going crazy is always the thing to do on a poc. (:

and i think the bl groups should be more daring and do stuff like dances and not just sing songs for the first 4 groups. but at least my dear Boronic had actions and standing positions and dressed for the performance (e guys wore black tees with jeans and e girls wore white tees with jeans).

anyway e day started out kinda disastrous, consideriong me celine peijun were fumbling with parts of our safari at Mayflower. and i still think that my current pip cap is a bit big. and my skirt is alright okay. hah.

had deco and rehearsal and lunch and then the actual poc. i cant be an usher! i keep screwing up and not reaching e higher powers in time to usher them up e stage. but at least i've ushered e GOH up and down e stage. (:

after that took photo. i took with Alpha (they welcomed me!) and Boronic! yay! and then took committee photo. and then had refreshments which we ate kinda crazily. like jiaqing dumping lime and sotong ball into peijun's drink and celine pouring her drink into jiaqing's mee siam. and e food that Francium had wanted each group to eat for their POC performance (which e table of officers that i'm at conveniently pushed it away. hee)

did sampan cheer with celine jiaqing peijun and Hitler. jio-ed sarizan qizhi to join us but they siam-ed away. lol. then is POC performances! taught them how to do original and retarded versions of chicken dance. then the bl groups performed and sarizan sang 童话 with Hitler. i aimed e mike at juowi (from SJI) he wun sing and when i aimed it at junwang (from MacPherson) he sang. hah!

then is e chicken dance! yay. then had emo talk by some of the instructors and then clear up and then dismissed them! took photos, got stuff and then just slacked at the theatrette to talk longer. then went down and joined other ppl and then headed for the Fork Spoon at Toa Payoh. heard some gossip concerning coal black, which i told him today that i still have e script about coal black and princess charming. :D

at fork spoon played truth and dare with celine peijun rosalind eileen (from SAC and Hitler) cheryl (from YTSS and Hitler) and the 3 Hitler girls + peijun tio dare. hah. that meant waicheung choonkeong jianlin being kajiao-ed and peijun being laughed by looking so toot with her tshirt tucked into her fbt and wore e fbt high up.

then headed over to Swensens with peijun rosalind cheryl eileen. ate Giant Earthquake and fries. n i didnt noe earthquake got so much caramel lar! =x

then sat there talked cock and gossiped. it is concluded that Hitler is e most scandalous group. no other groups come close. and peijun's dark past is being dug up by me. hah! then jiaqing joined us.

n that outlet's manager is really nice. cuz we sat there for like maybe 30mins not ordering anything and being so loud and everything and she still smiles whenever she walked past our table.

n i saw this bespectacled boy who's damn cute! he got this blue balloon sword and was playing with it when i noticed him (he's at the table that's facing me [the tables that we were seated at were back to back and there's this small space between the tables and e glass]). so i started smiling at him and he seems kinda afraid initially. then he started smiling and then i started playing with him. he would like hide at his seat and then peek out to see i'm still there anot. then he would like point his sword at me and then i point my handphone strap at him. hah! too bad he and his family soon left. he siam-ed away when i wanted take photo of him. lol.

after being like e second last customers, we left, with us telling e waitress who brought us e bill that peijun has no common sense cuz she sorta have difficulty digging out e coins from her wallet. [she treated us to earthquake and 1 order of fries. i paid for e other order]

watched Step Up with jiaqing on friday. it's nice! hah. i loved e dance club dance sequence n e senior showcase. after watching e movie me jiaqing want to dance. hah!

i dreamt of something on thursday night and it actually came true on friday. argh crap. i was damn stunned when i answered e phone in a shop in Concourse. then i'm like so upset and jiaqing hafta tell me dun brood. ohwell. thanks man. and to mary too. (:

i'm losing the spirit to carry on

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