the libraries and maybe NUS/SMU. haha. need to book many many people for e sessions and consultations! like the whizs shiyun qingjun! and jiaqing and charissa and many many more! huihui bernice elaine were like SO SHOCKED at my way of planning my study schedule yesterday.

basically, my schedule is physics-maths-chemistry-econs.cuz i figured that even if i planned out the dates nicely, i wouldn't adhere to it. cuz i'm a BIG SLACKER and someone very fickle-minded. i might plan to study physics today but later on i would just change to chemistry or something. ha.

and this is already week6. sia lah! so many tests coming up. and my second eldest brother is entering NS on 16 June and my eldest brother on 9 October. i think my second eldest brother is really really dumb cann. he got extra 4 weeks of bmt training just because he didn't take napfa while in poly la. he could have had 4 more weeks of playing/staying at home if he would have gone for napfa lo. it's not as if he can't do it cann. he's like the fittest in the family and he used to be from ncc! i wonder what is he thinking la.

but on a brighter note, he's enlisting on a weekend (and during the June holidays), so that means i can go over to Tekong to see how is the place like! (they allow up to 5 family members to visit) but can't go for my eldest brother (he's going Police Academy for modified bmt due to his leg injury) cuz he's enlisting on a tuesday. bleah.

gonna watch the first play that i've ever watched. heh!

1624hrs
4:01 PM

how would my secondary school life be like without these people? (throw in the absentees waiching guojie peijun jingjie connie dean too)

they were the main sources of wackiness and lame jokes that never fail to make people laugh till their stomachs ache. without us girls the guys probably wouldn't be the chivalrous guys that they are today. offering to carry bags when girls are complaining and waiting for everybody's food to be served before we can start eating are MUSTS! even that means your piping hot food has turned cold. =p

reminisced the times where after-school-going-home activities were going to the shops opposite school to buy bubble teas, fries, nuggets and waffles and sometimes forcing the boys to get the foods listed above for us. :D

those were the days.

like what waiching says, there's plenty of 6years (of friendship) ahead of us. (:

as we go on
we remember
all the times we
had together
as our lives change
come whatever
we will still be
friends forever

1233hrs
12:10 PM

i think i'm becoming a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG slacker. i've been sleeping so regularly in class that i feel as though i'm going back to my secondary 3 days when i slept in lessons daily. and the thing is i still go to bed on the same time! my body clock has probably decided to protest or something. hmmm.

bernice said that we shouldn't say toilet but lavatory cuz that would make us sound more prim and proper, according to the newspaper. cuz the reason why prince william and katie broke up is because the girl isn't that prim n proper! then i said bernice is probably aspires to be a princess or wants to get married to prince william (who looked SUPER OLD NOW i tell you). told them about the yo auntie thingy which happened eons ago. ha.

anyway today's an UBER sinful day cuz i ate so much! had mee goreng in school for lunch, cuz i was under the perception that i would be only high-tea-ing with pj and celine after school. but we ended up at Jalan Kayu sharing 5 plain roti pratas, a chicken murtabak (which we left 3 pieces untouched), one small plate of fish curry and one plate of indian rojak. me n pj even shared a milo dinosaur. OHMANN!

then i still said i wanna dine at fish & co tomorrow. -.- BUT I MISS THE SEAFOOD PLATTER! sads.

if only i'm those kind of people who would NEVER GROW FAT, then i would probably spend like 90% of my allowance on food. yesterday i was complaining that i got craving for pattaya rice, rojak, ben&jerry's chocolate fudge brownie, island cremery mudpie, haagen dazs chocolate chocolate chip, shihlin xiaochi's seafood tempura, omelette from my school's western food stall. SEE! if i can never grow fat i can get satisfied easily with all those food! :(

and then chanyy messaged me today, saying vjc got halfday today. UBER UNFAIR! :(

but on happier notes, i walked very near my eyecandy twice, from walking behind him to walking beside him! hehehe. he's totally the type that celine would like! intellectual (he's been confirmed to be clever!) and hunky when he take off his clothes! (not that i've seen before. but at least i've HEARD about how he looked like in sleeveless. :D)

school is so-much-more-rocking with him around! hahaha. i'm hoping that i can see more of him at the staircase on tuesdays! that wonderful moment remain so etched in my mind that i would give him a smile if we ever met eyes again! eyecandies rock! :D

OHMYGOSH my eyecandy is PROBABLY FROM CELINE'S PRIMARY SCHOOL! goodness.

sa won their 4th consecutive match against tjc today! felt so good when i heard the good news! i'm SOOOOOOOO going for the match against vjc on 30th april! but will feel bad ponning PE. and my motivation! i'm gonna miss you sooooooo much when i'm at vjc. :(

tomorrow's Sports Day! no school! :D and i would get to see my eyecandy, provided my house isn't allocated too far from his. and hopefully i would get to see this PE teacher which i finally decided today that he's GOODLOOKING. he's got that boyish charm like Allan Alex Sim lar, but not as well-built as Allan though. heard that he's enrolling in NUS Real Estate course in July. wooo! ohyar should go check the yearbooks someday. :D

being able to message freely again FEELS SO GOOD. i miss those times when i would message secretly during lectures and tutorials. messaged right under the lecturer's nose today during econs! haha. did that before lo. somemore in the same seat! lol. and my eyecandy kinda sat right behind me. felt so self-conscious man. heh.

no wonder they were saying i'm so high today. wahhahaha! life is so enjoyable these days, even though there's tutorials and reports to rush out. HEE!

2102hrs
8:34 PM

ice-cream always makes my day. (:

today was a shorter day than usual cuz there's no PE! (something about Mr Kieu not available for PE today) accompanied Elaine Huihui Louisa Janice Fiona Xiaoxuan out for lunch. then went to Raffles City with Xiaoxuan to get the free ice-cream! hehehe.

the queue at Raffles City was kinda long, but it moved very fast! got Chocolate Fudge Brownie which i love lots! (: met Liting Zhenyew as we left Raffles City. then we headed for Suntec City to get our second cone! hehehe. the queue was slower over there, and there's more students! (from VJC, HCI and even RJC. lol) got Oatmeal Cookie Chunk and i was being mean by not accepting the cup and insisted on a cone. =p

i'm starting to love Ben & Jerry's so much that I WANT TO BUY A TUB OF CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE HOME! but i'm so broke now. sads. need to find yubin like real soon to get my money back! yubin is the so rocking treasurer cuz he got money back for us within the first week that he took on the new position in exco! :D

anyway. yesterday SA won AJ 4-1 for soccer! siva scored his third goal for 3 consecutive matches! looks like the toy soccer ball that we got for him works wonders. hehe. :D

dunno why but i've been feeling sooooooo sleepy since yesterday. kept sleeping in class. =x then i woke up at 3am this morning and did some chemistry tutorial and sent a birthday message to jiaqing before going back to bed. lol.

then i completed 2.4km run yesterday despite aching all over. could have gotten an A if i chionged 3seconds earlier. SIGH. but at least i completed! partly thanks to my motivation during the run. :D

and yar. in case i'm not blogging for the next few days. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAQING CHARISSA PEIJUN! and the interesting thing is that their birthdays are in running order. lol!

anyway to reply to the tags:

melvin: i know la mugger. gonna crash KAP soon! (:
celine: the previous entry is super long cuz i was very busy with VOPF last week ma. =p and i told zhikai that i might be watching one of the soccer matches that NJC is playing. if you're going to support the soccer matches tell me k? then we can go together! if not i'm the only sa person v weird. heh.
yy: you'll definitely catch me there! :D yep homeground for VJC. the venue for this year's soccer matches for our group is at IJC and VJC. this thursday's match of SA vs TJC will be at VJC. then you'll see no5 no17 no8 (my class rep. :D)

ohyar. kuoloon and jeremy ong decided to retain and ended up at zechoa's class. how amazing eh. =x

1928hrs
7:10 PM

was so busy trying to fix up the proposal and the programmes for VOPF, which took place from yesterday to this morning, over the week that i didn't manage to blog. did have a sudden urge to blog in the middle of the week but don't have time to write so just left my blog as it is. and it's quite nice ma, with that photo right at the top. =p

anyway the first photo was at IJC, after SA's opening soccer match with IJC. met nizar there who had an earlier match with CJC, and zhiheng who shaved his head! heh. and like what huihui blogged, didn't manage to shake hands with the captain. my first sa eyecandy leh. :( haha. but at least shook with my dearest class rep cum vice-captain siva. :D

second photo was taken out of boredom during maths tutorial. the smiley faces were drawn by liting cuz earlier on she drew on zhenyew's fingers and i said i also want. ha. i think quite cute lor, as if the smiley faces are looking at my notebook and then had those expressions. bernice said that my fingers in that photo looked like eggs, and another photo where i had a longer shot, the fingers looked like beans. lol!

then from wednesday onwards were chionging vopf like mad. on thursday had two meetings la. (kayak expedition and vopf), and i chionged the proposal that night until 1am. first time doing so. zzz.

got back PW results on friday. were like, well. i think my chances of going uni are lower le. sigh. need to chiong A's like crazy. bleah. but seeing other schools to have better average results as compared to sa made me wonder about our school system. shouldn't they at least try to appease our unhappiness by telling us where we went wrong?

and on friday only had 30mins of school. no chem, physics and gp cuz the tutors weren't around and maths lecture was reduced to half due to the release of pw results. after having lunch with bernice huihui elaine, met up with jq at city hall and we went walking around, mainly to search for my stuffs for vopf. ate at Cafe Cartel. i think the mudpie wasn't what i've expected. i was thinking it would be like the mudpie at Island Cremery. :(

slept at 12am on friday instead of the planned 10pm and woke up at 6.30 the next day. headed for Pasir Ris with lotsa barang barang. must thank weihao who accompanied me in the shopping of the foodstuffs and helping me carry over to bus interchange, even though he played a prank on me by pretending to be a loanshark. -.-

met up with the people and headed for Pasir Ris Sea Sports Club. was delayed due to the registration and for waiting for the latecomers. me charissa elizabeth alfred took single kayaks along with david.wong steph.bay derrick (or derek?) kenneth varun. should have just told david that all of us are taking saloms singles and not dancer! was kinda difficult to navigate through the sea at a faster speed, especially when the waves are soooooo big like the waves that we had seen in the videos for 4 star courses. my arms were aching like mad cann.

had fun, even though there were hiccups about the food and water. talked some nonsense with david. old man trying to be youthful! lol. it's quite interesting that in both sjab and scouts, people don't look exactly like their age. haha! :P

i liked the last part of the kayaking. kayak back in a single file where the kayaks held on the ends of each other. so cool! poor alfred who led the file. and e mass capsizing where i got the cool cap. mervyn is so lame cann!

washed up after kayaking. got a free ice-cream treat from david! yay. it's been a longggggggggg time since i've eaten ice-cream in a piece of bread! (: headed for the bbq area and the food came much later than expected. the bbq man is so well-done lar. the way he called me sounded as though he had reached, where he got 10more mins before he reach the place.

the v1 girls, namely eugenia (charissa's younger sister) and grace (her friend), can cook! (think is alfred who taught them. lol) some of the nice food are from them. hehe. and mervyn is the tribeman who can start fire! while they were starting fire, talked about more explicit stuff like the sex scene in 300. lol!

later in the night the v2s sat together and talked about relationships. talked about how i dun understand guys. ohwell. and i eventually ended up at the bbq pit again, cooking the food. think is wingkei and steph.bay who got amazed by the way i could grab a few sticks of satay and flipped it over. they said something like david can set up some bbq shop and about me being the bbq girl. lol!

then david bullied me can! i was sitting at the table where the beehoon was at, and he was like standing behind me as he got a forkful of beehoon to eat. then some of the beehoon dropped from the fork to his free hand and the next thing he did was to purposely drop the beehoon on me! so later on i played with the ice and sprayed some of the water droplets on my hand at him! he's like you sprayed water at me?! and then took ice and let it dripped on top of my head. so childish la! think he bully me cuz i kept suan-ing him about the being youthful part. :D

that mervyn too. kept laming by keep using the literal meanings. think i poked him for countless times during the bbq. but then he's only a 15yrold boy so shouldn't be so mean. haha. learned lindy hop where shaun's my dance partner. the two of us eventually ended up being very high. (many people said i got high earlier on. lol). and the best students were david and wingkei. so serious lo. ha.

after bbq were the night hike. but had delays like unable to catch the bus at the desired time, and missing the last train. took bus 21 and alighted near Eunos mrt station. played 成语接龙 with eugenia (who suggested e game) and mervyn. think mervyn learned many new chinese words bah. hee.

walked like crazy for the hike (i'm with eugenia grace mervyn alfred steph.seow weishan shamir. the other group got shaun charissa tzewei gst weiyu elizabeth jesmine) and i talked so much explicit stuff. learned many new things from shamir too. VERY ENLIGHTENING. (: danced lindy hop at Istana Park. but it's a pity that mervyn couldn't hike the entire route with us due to his left knee injury. shamir could carry him off the ground with just one hand leh! he ended up sleeping in david's car.

went to Pearl's Hill City Park for the third time and took photos there. david kenneth wingkei took soft toys and took with us lo. haha. suan-ed david later on that it's the holder of the sea scouts bear (him) that destroyed the picture (of him kenneth wingkei sox holding soft toys). =p

after that was to chiong straight for Sentosa! heard that the other group had already headed for Sentosa. but we met them at Harbourfront! so we went in together and pretended that we didn't see the people who were supposed to collect entrance fees. headed for Palawan beach cuz don't break the tradition, quoted from david. (later on he said that for the past 3 vopfs they ended up at palawan, southern most point of the continent)

climbed up to the towers again. me tzewei charissa reached first! yay. started the camwhoring after the sun started to rise. saw the funny photos that the other group took. lol. alfred shaun started fighting for charissa while me and tzewei claimed charissa as our girlfriend cuz we met her earlier than the boys.

Sentosa held some of the precious memories that i had. like last year's VOPF, the council chalet that we had at the resorts (which got torn down now) to prepare for the Cross Country at Tanjong beach 3years ago, the beach trip after sec1 promos which rained damn heavily, the impulsive trip to the southern most continent with peijun jiaqing after collecting otc certs and well, yar. when i was walking into Sentosa, some of the memories just came by. but i'm moving on, so yar.

had breakfast at macs. after that walked to Page One at vivo with charissa and eugenia. then went home and slept from 11 plus to like 6. my arms and neck are aching from the sunburn la. dunno how can i run for tomorrow's 2.4. and there's still the post-VOPF report. OHMANN. =x

ohmy i actually wrote so much. haha. feeling kinda sleepy again. lol!

1957hrs

edited:

i wanna thank the ALs, namely the childish oldman David Wong for all the feedback and advice (and for naming me to do VOPF 2weeks ago. -.-) and not getting fed up when i kept screwing up on the actual day, the V3s, namely bestie Elizabeth, Steph.Seow, Weishan and Jesmine for helping to plan the night hike and the support of the event, fellow V2s like Shaun, Belynda, Xiu Xian and Luke who helped out one way or another in the planning of the VOPF, and other V2s who had turned up for the event, other Rovers such as Kenneth and Shamir, who led the kayak expedition and brought my group from the starting point to Harbourfront respectively. and of course the V1s and the others who turned up for the event. without all of you, this event wouldn't be a success! (:
6:39 PM

in e end i wasn't able to go mugging with charissa at smu and yet i'm not going back to malaysia today cuz of traffic jam. ohwell. i wanna try go mugging at SMU! boo. and that reminds me of opportunity cost. in some sense econs is really part of our life. hur.

slept quite soundly even though i went to bed still feeling rather pissed and woke up earlier at around 7.40am. something is terribly wrong with my body clock. during the holidays and weekends where i do not have to wake up at a specific hour, i would still wake up at around 8am and my body refused to go into hibernation mode even though my mind refused to get out of the bed.

i think whether i'm fit to be pissed anymore, for the negotiations had made some headway. not sure about the uproar at the end of the term. BAH.

anyway i think i'm a person who cannot hold their grudges and their pissed-ness for too long. generally i'm a nice person! hurhur. no wonder ------- immediately agreed when i said i was a simple person. lol.

and my results for BT1 has been finalised. just 2.5 rank points away from 35! argh. i think i'm heading straight for MSP. which is not a good thing for this term cuz i wanna go for sooooooo many matches! weide said sa soccer will win when they go against aj team on 19april. but nizar is e captain for aj soccer wor. should have some faith. heh.

the Andersonian cheer truly warms my heart, even though we did it at AJC and many of us wore different school uniforms (SA, NYJC, HCI, NJC and of course AJC). i really miss my days in Anderson, where we had our fair share of laughter, sweat and tears.

on another note, had a nice supper with peijun talking all sorts of stuff. from a particular smile that i really like, to *ahem*. haha.

and a random guy messaged me who kept asking who i am and when i'm free, cuz he's driving and can pick me up to go out for a drink or something. and i think the 'wrong press.may be god bless.U siogle' part meant that he pressed the numbers wrongly (obviously, since he asked me who i was) or maybe it's god-blessed (i replied saying happy easter. lol) and then asked me if i'm single. -.-

which is really weird. i have quite a number of people randomly messaging me (even from NS okay). i even got this freaky person who asked me why i disappeared in yishun. it's really freaky cuz i live in yishun! =x but got nice ones like the NS guy abt 2-3years back and the ITE guy whom i messaged wrongly last year. he encouraged me to STUDY leh. too bad lost contact cuz i didn't save his number. haha.

things will soon be over

1201hrs
11:27 AM

i'm getting pissed off more easily this days. or should i say life hasn't been working in favour for me these few days? things are JUST NOT going smoothly.

things i've planned would screw up because i wasn't given prior notice about anything. do you think i would know that you all wanted to go somewhere tomorrow? hello, don't assume. i'm partly at fault too, because i've also assumed that there is nothing on tomorrow. but for now, the idea of being stuck in a place with them for so long just makes me sick. i'm still not ready to face them yet, let alone to confirm things with them. dammit.

then i was being pissed off by a bunch of people who don't understand the meaning of concert ethnics. and the loudest even dared to say that they should at least show some appreciation to the concert. at that i felt like telling the person that they should just SHUT THEIR FREAKING MOUTHS UP if they want to appreciate a concert. and the best thing is that i did tell them once to keep quiet. and i was nice enough not say SHUT UP and all the nasty things that i've planned to say.

then the concert hall is so freaking noisy in between the pieces with everybody screaming their heads off to profess their love for the players that i have said at least ten FUCK during the concert. things weren't this way when i went for SA band concert (the band conductor did tell us to not shout) and CCHS (main branch) band concert.

i was really pissed off. dammit.

but at least there were school, the Andersonians (not AJC but ANDSS) and the Andersonian cheer to make my day, at least my anger about those inconsiderate concert-goers subsided.

but they are not making my day now. imagine blaring rock after 11pm. either i'm pissed or i'm JUST TOO PISSED.

may there be heavy downpours and traffic jams at the my preferred location tomorrow.

2336hrs
11:20 PM

WTH.

things are getting really screwed up. why do i feel that you're treating me like a three-year-old kid who needs constant looking-after when i'm already 18? i'm getting really irritated with all these nonsense and getting disillusioned about all that is happening.

i foresee an uproar happening as this term ends. and guess what, i would definitely be at the losing end, because i know what your reaction would be.

Fuck.

you shut your mouth
how dare you say
i go about being the wrong way

1904hrs
6:37 PM

記得愛
藏在我們天真的心裡
記得愛
曾在我們共同相信的美麗未來裡
記得愛
還在每天出現的藍藍天空中
記得愛
我還記得愛

我還記得愛的酸田苦澀
或許有痛 但是也有快樂
有時有陰影 但是也有陽光

from 阿沁's blog. how i wish the 庆功版 can come out really soon! probably late april or may should have le bah. yup.

anyway. got the first green slip in my life!

after breakfast of just a glass of chocolate milk, my stomach began to feel funny. i was contemplating whether to pon school anot, but it's not that painful enough for me to decide to stay at home. so i headed for school. and the pain just continued on.

and then after assembly i chionged up to 4th floor's girls toilet and i had diarrhoea. =x and mrs kang was actually nice. in fact, i think she's becoming kinda nicer bah. maybe she just has those pms periods when she would turn really nasty and sarcastic. =l

continued with GP and physics before i finally decided that i should go home. no point continuing on when i would be distracted by the pain in my stomach right? and so i went home with the green slip. before i left the homeroom, huihui said that she aimed to have one green slip before she leaves the college. lol!

didn't head straight home after getting my green slip. went to scout hq to book a meeting room for thursday's exco meeting. rained damn heavily but thankfully there's this lady who offered to share umbrella with me.

after getting home went to see doc and got my MC! too bad it's only for a day. but tomorrow's a short day so it's still quite alrights eh. and i got medication that would cause drowsiness so if i fell asleep i can just show them the medicine! haha. =p

here's the pictures for sunday's celebration! still have some other photos that i didn't post up. if you want to get the photos tell me okay! :D and BIG THANKS to celine who took the photos! love you loads! (:

rosalind ah. i'm not trying to create miracles la. more like making sure you all are studying! cannot be like me so slack ma. haha. =p

yy asked me sodium hydroxide would be formed when sodium chloride react with water meh. so i think that reaction isn't possible bah. hahahaha. my senseless chemistry moments again. =p

ohyar pj i think i might exceed my free sms-es this month, but it's because of work. ha. and i still believe that you got more friends than me. haha. :D

life goes on.

1731hrs

5:07 PM

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY! :D

today's a crazy day. wahahha.

went to hq with rosalind around 9plus to sort out the coins for flag day. very kelian okay. 2 people to count 200 tins leh. but lucky we extended our socialising network and roped in the help from SAC, kiatsiang cheryl.ong (from ytss) and choonkeong to help us. i went socialising too. hehe. got to see qingjun yongsheng yeanlih n weikeat! weikeat got new hairstyle which made him looked a bit old. haha.

while waiting for rosalind at hq, met aeron at the lobby and chatted with him. asked him about the program for the day and then asked him whether got PT anot. then he was telling me abt the hall being wet after the PT, and that he dunno whether it's sweat or tears. haha! was kinda funny chatting with him. :D

and i got suan-ed today by chuiyee.mdm and gina! one said i'm fat and the other said i'm flat. -.- i was surprised that chuiyee.mdm remembers me! (though she can't remember my name)

counted until like 2plus. got about 5788 bucks for flag day. not bad. can add more money to our account le. yay. :D then gathered with the hitler kids (rosalind eileen cheryl ronney juowi) hweepeng choonkeong pj. lunched at golden mile.

once again the girls showed our prowess at being NOISY! hahaha. ronney n juowi kept pretending that they dunno us. hahaha. kop-ed juowi's ic while on the train to kembangan. haha! too bad didn't manage to kop ronney's. =p

walked damn long to ecp la. sians. but had fun at the sea! kept becoming into muah chee cuz we kept throwing sand at each other. kiatsiang and celine came by later. hee. had lotsa fun with them though i'm like so flooded with sand! haha. and ronney REALLY needs to buff himself up. and kiatsiang suan-ed me! booo. i need to diet! =x

rinsed and then dined at subway with rosalind cheryl hweepeng ronney choonkeong (e rest left) and we sat there talked until 9plus before we chionged home. walked all the way to parkway parade there la! =x but managed to get a taxi soon after we reached there. then me cheryl rosalind cabbed back to yishun.

and hor, that taxi driver didn't WEAR SEATBELT! i was like wondering what is he doing when he suddenly grabbed his seat belt and pretended that he was wearing the seatbelt when we went past some traffic police. after we went past, he just released the seatbelt and continued driving seatbelt-less. OHMANN! should have taken down the plate number and complain to the taxi company. very dangerous cann.

then went home. parents not happy cuz i told them i'm going hq, but my clothes are full of sand. hahaha. my skin feels damn coarse now, all thanks to the super salty ecp water and the sand. =x kept saying i need to neutralise the salty-ness. but if add water will result in base and acid, cuz when sodium chloride (salt) reacts with water, it would form sodium hydroxide (base) and hydrochloric acid (acid). LOL. i'm going crazy.

ventures stuff is driving me nuts. ohwell.

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