i'm irritated. got this idiotic guy who called me early in the morning at around 7am to harass me and it's kinda sexual. dammit. should have just hang up when he dun tell me his name but i was too sleepy den. and the good thing is that my incoming calls are free. but nevertheless i shall curse that his private part will rot to hell man. decent guys will do it discreetly lor. if he's that desperate should just call the porn hotline or something and not do random dialing. asshole.

anyway. ytd had 2/7'03 gathering. not that good, cuz in the morning not that much people and eventually me and shiyun went over to The Cathay to watch Eragon, and i went for job interview. but well i didn't get in. maybe that manager saw me mimicking him when he's interviewing cherie. or that i kept glancing away lar. ohwell. so sorry to shiyun cuz we missed about 30mins of Eragon cuz waiting for my turn for interview. ohcrap.

but well, had fun with shiyun! hehehe. had our mini gift exchange of handphone pouches bought at Popular. hahhah! and celebrated meiping's birthday earlier (her birthday is TODAY!) with the cakes bought at Breadtalk. i think those cakes quite cute neh!!

and it rained at East Coast Park! argh. when me and shiyun alighted, it was raining damn heavily, so we called the guys who are at the bbq pit le, and they all said they didnt got caught in the rain. lol. but i still bought an umbrella and it was sorta drizzling over at the park lar.

the guys tried to start a fire at the pit and it was not so successful at the beginning. we did manage to do it in the end but it's still raining heavily, so we all moved to the shelter, where dean's parents brought over 2 portable bbq trays (dunno what's the name for them) and already got the fire burning.

we did manage to finish almost all the food - except for the buffalo wings - and it was kinda fun over there lar. hah. i was kena suan-ed by the guys (namely the BWG ppl lar) throughout the whole bbq. argh. i was even commented that i looked like African (by congshun) and an auntie from afar (by khairul). *^#&@*&#^@

but nevertheless, good job for dean! hee. had a great chat with his mother in the car while the BWG guys changed into their BWC tshirts. i think i talked the most while on the trip back home. found out some stuff in nyjc. ohmannn!! ohyar saw scott at the costa sands chalet and we all shouted shiukit's name (cuz in basketball team ma). heee.

then on saturday had council gathering cum bbq. had fun too! heee. got christmas present from fangyi. thanks! so paiseh gave the jersey to zhengyang le. =x it was nice catching up with fellow councillors. hah. and thanks to vijay for the 6kg of chicken that she had marinated! the chilli wings are nice! =DD felt kinda nostalgic when the Yishun ppl took the taxi home and the rest the bus. 4th ASC must remember 2009 at Thomson Plaza Pizza Hut okay! ((:

sunday went to hq for ncoc debrief. saw zone5 having ncoc examinations and met up with qingjun along with peijun during their lunchtime! heee. we haven't catch up on msn yet! if you get to see this send me a message online! lol.

anyway, for you, like i've told you on sunday, i would need some time to retune myself back. and i have this feeling that things will never be the same again. it's not something that i can just look away and forget totally about it, which was the case for the matter that happened 3years ago. okay maybe not totally for that matter, but i managed to get that thing to the back of my head, so that i wouldn't dwell on it.

but the words at your blog are really hurtful. you told me that's the real you (that is what i interpreted) and i would hafta get used to it. doesn't that mean you have been putting on a facade for the past few years? if that's true, then it's really disheartening.

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