after a hectic weekend of walking all over the place with a pair of aching feet, got back to reality in a grand way. ie e heavy downpour which graced the skies of potong pasir last Monday. wanted to pon school, but shaun said he was in the mood to go to school today, and so we went to school.

06s05's timetable is officially screwed until napfa is over. imagine 2hours break before pe in the late afternoon. well done.

feesics is officially screwed for 06s05 too. imagine out of 25 ppl we got 1E 1S 23Us. well done. e way mr sia kept pep-talking us made me feel that he was disappointed with the results, despite the smiles that he had. it certainly didn't help that there are rumours saying only 49% of the whole cohort passed feesics.

suddenly the weariness is coming back again. suddenly i'm in self-denial again. i thought things would be better as time goes by but apparently not. i'm really what i've told celine and peijun the other night outside suntec city.

feels weird admitting to something negative. i can't imagine what the girls would have thought when i told them that. perhaps that's what they've known me for? i dunno. please tell me if that's true.

i thought coming over to sajc would be e start of a whole new phase but apparently it's heading towards the wrong way. i dun feel like myself anymore.

but what exactly is myself?

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7:36 PM