ohmannnnnnnnn!!!

i miss POC. it dun feel like it's ONEWEEK since POC! BAH.

it's really a memorable event sia..such as losing my FCS badge in The Legends and leaving my shoebag at BK. LOL. but i do miss e people. fellow zone3 G(6) officers and e Juliets and AGI'06 comm and my instructors! ohmann. i do want to go back to the time when all e groups are performing. HEHEH. the time now one week back we were having the performances lar. yar. and later gonna do e crazy chicken dance. lol!

i realise i do procrastinate alot. hahah. i barely started on chemistry! so i'm kinda glad that at least i'm bombarded with so many chemistry lessons before we were released for study break. if not i wouldn't know what's step-up reaction for now! EWWW.

but well. Organic chemistry is for tmr. tonight is just atoms, molecules and stoichiometry, atomic structure, chemical bonding, redox! hahah. i'm so chem-y. bleh.

dunno whether you'll be reading this anot. (maybe you're too stressed up that you just don't come to blogs anymore after telling me that tonight) dun get too stressed up aye! like i've told many people (and are still telling some people now) and also to e stressed up people out there, life is like a sine curve! stay happy aye!

back to chemistry. ewwwwwwwww.

SMILE everybody! :D

2213hrs
10:06 PM

rational:
-adjective
1. agreeable to reason; reasonable; sensible

2. having or exercising reason, sound judgment, or good sense

3. being in or characterized by full possession of one's reason; sane; lucid

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yeah. i'll remain rational and not do overly-crazy stuff.

that includes talking to you whenever your status is Online.

i'm really puzzled why your MSN nick alone is enough to make me think a lot of things. like how have you been, how are you feeling, what are you doing etc. i just felt that i want to know, and the next thing i know is i've clicked e green little man that represented you and started a conversation in any way possible.

hmm. not feeling emo here, just feeling puzzled and everything. maybe it's because of the economics that i'm trying to stuff into my brain before embarking on oh-so-marvellous Chemistry. it was remarked by somebody today that he nearly died in chemistry. i wonder would i drown or turn inorganic or something from the stack of organic chemistry notes. all e alkanes alkenes arenes halogen deriatives hydoxyl compounds. not to mention chemical bonding atomic structure. ohmann why am i rambling off the chemistry topics now. i should focus on central problems of economics, demand and supply and market failure! and that's economics. ohmann.

perhaps it's e excessive thinking of non-relevant stuff that makes me unable to absorb as much as i wanted to. was like falling asleep while trying to make notes for CPE and after staring at the computer screen for a while i realised i feel slightly more awake. yay.

and i realised that i'm typing in proper english again. no lah lor leh and the significant bah. wow. my state of mind is probably feeling so intelligent that i felt that this sentence is totally rubbish.

be rational.

2323hrs
11:09 PM

somehow i just kept OHMANN-ing over the past few days. things have kinda gotten a bit scandalous for some people. and some stuff has been made known to me, to the extent i just go OHMANN! bah.

can't resist using BAH anyway. LOL.

and feeling kinda up and down n lost. kinda emo! super eeks too.

but on a brighter note, went down to NUS on Wednesday and Thursday! yay. wednesday is with celine huihui zelda qingjun. and thursday is with zelda qingjun. it has been fun at NUS. haaha! and yesterday i met allan sim!!!!!! YEAH. =D so nice to meet him at YIH (Yusof Ishak House). heheh. and the good thing is he still recognizes me! UBER YEAH.

and i totally felt like a student at NUS mann. heh. wore kinda formally on wednesday (tshirt n jeans) and under-dressed ytd (tshirt n boardshorts. LOL). but too bad NUS might not be a choice for me after all. heheh.

today has been kinda boring. woke up at an unearthly hour of SEVEN AM (which is the time that i wanted to wake up at YESTERDAY) and lazed in the bed till eight am. then got myself up and continued on the physics that i didn't finish yesterday. later gonna do some econs before plunging into chemistry full force tmr. BLEH.

stupid zelda suggested me to get qingjun to come all the way up north to teach me physics (cuz i was complaining to her that i need physics tutor cuz i got stumped by a dumb intensity equation for like one hour and i cant find e answers on the internet. BLEAH) when i said that i lazy to go down to NUS again. lol. =x

anyway on Wednesday night (or early thursday morning at the wee hours of 1-2am plus), my online friend told me to be myself. and so i did. continued talking nonsense and senseless stuff sometimes. hahah. who cares mann. i shall do what i like! LOL. not that i'm expecting anything out of it anyway. so i guess the previous entry is just plain emo-ism.

i can't wait for after promos! which is like 7days away from now! yay. gonna meet up with my dearest mummy-shiyun, my dearest weather buddies, darling pj jq, laopa!, AGI'06 comm, VBC and many other people! ; go shopping (so many birthdays coming up!), save up for shopping (birthdays and christmas! =D), watch VCDs (GOONG! and gonna get someone to lend me Prison Break n CSI! yay!) then there's also OCIP (damn them for having meeting right after the last paper! BOO), PW (OHMANNN. enough said), NCOC (need to get my officer accessories!!!) and Ventures! (so many projects coming up! night cycling, kayaking courses, VLC project, retreat and many many more!)

just checked my calendar for after promos and i realised 90% of my weekends are booked! ohmygosh. I WANT TO GO SHOPPING! =(

ohwells. enough of ranting. need to prepare for dinner!! yay. i love cooking. =D

plus! i love 飞轮海 + Hebe's 只对你有感觉!! so nice! =D

飞轮海 + Hebe -只对你有感觉

(飞)无解的眼神 心像海底针
光是猜测 我食欲不振
有点烦人 又有点迷人

(h)浪漫没天份 反应够迟钝
不够谨慎 花挑错颜色
但很矛盾 喜欢你的笨

(飞)微笑 再美 再甜
不是你的 都不特别
(h)眼泪 再苦 再咸
有你安慰 又是晴天
(飞)靠的 再近 再贴
少了拥抱 就算太远
(合)全世界只对你有感觉

(飞)玩的 再疯 再野
你瞪一眼 我就收敛
(h)马路 再宽 再远
只要你牵 就很安全
(飞)我会 又乖 又黏
温柔体贴 绝不敷衍
(合)我只对你有感觉

(飞)体贴却黏人 爱哭却温顺
有时天真 有时很邪恶
对你耍狠 就是舍不得

(h)请吸收养分 让脑袋平衡
要你现身 动作慢吞吞
怎么承认 我非你不可

(飞)微笑 再美 再甜
不是你的 都不特别
(h)眼泪 再苦 再咸
有你安慰 又是晴天
(飞)靠的 再近 再贴
少了拥抱 就算太远
(合)全世界只对你有感觉

(飞)玩的 再疯 再野
你瞪一眼 我就收敛
(h)马路 再宽 再远
只要你牵 就很安全
(飞)我会 又乖 又黏
温柔体贴 绝不敷衍
(合)我只对你有感觉

只对你有感觉 (:

1717hrs

4:32 PM

ytd marks THE END for OTC'06! cheerios! :D

and i love e collage slideshow! heeeee.

anyways. ytd has been a long day, cuz i left e house around 9am plus, and reached home 1am plus, which is like 16hours later. haha! but it has been fun! yay.

met up with AGI comm first at Dhoby Ghaut MRT station and as usual, qingjun's e first to arrive! (this time with celine) heee. then the rest subsequently came and we headed for Mos Burger! we were very loud in the place and the noise probably disrupted some people who were studying there. LOL!

started cam-whoring there and did e boards for the SIs. drew lotsa smiles for junyang. haha! then later hweepeng waicheung came along and i went with them to help hweepeng find small cards to write to her Sierra group. as well as deodorant for waicheung. EWWWW.

later on headed for The Legends at Fort Canning with the both of them. met haoyuan and some other OCTs along e way. climbed the stairs like crazy! zzz. then saw lotsa OCTs there! wheee. ahaha. then headed for e ballroom. saw e officers! haha.

was briefed about the whole sequence and junyang was funny with his 'what am i talking about' (some commented that he's in a good mood. LOL). then sized up and had e dry runs. and i complained about feeling hungry cuz i didnt eat while at Mos Burger cuz i was still feeling full from the morning's breakfast.

at around 5pm plus e whole otc took photos with the instructors. then we ate beehoon inside e ballroom. -.-" then at around 6plus settled down at our tables and the guests started to come in. laopa was late! tsktsk he came in during leovine's valedictorian speech. and leovine's story reminds me of a quote: a good leader is not someone who does the right things, but someone finds the right things to do.

before e speech watched the video with messages from the instructors and photos of us throughout the whole otc course. then went up to receive our certs. then they announced e best trainees (alpha, bravo and overall).

for Alpha, we have leovine and huijun (pronounced liddat and is from Tango)! now leovine owed Juliet 1 treat and AGI comm two treats! heeee. :D

for Bravo, we have waiching and melvin! good job! (:

as for Overall, we have yeanlih and meizhu! (from Hotel). whoa!

and i heard that e Overall Best Trainees' trophies are very nice! it's e pip caps! (issit spelt liddat?) anyway i got take a photo of yeanlih's trophy. can check it out at my yahoo photos page. (:

then had commissioning ceremony. so sad that laopa didnt commission me! bah. it was Zone 5 comm who commissioned me. sighs. and the Chief Surgeon is funny. hee! and i actually cried. and hweepeng took photo of me crying! BAH. one tear fell while we were reciting the Officer Creed. argh.

I am an Officer (Officer Cadet) of the St John Ambulance Brigade.
I will uphold the Motto of the Order,
"For the faith" and "For the service of mankind".
I lead by example
And regard everyone with respect and humility
I must take ownership in all duties
And perform with pride and integrity
I will overcome challenges
With courage and zeal
I will always be faithful
And serve with dignity to the brigade, Sir!

whoa. back when i was memorising the creed before e course day that i was the course i/c, the first line that came into my mind would be on my honour, which is the first line of the Scout Promise. =p

after the commissioning, went upstairs to take photo again, this time with the higher powers (ie Chief Commisioner, Deputy Chief Comm, the ten zone comms and superintendents, GOH and some other officers). cheered and took photos after they left. hee! then it's makan time!

AGI comm gathered and went to give the SIs the boards that we made for them and refused to give them the plastic bags to hold the boards. hee! i think for william is still quite alright, for junyang is jialat cuz got so many smiling faces and it's yellow and he has no car like william! haha. and we took photos! (:

cam-whored loads! took with Juliet! took with many many people! took with Zone 3! (we were like, one, two, THREE! while doing the number three sign. (e ok sign). then Mr Tian's like, shouldnt it be e three fingers in the center? and we said NO! hahaahahahah.)

then Juliet went up to perform! (heard that the GOH requested to see our performance. ha) sang the song that we wrote on the day itself (we are efficient alright!). anyway it's to the tune of a National Day song very long long time ago. forgot e title le. :P

There was a time when SIs said that OCTs can't make it
But we did (we did exaggerated YESSSSSSS! gesture and whole otc cheered)
There was a time when triage seems too much for us to take it
But we did
We build our cleaning squad
Strong and clean (we did e 洗刷刷 cheer then yongsheng diamed us)
Reaching out together
For pips and collar pins (then gave e presents to e mdms)

This is my Juliet
This is me
Those are my future
That's what we want
This is my family
These are my friends
(We are officers, St John officers) x2

when we sang e third line, we pointed at e officers. hee. anyway i think it's a great performance. good job Juliet! :D

then November performed. after that the guests left and we all went forward to watch e performances! we cheered and sang and went totally crazy!!! hahaha. took photos again! szesing's Mickey Mouse gloves started to circulate around and even the SIs wore it and took photo! lol! and we captured photos of junyang smiling! lol. even Mr Tan told him to smile. (:

anyway earlier on melvin peijun talked some nonsense about BAH. so irritating. and the whole table (a mix of Hotel and Oscar people) heard it lor. eeeeks. it's not as though i can do anything if he's lonely right. =x then when i was taking photo, even laopa told us to stand closer. =x

then e finale is by Oscar! irritating weikeat described it as some Russian (or Romanian?) toad dance and it was actually chicken dance. LOL! but we danced like crazy. ahah. choonkeong and i were spinning around at topmost speed lar. haah. and bambang tot i'm gonna like hypervent or sth. ha.

then Oscar got chuwen to demostrate e retarded version of chicken dance. chao funny! anyway i've linked e video of Oscar dancing here. haha!

then after that is cam-whoring again and e instructors made e whole atmosphere kinda unglam by gathering us to return e mess tins. lol! then Alpha went up to take pics again and Bravo had a talk! got changed. then took photos with daniel and aeron.sir. after that asked aeron.sir whether he's really e footdrill judge for 2004 zone 3 zone comp. but he cant remember. n he kicked my bag! SO MEAN! so i tried kicking back and he kicked me again. bah. (anyway the officers are chasing us out. bah)

and then i realised i lost my FCS (Frank Cooper Sands) gold badge. BAH! ran back to check (aeron.sir scolded me. bah) so sad!

then headed for Plaza Singapura with celine zelda leovine qingjun. settled down at Burger King and talked about stuffs. leovine treated us to drinks and fries. yay. haha. then we left and me celine qingjun cabbed home together. and qingjun said about going over to nus library to mug. sounds good! ha.

then it was till after celine alighted then i realised i left my shoe bag at Burger King. =x

anyway went to get it back today. heh. and i met my youngest cousin (maternal side) today! (cuz my aunt is working at London currently and she came back for a short while) sooooooo cute! and his eyelashes are damn long. think it's longer than zijie's. wow. cant post the photos here cuz this comp doesnt have e software for my phone. BAH.

through this OTC, i've learnt many new things and gained many experiences. like being in the AGI comm and mind you, AGI is a national event okay! it's awesome and amazing that this year is being planned by us OCTs! like what william (and maybe junyang) said, we can proudly tell everyone that we're e first batch to plan AGI! and we did a good job! :D

and also being e course i/c, even though that day is examination day. ahah! but i had a taste of how stressful an overall i/c can be bah. i was like kept telling them to keep quiet lar. =x then oso learnt new stuff from fellow Juliets! we're like such an amazing team, cuz we're damn quiet, yet we can do things well! :D

now that POC has ended.. it's time to focus on promos! bah. anyway we gonna meet up three sundays later (ie 15 october) to get our certs! wheeeeeee. :D

i'll miss OTC '06. i'll miss Juliet'006. i'll miss AGI'06 comm. i'll miss Alpha'06!

sighs.

i'll miss you

1957hrs
6:17 PM

i feel dumb. really dumb. it's as though i'm the biggest idiot you can ever find.

first i lost my FCS badge during e POC.

and then i left my shoe bag in Burger King (should be). i'm praying hard that i'll find it.

as for FCS badge, i think it's really a goner le lar. i mean, they left it there, should be they just take it and throw it away bah. it's not as though e employees are scouts like that.

i'm just dumb. really dumb.

as for you..

i guess you can count it as ended after the POC bah. i doubt we'll be meeting up. i'm sorta crossing my fingers about it.

sigh.

0232hrs
2:27 AM

Tension - Our Story

在你左右 还能多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手 不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼淚流
我必须要走 要记得

我们的故事真难忘
有太多回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘分会继续

一定会继续

在你左右 还能多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手 不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼淚流
我必须要走 要记得

我们的故事真难忘
有太多回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘分会继续

我知道你寂寞
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获
你愿意耐心等候

我们的故事真难忘
有太多回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘分会继续

让我们一起演完

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i like this song. really nice. and rather apt for POC. haha. i'm getting ready for POC. lol.

and for one thing. you really can't judge a person by how he/she looks. it's really deceiving.

1427hrs
2:10 PM

this is kinda strange.

i'm actually amusing myself by just e personal message on msn.

sia lah!

but it's kinda interesting to see anyway.

i'm getting out of hand.

EWWW!

1935hrs
7:33 PM

i'm feeling so high now. i'm totally grinning from ear to ear!!! wahahhahaa. it has been an amazing day (especially e evening). so wonderful!

i love sjab! i love otc! i love agi comm! i love e andersonians! YAY!

so rocking. hehh. i think i'm gonna cry like mad on poc. =(

on e another note, tmr's badger comp. and we hafta report at 0830hrs. BAH.

and i just burnt a hole in my culotte while trying to iron it. =x



but no worries. I GOT SPARE! =D

oh mann. i'm just so hyper now. LALA~!!!

okay need to go catch some beauty sleep. unlike some siao gin nas who decided to go mug for e whole night. SIAO AH!

:D

2347hrs
11:43 PM

when i saw you on Tuesday morning, i was shocked. really shocked. till now i'm still thinking that something must have gone really wrong to make you go through such change. it's so... un-you. till now i still feel strange seeing you around sporting that new hairstyle. and today i just went up and told you that it makes me think of a porcupine.

seeing you with that new change makes me feel something familiar has gone. and replacing that is someone whom i don't know about. not a single bit at all. anyway in the first place i don't think i've known anything real about you. it's all superficial.

perhaps the change is a sign that i should just move on, and not moping around the same spot as though something will happen. after so many things, i've came to realise that things only happen when i least expect it.

most importantly, i'm not even sure whether i do like you, or just a passing crush that will fade away in time. i do hope that it's the latter, cuz i don't think i've ever truely liked a person. and my meaning of truely liking a person means i know the person very well, and yet i still can't help myself but to like him.

you're nowhere near. and you probably never would.

酸酸的空气 嗅出我们的距离

1734hrs
5:23 PM

周杰倫 - 枫

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影
我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景
总在回忆里才看得清

被伤痛的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来在秋末的眼淚
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
随着北风凋零 我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地 深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

1801hrs
5:19 PM

back from camp!

although i've got e pre-camp jittery, time at camp seems to have fly by really quickly! cuz today during debrief with e course chairman (Mr Tan YP), camp commandant (aeron.kwek sir), deputy camp commandant (chuiyee.mdm) and secretary (huiling.mdm), i was thinking about the past few days and wondered how come it ended so quickly. lol.

on friday went to hq with weikeat (from Oscar) together cuz his block is just a road across from my block. took bus instead of mrt cuz he got bus concession n it would cost him 2bucks if we take train. doinks. and e funny thing is that when e bus was reaching e bus-stop opposite khatib mrt station (which is e next stop after we boarded e bus), he said we can go take train if i really want to. o.O didn't do it in e end. ha.

took 855 n changed to 980 at e bus-stop in front of Pierce Secondary School (his secondary school). n that guy is really steady lar, cuz he went out to buy breakfast at Mr Bean twice after we're supposed to report (once is for himself and the other time is for yeanlih).

met up with the Juliet people and leovine's saying e guys vs girls thingy again. O.o did all e admin stuff, chatted with different groups of people before the bus actually arrived. before that saw junyang in casual attire at the back of the hall and dunno who commented that those tshirts with a BIG nike logo are fake (cuz junyang's wearing such tshirt). hah.

it was in e buses when we see that Alpha division has soooo much more people going for e camp as compared to the Bravo division. lol.

anyway, Juliet's trainer is a Zone 2 paramedic! =D his name is jeffery but got himself a muslim name cuz all the other trainers are malay. LOL.

as usual, did ice-breakers which is damn fun (e Aye Aye Captain! game). set objectives etc. and e Juliet people said leovine looks like a Thai Construction Worker, aka TCW! so when i suan him i'll say he's TCW RIP (Rich Indonesian Playboy) and MINDS. hahaahh. =D then crystal's called e Penguin. dunno why but she's enjoying it. hahah. we even had e Penguin Dance! =DDD

after that had lunch and then games. did SOC (Standard Obstacle Course), raft-building, team-building games and learning how to read maps and how to use compass for e next day's expedition. (we're hiking! bahhh.) after that is dinner, song session (where yeanlih did e super fast I got peace by the river and one of e campfire emcees calls him Mr Yellow cuz he wore yellow tshirt. hah), candlefight (to get your candle lit to your opponent's base and try to break a piece of rafia string into two by burning it. Alpha division all attacked Oscar. hah!), supper, debrief, shower and then sleep!

one thing to note is that got two trainers who are damn funny. one is called rin and e other's got e nickname longpin. hah. you should really see how they got against each other by doing cheers (Alpha vs Bravo).

after showering chatted with the agi comm people. hee. then we gathered for AAR again. chatted until 12.30am. slept on e floor cuz no place for me to sleep on e bunks. then e first firedrill (codenamed Blue Eagle, cuz apparently the CC (should be camp commandant) and e DCC like blue and eagle (dunno who likes which one) and thus e derivation of such codename) came at around 1.20am. then had 3 triages in a row, with e third triage being cut halfway through e operation cuz another group which is camping at e same site is complaining (they are a bunch of chinese scholars from what i've heard). so went to sleep again at around 5 n woke up at 6.

highlight of e second day is e land expedition. planned e routes and then presented to aeron.sir chuiyee.mdm mimi (e camp chief) our plan. but need to redo. bahhh. and some of e Juliet people got stunned when we heard that other than our instructor huishi, junyang is joining us too! OMG.

took group photo (with e instructors) in front of e signboard of Sarimbun Scout Camp and we emphasized on e point SMILE! haha. this is something that e whole OTC'06 knows. =D in fact, me crystal are like on e constant lookout for e smiles and got amused by some of his movements. hahhahahaah!

hiked to Perahu Road, goat farm, frog farm, somewhere near e Lim Chu Kang Coast Guard office and Kranji Dam (where we missed a road that could allow us to get there faster from e frog farm). surprisingly i didn't feel very tired after all, though i was stoning when we were discussing how to suspend 14 nails on a single nail at e goat farm.

then choonkeong yongsheng kept leading e cheers throughout e trip and haoyuan's e super zai one who can just read off e map how to get to e checkpoints, though junyang said that we had gone around 2-3 big loops to get to e checkpoints. (when we were walking to Kranji Dam)

but well, while on e way to e Kranji Dam, e view at near e Kranji something center (think is some transmitting signals place) is pretty. e clouds and sky are so nice! and some of us ran, cuz junyang ran. and he ran cuz he went o.O and got some stuff wrong. haha. he always have e blur/expressionless look. HAHA!

then when we were reaching e camp, leovine suddenly had cramp at his right leg and we carried him back while singing e modified version of When the Saints go marching in (we changed Saints to Juliet). sang all e way till we reached the MPH (Multi-Purpose Hall) and we then found out that it was just a fake alarm. BOO.

then prepared for campfire. my group's item is really very last-minute and again it was prepared by leovine. it was some insiprational stuff where we stick some stickers on e people that we appreciate during otc and then we sang a song. but e song is not bad. heh.

anyway campfire is fun. hahah. though one of e emcees came and asked me for my name, group, school and whether i'm attached anot. i said no and she said to weihao that he got chance (cuz he cheered when i said i'm from SAJC). o.O

then we did this crazy chicken dance that went super freaking fast and we got e SIs (Senior Instructors) to go down and dance! it was really amusing to see junyang hweepeng do e second part of e chicken dance where two people would hook arms and then go round n round, cuz junyang's like hopping liddat. HAHA!

it was also amusing to see Mr Tan, Mr Tian (our GOH) trying to do e I got peace by the river. lol! n i saw a very nice smile after e song. ((:

Juliet was e last to perform and when we (e entire otc) were sticking stickers, went to hug loads of people. heh! n gave stickers to some of e instructors. and guess what, Juliet got FIRST for e campfire night item!!!!! xD

after everything (+ showering), Alpha went to meet up with junyang and he got e blur look again. ahahahah. then we are supposed to write an one-page long essay for him to sell ourselves to him that he would pass us for otc. i think i wrote total gibberish for e second part cuz i was really tired. bah.

then today had a run that went kinda far (junyang's crazy mann!) and a short telematch. then did area cleaning and a very long debrief cuz the CC and DCC and e others wanna noe our feedback for e camp. it rained heavily and during e 10mins break took pictures! and peijun told me a girl in Hotel is asking waicheung about his past relationships. O.o

took e bus that's holding Bravo cuz it will stop by Bishan. (and Jurong East). was kinda noisy when we were leaving e camp cuz got a lot of people. (53 people in a bus that can only seat 45 ppl n e driver seems to know one e higher ranked officers in sjab)

lunched with peijun celine jiaqing at Pastamania n then headed home. saw e doctor and i'm given ONE-DAY MC!!! but dunno whether my mum would let me use anot. *sulks.

anyway, i think this camp is really not bad cuz it's fun! and i get to see what i want to see. yeah! though i was told i'm crazy to be thinking of that. lol.

n seriously, i don't mind being an instructor for OTC. hah.

next up is Badger Comp which will take place in e upcoming saturday and then it's POC! yeah.

i love Juliet! =D

your smiles make me happy (:

2008hrs
7:20 PM

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK

camp again. this time i'm e trainee and not e trainer. major BOOS.

but on e bright side, it's ADVENTURE CAMP!!! i love adventure camps. cuz we get to be totally physical and gets drained at e end of e day! not to mention we get to see pretty stars n i think it's full moon soon! :D

but on e sad side, that means my holiday is totally gone! n i havent even start studying my physics yet! goodnessssss. =x

but on e bright side - again - i get to see fellow otc trainees! yay! too bad agi comm is not in e same group. if not we surely would have lotsa fun! wheeeee~

i'm feeling mixed feelings towards this camp mann. it's all e before-camp-jittery that i always have, be it asjab camp, selection camps, obs etc. perhaps it's e not-knowing what's ahead for us that's making me feel that way bah. yupp.

well, i'll get to meet e scout trainer. heh. and some other people. haha! i think something is wrong with my brain mann. it will end after 23sept bah. yeah.

meanwhile, i shall just indulge. *grins.

you're just a fragment in my memory

2208hrs
10:00 PM

after seeing celine's blog, i felt that i didn't blog enough, and i didnt say my thanks to e people that have made AGI'06 possible. (:

first and foremost, to my group Juliet! i've taken up e job as carpark management i/c at a very late stage of the planning process and i think i kinda sucked in briefing e people (problems kept popping up during e process), my group still did a great job! like what celine said, at least nobody kena knocked down by e cars. ((:

next is to e committee:

leovine (RIP cum MINDS. =D): during e meetings you always seems kinda quiet, other than e times you're trying to get us back into focus. i guess you're listening all around first before making your opinions. though you never fails to amuse me with your cap (which i think is your thinking cap. haha!), i would say you're a good chairman! calm as always regardless of whatever that is happening.

melvin: the dedicated vice-chairman who got so stressed when the chairman is not around! but it's a good job done nevertheless. cheers! then outside work wise.. hehe. =D

huihui: i have never seen your minutes before, but i think it would be better than e minutes that i've done. ha. dunno why you like to draw so many smiley faces on e papers. to cheer you up in e midst of doing the minutes perhaps? now that agi is over you're free from doing e minutes! yay! (:

qingjun (sierra. usher and audience control): old man who looks like a jc boy more than e current army boy. hah. didn't know you were once a Course I/C during the course! hahh. poor thing did a one-man show on e actual day. wanna complain about one of your groupmates mann~! oh well. anyway hope your ears didnt get damaged from blasting e 2 walkie-talkies. and sleep well dude!

yeanlih (tango. parade. e current army boy): sometimes you act like a father! must be because of your looks. hahha. but you suan people like a little kid mann. hah. it's interesting to see you and celine bickering when you teased her. hahh. and i wonder if you get any darker after standing under the hot sun for so long marking out the parade area for the contingents. it's amazing that you and your group didnt collapse as easily as the contingents who only stood there for less than an hour. *salutes!

peijun (oscar. pre-parade): hey auntie! we got into the committee so late together! hehe. telepathy mann. =D can see that you got really stressed out cuz pre-parade is a new segment implemented only this year. but i think it got a good feedback. weikeat's so loud and e audience's reaction is kinda good! cheerios!

celine (hotel. prize presentation): darling 4th man! heh. the design for e booklet this year is so much colourful and better than e previous years. last yr's booklet just reminds me of tys. surely you would have done a great job trying to fix everything in e midst of many other stuff that you have commitment in. and e kwek sian shit thingy is just a matter of illegible handwriting when the person give you e list. blame e person who give you the list! *grins!

zelda (november. logistics): loggy! one of e most saikang jobs cuz need to go to hq to pack things earlier and then go back to hq again to unpack/unload e stuff. you probably have worked your guts out trying to get everything that we need. like the walkie-talkies! well-done loggy! =D

other than e committee, there's also e officers! i sound so political mann, cuz i dunno what did huishi.mdm did for weihao (e one i take over e job from) before i took over. i suppose there're useful comments, cuz i just only need to edit a bit of e arrangement that has been planned earlier. and it's amazing that the so many walkie-talkies appeared out of nowhere despite the fact that the logistics are unable to find anymore walkie-talkies for us (ie me celine peijun zelda). i wonder if the SIs (Senior Instructors, ie junyang.sir william.sir) did some magic or sth. ahahahah. and there's e nice Mr Tan Y.P who treated us to soyabean milk + pancake on e first meeting that i went! hah.

now that e AGI is over (there's still AAR tomorrow. oh well), e camp and badger comp is coming up! super ohmygosh lar. cuz this coming weekend is camp, then next sat is badger comp and then e following sat is POC already!!!!!!! oh mann.

and then after the exams are ventures stuff. someone please tell me whether i should pursue NYAA or VTS! argh.

2313hrs

p.s. i saw kazhua (weekeong) today! and shanhong! haha. =D
10:19 PM

came back from ncoc camp a few hours ago. kinda fun. hah. though i was away for e majority of e second day cuz of AGI. bah.

and AGI was not bad lar, except for e last part which i really think that it's screwed up. it's so chaotic that e officers had to step in and another officer, ie junyang.sir (think so), was shouting to those officers dun take charge cuz they're under e OCTs.

n it was AGI that i realised some of the cadets are really not up to standard and makes me wanna shout at them. other than e usual stuff such as wearing a jacket over their full brigade, there're cadets who wore shoes when they're wearing full brigade and e most absurd thing is that there's a female cadet from zone9 who wore a yellow tshirt inside her full brigade! if i'm not wrong, simon.sir did ask her to take out e yellow tshirt, but she still wore it when i saw her after e whole parade.

it was tiring too, cuz for e stretch of road right in front the main entrance, it was rocky and makes my feet ache after walking up and down. and i was walking all over e stadium and only officially ended work at around 7pm plus. BAH. and i got this headache. =x n i got emotional. bah.

anyway e stuff after e AGI was okay lar. haha. first time e whole committee gathered together and had a meal together. lol. leovine's as BHB as always, qingjun as tired as always and huihui melvin as *ahem* as always (she's got her pre-army boy, pre-pre army boy and post-army boy! ha). and there's something *ahem*y about yeanlih e current army boy and *ahem*. hahahahahh. shant say in case she'll whack me. LOL.

waited for a long time for 853 to come along with peijun to get to Yishun and then get a ride on esheng.sir's car to join back e hiking people in ncoc (they've only reached e mid-point at e time they're supposed to reach back to e campsite). me and peijun become e water girls. hahah.

reached campsite at around 1am plus. i bet it's e first time they had a midnight hike. but midnight hikes are kinda fun u noe. heheh. at least there's not as much human traffic. me and peijun showered and went to sleep after e debrief for e cadets had ended. slept until 9 in e morning.

then did some cleaning up and learned about ronney (SJI current CSM) being called as ronney mdm. and i said he could go to SJC (St Joseph's Convent) instead. HEH. =D

chatted with some people and had an overall debrief. then got ronney to do pole dancing. WHAHHA. and weishen's so AS (Attention Seeking) cann. haha. my group Boronic is not bad too! just that some of them needs more improvements. yupp.

i think something is wrong with me. if not i wouldnt have thought of things that seems kinda ridiculous. hah. we shall see how it would become mann. =x

1658hrs
4:19 PM

currently blogging from sembawang at yishun town secondary school during ncoc camp. heh. and papa.derek is saying we're a bunch of siao officers who stay up until e wee hours in the morning (me peijun gina hweepeng yeening choonkeong venod). WAHHAHAHAH.

though i did sleep for a while just now while doing maths. lol. quite awake now. hehehehe. though i think later during agi i might just a bit tired. hehehehe. :D

anyway. had a weird dream last night (friday night). somehow i just ended up in the northpole and i managed to get back to singapore but e rest cant. and when they finally turned up 6mths later, i realised when i see him, i would really get very emotional and everything.

siao. i'm really siao mann. for e whole day yesterday i can seriously say that i didnt think of him. really. SIGH.

and papa.derek yuxia were saying that we're a bunch of crazy officers. :D

and we celebrated papa.derek's birthday yesterday! yay.

okay shall sign off now. i'm feeling kinda mixed now. =x

0255hrs
2:50 AM

wanted to get a dance-themed blogskin but cant find a nice one (okay i've found nice ones but not e types i want. LOL). cuz i'm totally impressed with the dances ytd during the Teachers' Day concert 2006: InSaintly Grateful.

seriously, i think sa got a hell lot of good dancers lar. it's like, out of the 8 concert items, 5 are dances! and the dance MYSELF by glen lijian chuankai john totally rocked! e moves are so in sync with the song and so WOW! too bad i didn't video the full length of the dance due to some technical error. BAH. but it's really GREAT! :D

and as usual, Dance Society put up a good performance. wahehehehe.

seeing the councillors dance make me wanna join council cuz can dance a lot of dances! i love the times when we practiced the dances outside council room. like the Freestyler dance that i've danced on the stage for ACES Day since sec1 (mdm lim picked me to go up! :D). and there's oso In Your Eyes, Rhythm Of The Night (for peer leaders) and Lose My Breath. awww i love to dance! :D

chionged back to Anderson after giving the teachers the presents with mychelle. saw many ex-Andersonians (mainly my batch), but a lot has left cuz e concert has already ended. and that makes me miss the times in Anderson. AWWW. i'm feeling so nostalgic lately. and i was like keep doing some dance steps as me peijun rachel.koh qiaowei jiaqing headed for Junction8 for lunch.

and peijun met her friends at Junction8. kinda scandalous for her mann. HAHA. dun whack me when u see this okay? :P

i think i did a good job yesterday. like being not so bothered. just hung around, said a few words and then leave. even though you left first, without saying a goodbye.

i just have this feeling that when we gathered again after the promos to start work, things would not be like how it was in june-july. back then everything is still so innocent and we could just say anything we want and i would not have to think twice about what to say.

1037hrs
10:19 AM