i've been watching My Lovely Samsoon dvd for like the past few nights since Monday (and last Friday i think). it started out with 2 episodes on Monday night, then yesterday night n tonight i chiong-ed like 3 episodes lar. siao lang. lol. i was tempted to watch 2 more episodes, and then i'll finally stop at around 11.30pm. even more siao lang. o.O

and when i came back to the computer, i realised i'm supposed to have an online meeting with my committee in OCIP Thailand. they probably think that i'm watching Singapore Idol. =x only 3 were present chatting. and they managed to complete e discussion! wow. and they probably think that i'm so not enthu cuz i didn't get into the committee of my choices (ie either logistics or publicity, which are my top 2 choices respectively, and social/cultural was the unnamed third choice. then i think glen wanted to get into social/cultural but he got into publicity instead. OH WELL), cuz it's like so far i've only attended e very first meeting when we chose the expedition and deputy expedition leader and got divided into our respectively committees. i didnt go for the first general meeting cuz i got Learning Journey (which actually ended kinda early. =P). and there was supposed to be 2 bonding sessions, but all were cancelled. then the next time we gonna meet would be next Wednesday, cuz it's a complsory thingy made by the teachers. =x

and then another thing is, we're supposed to like come up with a dance and seriously, I CAN'T DANCE! as in, i can't CHEREOGRAPH a dance. i tried doing that like 4 years ago, when i was in sec1, for december sjab camp, and i chickened out the last minute and let my seniors (e sec2s back then) to chereograph a dance for our group. =x so don't ask me to do a dance. i'm better at following how to dance.

so yar, i feel so anti-social in sa nowadays. it's like everybody has their own cliques and i just hang around outside e cliques. think it's because i've been pushing myself away from them for the past few weeks, just because i wanna see someone who doesn't worth me forsaking all the stuff that i should have treasured more. now it's like, i find it kinda like a chore and it tires me out trying to appear all over the school like some stupid idiot. seriously, you don't worth it. cuz it's like, i would see you chatting and laughing with someone else and then i'll get upset and it's totally no point at all. you're probably some idiot that wouldn't understand how girls think till a million years later. i curse you to make a fool of yourself when you go for dance class this saturday. or better still, screw up the performance tomorrow.

and then will it do me any good? no good at all. so what's the point of cursing you? it probably just makes me think of you more. ah crap. just get out of my life until promos are over, then i shall think about how to deal with you for the rest of the year, since it would be inevitable for me seeing you after the promos. the calendar is so packed with activities and i would probably hafta see you like more than thrice a week for all the stuff. ARGH.

i'm rambling away like some idiot again. oh well. better than keeping everthing inside yar? cuz i figured you would never find this blog at all. WAHHAHAHAH. if you found it..SO WHAT? what are you going to do about it? come and look for me next morning and whack me on the head and call me stupid or sth? but well, at least you would not be online tonight cuz you need to STUDY! hahahah. sa teachers are crazy. TEST AFETR TEACHERS' DAY CELEBRATION? are you desperate for some extra year-end bonus or sth issit? or you simply detest ____ and refuses to go for the reception for the teachers? then tell the councillors lar. they so poor thing hafta serve you all at the reception you know.

suddenly i feel so glad that i didn't run for council. otherwise i think i would drop dead anytime soon. so SAIKANG WARRIOR! roars.

oh well. think i've rambled enough. i'm running out of vocabulary for me to rant about. wahhahs. i think i got too high after watching the My Lovely Samsoon. it's so hilarious! xD hyunbin is so cute. so kiddish sometimes. and make me envy samsoon sooooooooo much! then i'll be like saying i want a boyfriend! cuz i'm sooooo deprived mann. hahah. or i shld just be contented seeing this sas boy who boards the 6.28am train (ie arrives at Khatib MRT station at 6.28am) at Yio Chu Kang and takes all the way to Dhoby Ghaut and then change to NEL to Potong Pasir! he's sooooo good-looking mann. hahahha. it would be even better if he's a sec5 boy. ohmygosh i really sound desperate mann. so maybe i should be contented by just looking at the good-looking boys and pretty girls. it's not like i would get as lucky as samsoon anyway. so! know my limits. =D

okay okay this just have to end. on a happy note, tmr's the last day of school! YAY.

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