think i've been staring at the laptop screen for at least like 8-10hrs. =x

cycled around Yishun in e about-to-rain state. fell when i tried to do a turn near Yishun Swimming Complex. =x

played a damn Nancy Drew game for like numerous times until my laptop oso cannot tahan it and shut it down. hah. think i'll play something else. bleh.

and i shall start watching csi soon. if not i'll be going off for stuff like class chalet, e cycling expedition and e ocip trip. and by e time i know it i would probably only finish watching it in december. =x

tmr's OP dry-run 2. wish me luck in memorising e script.

i'm yawning like crazy. think i should end for e day le.

and i need to stop procrastinating.

spectra

2212hrs
10:03 PM

dunno why i felt like blogging. though i think would be many random stuffs. =x

like i wanna play e aircraft stimulator on simon's laptop along with the controller. it's so fun lar! and e last round that i played yesterday my plane sustained up in the sky for MORE THAN 10seconds lor! stupid simon kept saying my plane cant stay on air for more than 10secs. BOO.

like Group1, aka Alpha, for BLTC is so funny. hah. during interaction i was initially with Boronic, then i went to talk to gina about the theme for POC, then Alpha asked me to go over cuz they claimed that sir roy dun want them. LOL. but roy did come over later.

talked abt lots of funny stuff. like guangliang yiren having the same nametag (cuz yiren dun have nametag and guangliang got an extra nametag). abt yiren being a pole-dancer and guangliang e pole (which yiren said shld be pillar instead. -.-) abt melvin and e Crazy Horse eh. only 14yrs old jiu talk about CRAZY HORSE le. sialah!

and i played a series of songs which melvin commented to me that i shld change to some new songs soon. hahah. and Alpha kept asking roy to sing. haaa.

and had a lot of POC meetings. bleh. wanted to go join charissa and e cycling expedition team in recce-ing e route but e car (i suppose is david's car) no space. bleh. honestly, i think we're rushing like crazy for POC lar. need to rush out today's meeting minutes (which took place like during 2 parts in e day), source for plaques and churn out the design for e decorations in the hall by wednesday. =x

and i felt bad cuz i kinda spent more time with Alpha than with Boronic, when Boronic is my actual group. =x and i think i went around to other groups quite much too. lol. like during lunch i was at Group7 (Gecko)'s table when i noticed some of the girls were looking at me. then when i looked at them they just smiled. and e thing is i dun even know them! so i asked one of them why and she replied cuz you're pretty ma'am. -.-

and suan-ed ronney ma'am quite much. hahah. even haopu (a sec2 sji boy from Alpha) came in to gossip (Group8, aka Hitler, is situated next to Alpha in e seating arrangement for lunch). tsktsk.

though there are some dissatisfaction for the entire course, i think the people are really a fun bunch! even though this morning is kinda like a gossip session where people knew that i used to have 3farms, 1zoo, 1petshop, 1fashionshop and 1applianceshop. but i told them i sold everything le. which is kinda true liao. yup.

think i'll miss ncoc when i'm going for e kayaking one-star next weekend. cant even mark their exam papers! =( and i really want to see the performances by e 5 BLTC groups before POC! maybe i shld chiong back to mayflower next saturday after the lesson. lol.

anyway met weihao (from Ventures) when i was on e train back home with roy waicheung. the two boys kinda wondered abt the CJC tshirt weihao was wearing (and waicheung wore e same tshirt. hah) and why he knew i was in sjab. haha! and thank goodness weihao still have some FCS gold badge! no need to buy le. yay!! =D

and my parents are going Genting tmr until wednesday! my younger brother is going for primary school graduation trip to Cameron Highlands think from tmr! hah. my year got 911 so cant go. =(

i'm listening to Jay's 枫 rather excessively along with 轨迹 and t.A.T.u's How Soon Is Now. those are kinda like my year-end holidays songs. like when i listened to these songs (and some otehr songs) i would be reminded of e past year-end holidays. 轨迹 and How Soon Is Now is for sec2 year-end hols and 枫 is for last year. dunno why i kept reminiscing the past.

and 2/7'03 chalet is cancelled. sad! and i cant ask what i planned to ask during the chalet..but wad's e point in knowing anyway?

maybe i should just look ahead

2104hrs
8:40 PM

argh. i filled my stomach with like 2plus packets of upsized MacDonald's fries and a MacDonald vanilla cone for dinner. even though i stopped eating for like 2hrs ago i can still feel the heavy feeling in my stomach. i ate too much. =x

funny thing is that my hectic life only kinda begins after the holidays started. NCOC for this weekend and next weekend and i have kayaking one star for next weekend and i'm the committee for NCOC POC and i have OCIP which i'll be flying off in 3weeks' time.

BAH.

that's e bad side of taking external ccas. cuz their active periods are all in the holidays. eeeks.

and i'm crazy enough to chiong the last 3 episodes of Goong yesterday night and i finished watching it like 12am and slept at 1am and i'm supposed to wake up at 5.30am. tired lar!

then need to chiong my OP. and it just occurred to me that next next monday is OP and on the day before the OP i got kayaking one-star. sia lah!

bleh i'm tired. probably gonna sleep after i'm done with my op script. BLEH!

but on a brighter note, dealt with some fun kids in BLTC today. got to know some fun people in Alpha (Group 1) cuz i helped roy to look after his group while he went to ACJC for some meetings. then Boronic is so funn cann! hah.

yawn. damn tired. my eyes hurt cuz i wore my contacts for too long. and i've been calling people quite much within like a week plus only?

i'm ranting senseless stuff. staring at the laptop gives me headache. seeing my brother's girlfriend also gives me a headache. especially when she acts cute. OHMANN. someone pls slap her or sth. =x

actually i didnt plan to type this much. i only planned for like the first 2 paragraphs. and i'm yawning like crazy now. bleh.

funny thing is that i tot i saw 2 people in ncoc who reminded me of 2 people in otc'06. and dunno why i wanna see someone. maybe i'm just too tired or sth. or it's just a random thought after surfing some blogs.

cannot procrastinate! argh.

2253hrs
10:12 PM

i declare myself in total holiday mood. HAH!

must be because of the long weekend bah. monday had no maths lecture and op dry run so no need go school. then today went out for nearly 12hours lar. hah. and not to mention e marvellous shopping trip that i had on sunday. heh.

for instance, i got a new laptop! yay. =D

then i got 2 tops and a pair of shorts! yayness!

nearly got a pair of heels though. hah. maybe not exactly heels but still. when celine saw me reading Seventeen just now she's like weiting you're becoming more feminine!. LOL. i do read Seventeen. in fact i bought one issue last year to decide what to wear for Graduation Ball, but i ended up borrowing e dress, heels n purse from my cousin.

anyway. monday had PW meeting in e freezing Macs located at Civic Plaza and then i went around Causeway Point with huihui peixuan. then went over to my cousin's house at Somerset to install some programs in my laptop and got some movies! =D

then today went to HQ in e morning for meeting with papa derek. then had lunch at a foodcourt behind Keypoint and talked some emo stuff. then chiong-ed to Marina Square along with celine peijun to meet up with qingjun yeanlih at Carl's Jr. got free Andersen's ice-cream from yeanlih! and he commented sth like SAFRA card finally got use. they finally recognize e ns men! cuz if you present your SAFRA card at Andersen's ice-cream you'll get 10% off! hah.

then walked around e 2nd floor. wanted to play pool but e tables are fully occupied. looked out for BWG ppl (they're around City Hall area n i thought they would be at Marina Square). asked zhikai where they were and then dean called. said they were at Suntec City. then e phone's passed to weide and he HUNG UP ON ME!!!! grrr.

walked to the MRT station and we stopped at Zara and Topshop along e way. i like a brown jacket in Zara! but mann it's damn ex. like 140++ bucks or sth? anyway that jacket reminds me of a brown jacket that Chae-Gyeong wore in Goong. lol!

alighted at Orchard and walked over to Paragon to find leovine at World Of Sports. hah. shopped at Marks & Spencer when charissa called and asked if i'm going for the meeting (for cycling expedition) at shaun's house. din go. bleh.

felt bad pangseh-ing them, as well as BWG + shiyun. ohwell. =x

then dined at a foodcourt in Lucky Plaza. (peijun left) got these few tables that were piled with dirty plates, bowls, used cups and cans lar. and it looked as though it was in e warzone or sth. =x

bought a bottle of pear white tea at a shop outside the foodcourt and the cashier said thanks dear as she passed me e change. hah.

talked about otc stuff and i was surprised to discover some stuff lar. like e attitude of some officers etc. bleh. but i'll probably try out for otc only like in 2008?

then went back to Paragon. leovine went back to work and e rest of us headed up for Toys 'R' Us and we played with foam swords! hah. then got this Spiderman toy that plays Itsy Bitsy Spider when a button is pressed. hah!

then met jingxing, a fellow otc'06 trainee from Hotel, who's working there. chatted for quite a while before we finally decided to head back home. took e train going up north with celine yeanlih while qingjun heads down south cuz he's going back to his hall.

and Orchard Road has some christmas decorations up le! but it's all gold and no silver! bleah. i prefer white christmas. =(

life's gonna be busier soon. OHMANN.

and i'm going broke! no money to buy christmas cards le. =((((

dunno why i'm feeling as though i'm back to last year/sec2 dec holidays..ohwell.

i'm learning to ignore

2253hrs
10:24 PM

Stefanie Sun - Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

I don't wanna lose you
I don't wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry
That don't really matter to anyone, anymore

But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain

And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

*
emo-ed.

must be because of the atmosphere at the Southern Most Point of the Continent (do i get that right?), Palawan Beach. the breeze is just right, and the night sky is so dark-ish red, and that song played on jiaqing's handphone...

the three of us were crazy enough to chiong to Island Creamery from HQ (i went there with celine and jiaqing peijun went from Suntec), then from Island Creamery to Harbourfront. walked around Vivocity (yes i've finally went there after everybody, including my parents plus little brother, went) and shopped for some food (got a foot-long sandwich and 3 cookies at Subway) before heading for Sentosa.

earlier on in the day had NCOC meeting at HQ. then collected OTC graduation package. met so many familiar faces! =D and Juliet bought a muffin from Starbucks for weilong cuz it's his birthday!

and yar, got some vcds/dvds to watch. thanks. (:

but next time bring a casing along cann! the underside of the cds would be like scratched or something, judging the way you got the cds out of your bag! =x

went over to BK to meet celine qingjun zelda melvin. then off to Island Creamery. while waiting for 961 chatted with peiqi. and the two of us got on 961 on the wrong side. reached Kallang instead. lol.

shared a double scoop of Teh Tarik + Soursop ice-cream and a slice of mud pie with jiaqing. it's sinful! but i love it. heheh. celine's apple pie ice-cream is not bad and so does peijun's nutella ice-cream.

then later on mum called and found out that they're heading back to Malaysia for dinner. and since i was at Bukit Timah so they went off on their own. heh. then the 3 of us (celine got some H1 Chinese meeting) decided to head for Harbourfront and let me the country pumpkin who've never been to Vivocity yet to go there. hah.

actually we did thought of just have the picnic at Sky Park, but went ahead to Sentosa. got a lot of 神奇 people. heh. it's a term me and jiaqing came up with. =D

climbed all the way up to fourth floor of the lookout points. went to the left tower cuz e right tower's fourth floor is dark and there are mice around! and i saw one mouse climbed the stair, then it disappeared at one plank of wood and i said it jumped down (think it's at third floor or sth). =x

then had picnic and some emo talk. and played some emo-ish music. bleah.

after that sorta chiong-ed home cuz my mum called at around 8.45pm liddat. and man the Visitor Departure Centre is really packed lar! so walked out to Harbourfront. but then hor, while walking we saw like THREE buses went by lar! ewww.

after we reached Vivocity my left contact lens came out. =x so got the right one out too. hah.

then called home and said that the bus got some problem and we hafta wait for another bus (when my mum called earlier on i said i was halfway through dinner at Bukit Timah. opps)

kinda fell asleep on e train. too tired i guess.

and i realised i kept seeing people who resembled some people that i know. =x

and my eldest brother told me my dad like Jay + Fei Yu Qing's 千里之外. lol!

and i'm missing e sec2 days and last year's year-end holidays again.

there's a reason why people don't stay where they are

0020hrs
12:19 AM

i'm blogging excessively these few days. grrr.

and then the night cycling trip seems to have some problems! ohmann. can dun bully us ma. but well, this is like the first time we plan such activity (AGM is like just 纸上谈兵 and it's like we just need to fix a place, date and time will do. no need to consider all e safety precautions etc).

dunno why after hearing all e stuff from xingzhi i felt as though i'm getting the ventures touch (like me losing the sa touch after the june hols. LOL!) back again. have been away from ventures for so long mann.

but well. judging from the current situation it seems pretty bad. hopefully the ALs wun come to my blog somehow. BLEH. it's really like last minute to fix a meeting with the night cycling comm to be briefed about the trip lar. the trip is TOMORROW le cann. i personally think one of them is unhappy about the consent form thingy. a bombastic word is used lar. made me go o.O

sigh. i'm looking forward for the trip okay! even though i would be like damn tired after the whole thing and still have sjab stuff to cover. OHMANN.

anyway school has been getting sian-er by the day. but pe still remains fun. hurhur! ran around so much for floorball. heh.

for maths Ms Chia (one of our VPs) came in to observe Ms Chan and i'm like trying VERY HARD not to rest my head on the table and doze off. so i'm like dozing in and out of sleep by nodding my head off and writing gibberish for one of the answers (i re-wrote for like so many times). then ms chan have to like come over and tell me to pay attention in class. argh.

then after Ms Chia left i felt more awake. doinks. and a lot of the guys went to sleep. hah. then for econs we persuaded Mr Peh to talk to us for the last 15mins before the bell ring. hah. and for GP me and peixuan like fell asleep after reading through 2 essays and Mrs Ho released us 15mins earlier. heheh.

ate spaghetti! yay. and got this SAJS boy who's damn pro lar. he's like all over the cafe persuading ppl to buy the lanyards (he's in the sajs choir and they are raising funds for their activities for next year by selling those lanyards. but mind you, the long ones cost 6bucks and the short ones 5bucks! ohmann). after me and peixuan told him that we already bought, he's like you can still buy arh. whoa! a future PRO (Public Relations Officer) in making!

and half of my class ponned Physics lecture. LOL!

ohwell. the cycling trip is postponed till further notice. somehow i just have this feeling that this will have a bad impact onto our unit.

or maybe i should say our unit already have a problem. and it's really really bad. seriously now i'm like at a loss of what we should do to tackle that problem. it's as though our batch is like the very problematic batch, with rather bad attendances and responses and stuff.

but for the night cycling trip i can't comment much, cuz i'm not in the committee and thus unaware of the stuff that went through between the comm and the ALs. i think there's some sort of communication problem bah. BLEH.

i'm feeling somehow irritated. dammit.

2056hrs

*edited:

i'm getting out of hand again. argh.

focus!!!

2154hrs
8:08 PM

i miss anderson days. heh.

met up with waiching celine fangyi peijun jiaqing jingjie vincent to celebrate fangyi's birthday! heh. it's like it's been sooooooooo long since i've last seen fangyi jingjie vincent, though i did see vincent during open house. but still. long time never talk to them le!!!!! =D

felt kinda bad cuz at some points of time some people would be like neglected, cuz we would be like absorbed in talking about otc stuff, vjc stuff, njc stuff etc. but well it's still really nice chatting! heheh. but vincent's damn quiet. ewww!

so it's like chatted with him a bit while playing Sonic on his handphone. so funn cann! but i died damn easily. sigh. and jingjie still amuses us as easily. it's always fun chatting with him, especially when he's doing his suan-ing stuff. lol!

we shall meet soon again sometime! mahjong!!!! =D

and to e tags, yes GOONG rocks! =D

2222hrs
10:16 PM

felt damn crap yesterday night again. was feeling all helpless and everything. =x

thanks for listening to me pouring out all e crap. for a moment i did consider just dial your number and cry everything out over the phone. but i figured not. cuz anyway you probably cannot understand what i'm trying to say amist all e sobs. =p

if not for that sms of yours i think i wouldn't even think of telling you all e stuff. somehow you just made me feel at ease telling you, even though i find your answers quite cliche. hah.

thanks again. (:

0945hrs
9:45 AM

ohmann.

was talking to mychelle today about the activities that we have. she complained of the band practices that end late during the school term, and i complained about sjab and ventures activities that mainly take place during school holidays and off school hours. they eat up a lot of my weekends. BAH.

take for example the coming weekend. i'm going for a night cycling trip from like Pasir Ris to Punggol and back from friday night to saturday morning. i figure will end around 8,9am liddat? then i have ncoc meeting at hq from 9.30-12pm. then 1hr later gonna get my otc graduation package. after that think is either meet up with AGI comm or Juliet. thus i think i'll only reach home like evening or even night. OHMANN.

as such i have a VERY STRONG feeling that i might just doze off during the ncoc meeting. argh. and that means thursday i need to sleep very early. or i should just pon friday's school. siao eh. but celebrating xiaoxuan's birthday on friday. argh.

this is probably the period of time that having two external ccas is taking a toll on me. it's quite evident, even though i havent start on much stuff yet. =x

and then i'm signing up for an account for 02jam. hahah. kinda mafan sia! bleh.

then also need to work out the OP outline. *(#*)$

anyway recently my class's guys played a lot of PSP games, and some of the girls, ie me nathalie leesi yumin xiaoxuan sorta joined them. hahah! gonna jam some arcade games during the chalet! =D

dunno why but i'm missing last year's year-end holidays alot. sigh.

on a brighter note, i've reached episode 17 for Goong and i find shin-kun (how chae-gyeong calls him in the show) very funny and cute and really nice sometimes. =D yul-kun is becoming bad soon! (but that's because he wanted chae-gyeong)

ohwell.

1644hrs
4:10 PM

old macdonald had a farm
e ya e ya oh

i didn't know i have a farm. in fact, in the past i've done agriculture, had a farm, a zoo, a pet shop and an appliance shop.

okay that's just random stuff that only some of us know. =x

watched Goong until i sorta dozed off on e sofa at arnd 3am plus. wanted to finish one disc de lo. bleah.

and i realised one thing. yar.

안녕히 계세요

1636hrs
4:30 PM

after sleeping for only 3hours and had a pair of kinda swollen eyes for a while in the morning, i think i've sorta thought it through. the previous entry shall be chucked away as a draft before anyone else sees it bah. thank goodness they would be busy with the open houses either today or tomorrow.

the strange feeling that i had after chatting with you is still there. i guess i have to admit that it's e hahah that caused the strange feeling to arise bah. i feel offended. cuz i'm feeling upset and then you said that. shouldn't you be like more sensitive?

but well, i also hafta admit that i'm insensitive at times too. i can't sense whether people are feeling upset or not. so i guess it's some sort of vicious cycle eh?

anyways. thanks for listening to me rambling everything out in the middle of the night when you're about to go offline and sleep and still have school later on.

i guess i'll be ready to start work soon and not shy-ing away from the stuff. it's no big deal, aye? there's always the badminton girl around. (:

loneliness knows me by name.

1731hrs
5:21 PM

hmm. today's PW day. for 4.5hours we're supposed to edit our WR Draft4 and then submit to our Supervising Tutor (our CT Mrs Loi) by 1215hrs with e hard copy and soft copy in diskette. i wonder why they want to use diskettes. some of e newer computers don't even have diskette drive! ohwell.

anyway. finished e touching up of our draft quite fast and then submit it to let Mrs Loi vet through. then went back to the classroom and took out the Full House vcds that i'm lending yumin to watch, cuz e china version that she had translates Yong-Jae (by Rain) as Ying Zhong and not Ying Zai in chinese. hah.

watched e show on nathalie's laptop. e first few episodes are still as amusing, but somehow i just got kinda bored and wanted to find someone to sms/chat with. sms-ed a person, but that person only replied to my first sms. ohwell.

after PW went for e Social & Cultural committee meeting at cafe. finally met up with my comm head. hahah. discussed about the programme during our visits to the school and e HIV orphanage when we are in Thailand next month. 37 more days before i fly off! so excited. ((:

after the meeting met up with yumin leesi peixuan xiaoxuan. then xx left for Council (got meeting later) and then liting caiying joined us. after they had eaten headed for yumin's house! hahah. sadly only got 6 of us. =(

at her house played some mahjong. i zha hu for 2 times! ohmannn. damn rusty liao. =( jq i want to go your house to play mahjong! AND YOU BETTER SEE THIS ENTRY. in fact as i typed e previous sentence down you just came online. hah!

then watched e remaining parts of a Korean movie, A Moment to Remember, where e female lead got Alzeheimer's disease, ie she would turn senile at a young age of 27. and heard that e male lead did some stuff that's really really very touching and they remained together or something. yep.

then headed back to Yishun! wanted to buy e second volume of e manga Princess Hours, but dun have stock liao. ohwell. i contemplated so long whether to buy anot, and then there's no stock. =(

ohyar yesterday i got this splitting headache (which i mentioned ytd) which i thought i might have contacted dengue fever or something after watching e first episode of Goong. but my temperature is perfectly fine. but i got quite a number of mosquito bites on my body! eeeks. =x

then! during e 4.5hrs of rotting in the classroom, got back my physics paper. i thought i would like fail for sure, after keynes found out that he got a S for physics (he asked siva to ask Ms Ong), cuz Ms Ong said that our class (e half of e class that she takes for physics) got 2 people fail.

but guess what. I IMPROVED BY 21MARKS! so happy. even though it's just a 27 to 48, but it's significant increase okay! from a Super U to an E! but well, my overall grade is still like a U. so there's nothing much more to be happy about. LOL. somehow that made me slightly more confident about chemistry and maths, despite Mrs Loi saying that chemistry paper is done badly across e board.

and then while i was in e SC collecting the Open House tshirts, asked melvin about his results and it turned out that his physics results are so much better than his maths and chem. (shan't reveal his actual results here to respect his privacy. ahah) and that demoralised me. BAHH.

and it's really bad that i'm like blogging everyday. when i think there's something for me to do. many people commented to me that i look really tired. and i told them i slept late, and i think i got something to do but for some reason i'm just not doing it. in fact, i was kinda at a loss when i realised i can't think of anything to write down with all e notebooks in my room. this is bad. REAL BAD.

but well, school's starting soon. it'll be back to lectures, tutorials, cca and ocip for a couple of weeks and then it's chiong-ing OP all e way. and then i'll be off.

and i haven't slot in some time for shopping! i love christmas shopping okay. all e discounts amist e coldness! (as in e weather. e weather now at home makes me feel like it's November last year when i'm listening to Jay's November's Chopin and all e stuff that i did during e 6weeks after O's. i miss those days) and e joy of getting stuff from your friends and loved ones. (:

i think i'm in the holiday mood now. (:

2048hrs
8:20 PM

i love Baby Eeyores especially. so cutteeee! hahah. think it's all because of a certain Mr Sly who got a baby eeyore for ms maia that makes me wanna have a baby eeyore too and that sorta made me like eeyores bah. hahah!

and my birthday is just 87 days away. or you want to give me 10days earlier on Christmas day oso can. *winks.

gonna watch Goong later! yay. but it's late at night. bleh!

you're just a facade in my head

1849hrs

6:34 PM

okay. i realised i made a TERRIBLE mistake in Chemistry! ohmann. like what charissa chemy.waiching mentioned in my tagboard, should be LOW gibbs energy for spontanenous reaction. and i actually did e question on Thermochemistry for e chem paper. and THERE IS a part about Gibbs energy which tested on e spontaneity of the reaction. forgot my answer anyway. =x

i like Cloud Strife! hah. according to qingjun, those characters in Final Fantasy are like a fusion of American and Japanese characters (or sth liddat).

the above above pic is something like my current wallpaper, and i like e picture above (the white one). used to be my wallpaper too.

after watching e movie got ready to head down to Clementi. i was like damn shocked after alighting at Jurong East MRT station to transfer to East-West Line cuz it's so damn hazy! ohmann. =x

as usual i'm e latest again, even though i'm only late by like 3mins. hahah. met up with zelda qingjun melvin.ng. makaned at a nearby coffeeshop and then headed for NUS. went to University Cultural Centre and when we were inside, sighted kym.ng patricia.mok makaning at the cafe right beside e Theatre. think they're going for e SuPerstar musical by Singapore Polytechnic that's taking place in the same place but at another hall.

and e concert (NUS Wind Symphony) is entitled Da Capo, which i forgot e meaning (should be some new beginning or sth, cuz they just got a new residential and permanent conductor).

for one thing, the concert is really not bad. loved the pieces such as Fantasia (On Black Is The Colour Of My True Love's Hair), Hymn to The Infinite Sky, Danse Diabolique, and the Saxophone Ensemble's rendition of First Love, along with the drums and some percussion. OHMANN! and the encore piece is quite cute, cuz e conductor wanted us to clap along if possible, then he would suddenly turn around to signal us to stop clapping, then turn again to tell us to continue clapping. hahh.

and the female emcee said that if we keep the ticket stub, we can get 1buck off the ticket price when we go for Intempo, another concert by Wind Symphony in semester 2, ie 18March 2007. hah. me and zelda wanna go. :D and get qingjun to go for more band concerts to make him less music idiot. HAH!

walked all e way to Yusof Ishak House after e concert. bought Pepsi (i wanted Sprite! but dun have. bleh) and waited for e shuttle bus. but it's damn crammed so walked all e way to qingjun's hall. talked about many stuffs along e way. hah. and qingjun sent me e video about my favourite part in e FF7 movie! (e part where e swords emerged from Cloud's gigantic sword and he whacked Sephiroth)

then took bus to Jurong East! and seriously, that area looked like Genting, minus e temperature. OHWELL. then took train! hah. just nice after we got seated down everyone started to come in! heh.

then continued talking. hah. zelda talking with melvin and me with qingjun. after they alighted (melvin at CCK and zelda at Yew Tee), talked about how practical qingjun is. hah! but still quite spontaneous lar. ahah! but i think you should tag around more, and not tag only when we said that sjab boys are immature. haahh. and you're e girlgirl killer! :D

okay basically i'm happy. ahha. and i love e lime green of this box where e text is confined in. hah. changed my blogskin cuz i realised i cant scroll down when my comp is in 800x600 resolution (my dad is accustomed to that). heh.

and Christmas is coming in 2mths and 17days! yay! was at qingjun's hall when i saw this mock fireplace at his level (as in e level where his dorm is). and then i thought of Christmas. SO HAPPY! 'tis e season to be jolly, falalalala lalalala~

:D

0045hrs

12:09 AM

OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH! =D

i'm happy. LIKE REAL HAPPY. hehehe.

also, econs paper is relatively manageable. i could do e essay! oh yeah. i can roughly do e case study! hah. good thing i didn't dwell much on Government Intervention as i can't make any sense of the notes that are talking about market power and AC and MC pricing, even though Mr Peh just went through with us yesterday. hahah.

but quite sad cannot go out with my class's girls to play! cuz got OCIP. =( lunched at PS's LJS with samantha zelda. then headed back to school with samantha. was complaining that the weather is so fine yet we have to confine ourselves in school from like 1pm to 6pm approx! sigh. was feeling totally siannn mann. hah.

but actually quite okay lar. cuz my sitting buddies in the LT3 before we split up into Thailand and Vietnam teams, kelvin samantha, are quite entertaining. heheh. kelvin was lame enough to say temperature is named after him (SI unit of temperature is Kelvin. LOL) and he got digimon in his pencilcase! hahahh. =D

played keypunch in the LT. then did personality test. this one very interesting. got this bunch of us belongs to the group GRAPES, and Mr Ho showed us the characteristics, what we feels comfortable with, have trouble doing etc and we got the characteristic of SPONTANENOUS. so i cracked that we're of HIGH GIBBS ENERGY. (cuz postive G is spontaneous reaction ma) DAMN FUNNY! hah. i can't believe i'm so lame cann. =D too chemy! when i'm supposed to be cheenise. LOL!!

did some thinking of what we want to achieve etc and drew a body! hah. Thailand team is a lizard/superman! Vietnam team's body is so disproptionate mann. one hand got fingers e other hand dun have. and then glen distorted our team's body by drawing armpit hair. LOL!

then Mr Ho did some talking again. briefed us about upcoming stuff etc. then split into groups to discuss about what to do for each committee. went to G101 for Thailand team. and Mr Koh spent like 30-40mins briefing us about the itinerary etc.

then met up with the Social and Cultural group after like, so long. hah. so felt a bit dunno what they're talking about. but they're a bunch of friendly ppl lar. hahah. was discussing about what to do when somehow we talked about food festival, then we were saying about making some snacks from each different ethnic groups for the Thai to try. then Mr Koh oso said that there's a hypermart near the hostel we're staying, so we can go shop for food to cook! hahah. Ms Ong called me shopping queen cuz i'm like damn excited about buying e food. =D

after that played games. initially were like damn sian lar. but still played. played two games of handball. e ball damn hard nehh! and Mr Ho quite play cheat. haha (when he was talking about Oranges' characteristics, there was this part that says produce real product, and he went what kind of product. orange juice? and e whole group of us just laughed. he chao funny lar! hahah)

then waited for dad to fetch me home! saw my little cousin again! (he's coming to my house to stay for one night! and maybe tmr night too! =D)

i'm feeling happy. lalalala. and today's Mid-Autumn festival! heheh. but damn that haze i cant see e pretty moon. it's said that the moon is closest to earth today for the past 9 years. WHOA!

i'm dreading the results though. =x

2244hrs
10:23 PM

this is bad. REAL BAD.

i have a feeling i'm gonna freak out during physics paper in like 12hrs later. =x

then i've got this feverish feeling. either because i'm starting to feel claustrophobic in my room (it's kinda stuffy in there despite me opening the windows WIDE), or because of the damn tetanus jab i took on Monday.

i was being a good girl to obey my mum's wish for me to get the jab asap okay. and now my left upper arm is aching like mad, all because of the jab. GAH.

DAMN PAIN! =(

mugged from like 8pm-12am. gonna sleep later n wake up at 8 to mug again. I WILL FINISH THE REMAINING SIX CHAPTERS OF PHYSICS IN THE TYS!

ohmann. this is probably the stress-est time i ever had for an examination. even O's wasn't that stressing (that's because i'm kena drilled by the teachers months before the BIG DAY)

GAH!

and i think mum got kinda sad when i said that i'm in jc cuz she wanted me to, when i have a course that i want to pursue in poly and are not scoring fabulously in jc. =x

BLEH.

okay. i'll get through this. somehow or another.

on a brighter note, i'm gonna celebrate Mid-Autumn Festival at night! cuz in my house Fridays are supposedly not allowed to eat meat (cuz my grandparents are Roman Catholics). will have roasted duck! =D

okay. i'm going nuts. approximately 11hrs n 15mins to physics paper.

OHMANN.

0143hrs
1:36 AM

now then i realised mugging too much can make one go totally spasticated. but is there such a word called spasticated? or i've created a new term? OHMANN. that's probably just a spastic part of me working. =x

hasn't been Online for the past few days. somehow i prefered staying offline. hahah. but i still went to the computer regularly. BAH. and the thing i would do is come to my blog, then click Links and then head straight for xiaxue's blog. LOL. for some reason i just kept reading for her blog and even went to read her much much earlier entries. siao eh. i kinda figured nobody in the right mind would be blogging now.

except me. EEEK! and tomorrow's Physics. SUPER EEEK! now complaining to qingjun now. hahah. i think i've got too much chemistry into my brain for the past 2.5 days (i started on chemistry on saturday night). waiching i got too much you in my brain. HAHAH.

ohmann. i'm going really nuts. =x

and yar. yesterday i've played like 5-6 games of Crazy Taxi on my brother's laptop. gonna do that later after blogging. hahah. and watch e 7pm show! :D

AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE STUDYING PHYSICS!

i don't mind doing maths or econs. ohmann. why do i even take physics in the first place?? i shouldnt have been blinded by my b3 for physics during O's (think it's because i did better for Physics than chemistry during o's - i got b4 for chem - that's why i took up physics again. should have like take geography or something? EEKS)

and i tell you, it's damn good to have university students as your friends! especially if they're those VERY clever ones. hahah. qingjun is like giving me some pointers on what to remember for physics. SO NICE! hahah. :D

to qingjun.BOYBOY if you'll be reading this (hopefully that you decided to blog-hop around before this entry disappears after promos cuz i'll probably be blogging loads about all e gatherings that'll take place after promos), THANKS A LOT! even though i'm still feeling wary about tomorrow's paper.

cuz it's like, i mugged damn hard for the past 2.5 days (okay maybe not that hard) plus tons of drilling from my chemistry tutor before i feel quite okay for today's chemistry paper. then physics i din mug that hard (in fact, i only spent one day to finish reading all the notes) and my physics tutor didn't drill as hard (not saying that she's bad. in fact, i think she's good! cuz she gave us pointers to study. HAHAH!)

okay. i've crapped enough. shld stop before i start about maths or econs (heard that mr peh's gonna give us make-up lesson on e eve of econs paper!). and i want to play game! hahah. oh yar ytd night i slept damn late cuz for some reason i can't exactly fall asleep straight away! EEKS.

THREE MORE DAYS!

1258hrs
12:40 PM