i'm very tired. BAH.

went for OCIP selection camp on Friday, which started at 5pm, till Saturday, which ended at around 8pm. SIAO MANN. reached home only at around 9pm plus liddat lo. then e next day, which is today, still got theory examination and MOI. .________.

but i think the camp is quite interesting, with activities that seem really familiar, but they're done in an entirely new way. like e rafia string game. during the station games on saturday morning. and the firedrills in the wee hours of the morning. i'm really impressed with the way they did it, cuz i think by doing that way it would be more effective, better than doing 2 at one go.

and the trek to Bishan Park after the second firedrill at around 4am plus. it's damn crazy!! just like the picking of green/red/brown beans and/or barley at the patch of grass near the long jump pit, which we did at around 10pm plus on friday.

most importantly, it would be the endurance run, which is the last activity of the camp, starting at around 4pm plus to 6pm plus. ran for 1HOUR, 12MINUTES, 7SECONDS. think i ran about 20rounds around the 3rd/4th lane lo. and got some ppl like linze who ran damn fast lar. think he ran past me along with eliza for like 5times? and that was towards the end of the run lo. AMAZING.

oh yar, there's also the cleaning of the cafe, which is also really crazy, cuz we're supposed to clean the cafe and boy, the cafe's really dirty! we washed away like 3nests of ants or sth! ewws. =x

overall i think my group (aka group1) is not exactly that good. got some people who can be like really scared of doing certain things without evening trying lar. bleah.

the irritating thing is that, when i woke up this morning i got muscle aches all over my body. GAH. and yet i'm the Course I/C for the day.

but i think i really screwed up while doing Course I/C today. like i mindblock and ended up not reciting the last 2 lines of the Officer Creed and i forgot the command for opening up of ranks.

think i screwed up my theory and MOI mann. my MOI is like the dullest of them all lo.

sigh. i'm feeling damn tired now. maybe it's because i'm out for too long and thought of too much stuff.

and regarding you, i think i should just let things run its natural course bahh. can't force things to happen. and it's not like i wouldn't get to see you anymore.

where'd you go
i miss you so

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