to xiaoxuan leesi nathalie:

i love you girls.

i really do.

thanks for listening to all my nonsense and advising me for many stuffs and everything else. i know i should really put him behind le, cuz he is someone that i shouldnt be too concerned about.

and i enjoyed myself when i go mugging with you all, though i'm the least productive of the four. hehs.

let's go for Breeks after the midyears! (:

2014hrs
8:07 PM

today marks my first day of school. hehes.

felt kinda strange after i entered the school compound via the SAV bridge. maybe it's because i didn't wear the uniform for ages. (i spent quite some time adjusting my uniform at home) or maybe it's because a lot of things have happened during the past 1 mth and some things just ain't the same anymore.

or maybe it's because i spent the majority of my holidays hanging out with people outside SA, such as my Aquila Ventures buddies. we practically hang out every week cann. hehs. and i was telling some of my classmates that i've lost my touch of sa after assembly. haas.

after assembly went to look for minqi to pass her the AV handbooks for those who need to study for the World Scout Badge Test that will take place for some on the coming Thursday. then that nehneh shaun said i look weird in SA uniform! grrs.

had lessons as per normal. i find myself to understand the subjects slightly better, especially chemistry! maybe it's because it's the subject that i studied the most during the holidays. ha. and Mrs Loi's pregnant! xiaoxuan's so spot-on sia. hehes. =D

and as usual, the maths lecturer has gone crazy. she was laming as though she's been holding back the lameness for the past 1mth. i don't see the link about the 男女男, or 女男女 thingy that she was saying lar. (she was saying that the guys shouldnt sit between girls and vice versa) think she's just plain jealous that nobody's sitting beside her. LOL.

school ended after the chemistry tutorial (this week don't have H1 subject lessons). finally get to drink the hot teh tarik! whee. then left the school with xiaoxuan nathalie zhenyew maurice lester yongwei jason. but the last 2 guys didn't go with us to Kovan to get the cake for liting.

and yar, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LITING! whees. (:

something funny happened at Kovan. but i think shouldnt say so much about it, later the parties involved got unhappy. HEHES.

then this time get to eat a bigger portion of the cake, cuz some left the school already, while some were hanging out with other people that they didnt come and eat the cake. hee.

some said i've gone nuts. ha. and my buddies find my latest pet phrases rather amusing. NNP nehneh. HEH.

after clearing up, found some clean tables in the cafe and sat with nathalie xiaoxuan to study. but we spent e first 2 hrs like gossiping/bitching about many things. hehs. finally settled down to study at arnd 4pm plus and i napped for like the last 10-15 mins before i woke up and headed home. (nathalie got House Comm meeting and xiaoxuan got Student Council Commendation practice)

looking back at the past 4weeks, i find that it has been very fulfilling for me bahh, though i didnt achieve much studying. hehs. get to know a new bunch of friends whom i really treasure now. and i've sorta got myself to put some stuffs behind. i would rather start the new semester free and easy. i don't want to think so much for now.

生命不该为了没有理由的理由而失控

1947hrs
7:35 PM

1.Do the following WITHOUT complains.
2.Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: ZHIHENG

Favourites

favourite colour: currently green
favourite food: muahchee rojak duckrice charsiew seafood!
favourite song: Jay Chou - 枫
favourite movie: currently Almost Love
favourite sport: cycling/running
favourite day of the week: friday
favourite season: summer/autumn
favourite ice-cream: haagen dazs chocolate chocolate chip/mochi double sesame

Currents

current mood: tired/full
current taste: apple juice
current clothes: t-shirt pe shorts
current deskstop: FF7 Advent Children
current toenail: what talking you.
current time: 9.21pm
current surroundings: balcony (enclosed)
current annoyances: nope.
current thoughts: i want new jeans!

First

first best friends: feline
crush: think is some boy when i was K2.
first movie: can't remember
first lie: same as above
first music: some chinese oldies

Lasts

last cigarette: never smoked
last drink: apple juice
last car ride: 2 weeks ago i think.
last crush: i'm still friends with him, so shall not reveal.
last movie: Almost Love
last phone call: mum
last CD played: a CD that i've burned

Have you ever

have you ever dated your best friend: nope
have you ever broken the law: like duh.
have you ever been arrested: neh.
have you ever skinny-dipped: NO!
have you been on tv: yepp. ((:
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nopes

things you are wearing: tshirt shorts underwear spectacles
things you done today: gone to HQ for second day of OTC and nearly lost my wallet.
things you can hear right now: TV

1thing you do when you are bored: stare into space

*
hmm. i guess i'm obliged to do the tag first yar. heh.

another Sunday dedicated to the HQ. oh well. but this time no SMSes in the early morning that brightened up my day. LOL. i shld feel satisfied that such thing did happen. =P

hafta get new shoulder flash cuz my instructor said mine looked old. that means i hafta go down to HQ again tmr to get it. EEKS! i'm going HQ THREE DAYS in a row! @(#*^#&%^$#

the lectures in the morning were quite boring, and i dozed off for a couple of times during the first two lectures. ahhh. the lectures after lunch was slightly better. hehes. cuz it's my turn to wake the others in my group who fell asleep. (:

and i got away lucky not tio-ing Group I/C. and i'm praying hard that i won't tio Group I/C or Course I/C for the next next course day.

and yar, after seeing the Oscar Group I/C for so many times today, suddenly feel that he don't look as attractive as we first seen him last week. heh. but he looked a bit like vincent when he put his beret on. and peijun said he like got attitude liddat, just because he's from Peirce Secondary School. opps.

then went to Golden Mile to have dinner with peijun jiaqing. and i left my wallet behind. only realised it when we were at the MRT station. chiong-ed all the way back. luckily got this maid who saw a cleaning auntie took my wallet away. so i started hunting down the cleaning aunties. i saw gina jiang.junyang and a couple of other officers when i was talking to some of the cleaning aunties. finally found the one and she was like saying, want treat me to coffee? and i didn't take your money hor. -.- but gave her 2 bucks in the end. better than losing everything else right?

now i think Golden Mile is really a blessed place for me. haha. i left my wallet inside the toilet 3 years back and it was recovered, though the money was gone. and now this. HEHE! and peijun jiaqing said that mervyn (officer) saw them go into the police post. HAHA.

and then headed home.

anyway, good luck to all those starting their midyrs/block tests tomorrow!! (:

it's time to take some reality check

2139hrs
9:16 PM

@#*^&#@

eeks.

i think i'm heading straight down for the minimum point of the sine curve. things are SO not happening in my liking, or at least smoothly.

firstly is the interview/test for those not invested in Aquila Ventures yet. got this freaking guy who just REFUSES to reply me in any way. i feel like shouting WTF to him already cann. and got another girl who's always MIA. i cant contact her in any way! and i hafta submit the contacts list to e ALs le. ><>that and i've actually done it. goodness! =x

nono. i'm NOT thinking of it anymore. EEEEEEEEK!

anyways. went to our dearest VBC President shaun's house yesterday! the main objective is to study, which xinle jieije said if we don't study she'll find some cane and whack us. HAHA! but all of us got attracted to the tv screen in e end. =D

and DON'T force me to watch the gory parts. NO! i can see how the person dies, but not the final product please. during Final Destination 2 i got see how the woman struggled as her head got stuck in the lift cann. just that i cant watch how her head disconnected with her body. it's so bloody. ><

bryant's like WATCH LEH. xinle even tried to get me back to facing the tv and charissa's like, why you dont watch? :P

and shaun's an interesting host. when we said we wanna cook, he said yay can mess up the kitchen. you got see other hosts saying that ma??? HEE.

at his house got a hamster which is so FAT and cute!!! hee. i kinda enjoyed it nibbing my fingers when i was holding it in my hand. SO CUTE cann! haaa. shaun said it's called hamham but charissa calls it little basketball. cuz it's so round! hee.

then later on, bryant left for a campfire and First Lady cassandra joined us. hee. and after talking to minqi on msn for a while (we harassed GST earlier on. whee) we finally got ourselves out and headed for Junction 8. met up with zhengyang eka terence. xinle left for tuition.

had dinner at Food Junction.

oh yar in the afternoon upon reaching J8, i'm like SO SHOCKED to see so many nyjc-ians cann. i saw my soccer seniors emiko angela, but they cant recognize me! i saw one of my OG mates, a friend from Channel News Nanyang and sherry, and she said cally and her class, 0626, is going to Junction8 to eat. AHHH! missed a chance to see all my beloved. ahhh! =(

after eating headed back. took train all the way to Choa Chu Kang cuz zhengyang decided to accompany charissa back and i'm sorta dragged along. we even accomanpied her to her block cann. she's so happy that got people pei her home. heh.

the way we're sitting in the train is supposedly in the campfire formation as what zhengyang said. lols.

then on the way e 2 of us are like so siao cann. especially that zhengyang. so NNP. keep woo-hooing cann. SIAO!

ahhs. i have a weak stomach. have been having stomachaches for the whole week. GAHH!

give me back my sanity

1011hrs

9:44 AM

firstly, shall thank all those who tagged at my blog to cheer me up, namely waiching xiaoxuan xinle peijun charissa celine lynette iven. and a special thanks to jesmine who sent me an ultra long message this morning to encourage me. love ya guys! (:

basically, yesterday has been a sorta gonggong day for me. o.O woke up in a weird mood. maybe it's because i've been sleeping at 2am for e past few nights. =x

headed for Dhoby Ghaut again to do the yixiang's birthday present. we're nice enough to add in a pencilcase okayy! hahas.

lunched at Cafe Cartel with yixiang penghan chuanyang. e rest all cant make it. blehh. and penghan seems so excited about the free flow of bread. LOL.

i finally ate at Cafe Cartel!!!! HEH.

after lunch went to join peijun jiaqing at Marina Square. went to the Creative store to check e problem with my MP3. the person said maybe the PCB got problem, so if i sent for repairs, the PCB cost will be covered, but there's extra charge for repairing the LCD, cuz it's not covered lar. gahh. and the price for PCB + LCD is $115!!! SIAO.

then headed for Esplanade library. settled down in the dance studio. and e first thing i did is to fall asleep. HA. then i tried doing some maths. managed to do some questions. and qingliang's so gong cann. asked him a maths question n he said har. LOL!

stayed there till 6pm plus. then went back to Marina Square. shared some food with jiaqing and then went over to Suntec City to play some games. saw this NewBalance RealRun ad in the display window of the New Balance shop.



just reminds me of certain things. oh wells. =x

after some games at the arcade headed home.

then today went to AMK Macs with the intention to study, ended up everybody late (charissa's late cuz she called everyone at 11 and they're still at home. lol) and fangyi me were the first 2 to start studying at Macs. haa.

then saw this quite good-looking guy in dark blue tshirt. HEH.

and we also see a lot of andersonians! and subeer yannqi had Sprint meeting at the tables beside us. and yannqi's so environmental friendly! napkins to write down meeting minutes! he even said shall do that for future meetings lo. LOL!

called zhengyang cuz he said he's still at eka's house cuz that guy just woke up. OH MANN! so called him up and kept rushing them. LOL.

later on charissa came and we soon had our lunch. hehe. then later shaun joined us. heeee. and finally zhengyang joined us at arnd 2pm. i was right in saying that he would only reach at 2pm lor. haaa. charissa's boredd. haa. the lion (Aslan from Narnia) is the Happy Meal toy that fangyi got cuz she buy Happy Meal. and the little person on the lion is e souvenir zhengyang got for us from Thailand. the lion is supposed to drink water! haha.

and i DID try to study cann. haa. i finally finished my Chem bonding notes. but still got atomic structure and whatsoever. and there's still GP and Physics! OH MANN! haa.

and with shaun charissa fangyi arnd, there'll be endless chatter. hahaaa.

after stoning until like 4pm liddat, decided to head over to Grassroots Club cuz the other 2 girls wanna eat fondue. LOL!

and then i recalled the bowling scenes in the pilot episode of Life Story that features Tan Weilian seems to be at Grassroots Club, so i messaged david to ask him about it. (cuz he acted as Weilian ma. hehe) and he said yar. WAHH. so near cann! lol.

as usual, went in by the back door cuz the front gate's security guard is so nehnehpok, dun let us in just because we wore slippers. we're going in to spend money leh, later the people working inside noe about it will surely go hamtam that security guard cuz he's e reason why they're not earning as much. besides, Grassroots Club isnt exactly a very high class club cann. HA.

settled down in the restaurant and started talking all sorts of stuff. shaun was stoning, probably because he's feeling unwell. hope that guy is feeling alright now! haa. and we talked really crazy stuff cann! hehhh. x)

after that, headed home cuz i'm supposed to home for dinner. but well. still got home later. opps. haha.

and regarding the previous entry, i think i'm just 不甘心 bahh. yupp.

yesterday while in the train to Dhoby Ghaut, i deleted quite some stuff away in my phone. so that i wouldn't think so much bahh. YEP.

and fangyi's gonna be the next Course I/C! HEHE. girl you can get to talk to the Oscar Group I/C leh!!!! i'm so envious. haaaaa.

and i love VBC loads! ((:

i shall lead a free and easy life

1917hrs

6:55 PM

heard something unbelievable from xiaoxuan today. think i was kinda like brooding over it for quite a while, though i was sorta distracted from it during lunch, cuz i was pressed by another question posted by fangyi.




















i remember when i heard the unbelievable news, i'm like it's alright, cuz i consider myself to have moved on from that phase.

but i don't know why i woke up at 6am plus this morning just to send a message, and feel so gek just because i didn't send it out at the time that i want.

i don't know why when i walk to Takashimaya, i just have to drop by there, even though i knew perfectly well that he wouldn't be there. at least for today.

i don't know why i went to search for her in Friendster and went to see her blog and then saw that entry. it just confirms what xiaoxuan told me about.

i stared quite hard at the first few lines of the entry, before reading the entire entry, and then saw the title of the entry.

i was stunned. REALLY STUNNED.

and i suddenly got an urge to cry.

i forgot who told me that i'm actually liking him, which i denied, saying that i've already put him behind, cuz i havent seen him in ages. the last time i saw him was exactly 2 weeks ago.

this is crazy. think it's only about 2mths ago when i first noticed him around, and then all the blah blah blah happened in the next 1mth or so, and then that's e end.

i've been living fine during the holidays, and i really believed that i've put him behind. and then this happened.

or could it be that i'm just 不甘心 that such thing has happened? after all, it's something that i wished it would happen to me.

gahh. this feeling would fade away in due time.

anyway lunched at Fish & Co with laopa celine waiching fangyi today. the Dhoby Ghaut outlet got power failure! gahh.

anyway e seafood platter and e seasonal fish in sambal (or cajun?) are marvellous. hehe. but the Kola Tonic is kinda too sweet for me. ><

fangyi was asking me this question repeatedly. shan't post the question here to protect those involved.

but i really meant what i've said lar. at the moment is just 好感. i don't know which side am i tilting towards to. somehow, i can just 安心地 tell them a lot of things. and they can make me feel touched by some of the little things that they do.

for dunno what reason i don't want to like anyone seriously for the time being. cuz when you dump in all your feelings in to like a person, it can really hurt.

i rather i just admire some of the good-looking guys and gush over them when i see them. and when i don't see them i can just continue on with my life. it makes life easier this way.

when you get hurt too many times, it's time to take a step back and protect yourself. before you get burned again.

sometimes it's hard to put certain things behind you, even when you've said it's already over

1947hrs
7:13 PM

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (like the~)
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this again.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

Gender: male.

I would like my dream perfect lover to be:

1. Tall, dark and handsome. WAHHHA. i like tanned guys cann! guys who are too pale will remind me of 白斩鸡, and i don't like it. i prefer 烧鸡. xD height at least 170cm and above bah. cuz will give me a sense of security. *grins

2. Fun-loving. must be fun-loving cuz i love to play! heh. then can pei me go play this play that. till now, i havent gone to Escape theme park and Wild Wild Wet u noe! =x

3. Intelligent/Hardworking. ha. must have some brains too cuz i'm a dimwit who can't study for nuts. ><

4. Responsible. so that can give me a sense of security too. HEHE.

5. Sensitive/Caring. we girls have our high and low times, so must take care of how we feel! heee.

6. Understanding. cuz i consider myself to be quite machi with the guys! i can't stand guys who get jealous easily. =x

7. Well-built. i don't need bulging muscles, but at least got a six-pec outline. HA!

8. Natural. just be yourself! (:

BONUS: (its a bonus, not a requirement)

1. rich!. who don't want rich boyfriends? hehe.

2. Pretty eyes!. seriously, i've seen quite a number of pretty eyes. i want i want! =D

3. Romantic. LIKE DUH?

*
wahhha. i sound so hiam sia. LOL!

1233hrs
12:19 PM

rahhh! my blog entry gone. hafta retype. OH WELL!

anyways. went back to Anderson today to join in e asjab camp pt to tekan e juniors. haha. and i woke up at a freaking SIX AM cann!!!!

n e amazing thing is that i actually managed to wake up before my grandma came and wake me up (cuz i set a radio alarm). HEH. i can wake up by alarm le lo!!! ^^

then met up with peijun jiaqing in school, cuz the 2 siao ones went to AMK macs to mug overnight while people are watching World Cup there. amazing eh? hehe.

we ex-ncos got a station of our own lo. so cool right. haha!

after pt went opposite to get my breakfast. CHEERS CHICKEN CURRY PUFF! loves! heh. reminds me of the time when Cheers first opened, cuz me and vincent would get it almost daily while on our way home. awww. i miss my secondary school life. =(

heard some scandals during breakfast. i didn't know pingkee and chaitanya is so HOT! woots. n i think junyao can be yuzheng's successor. HEHE!

after breakfast went to meet up with Ms Zaleha in the library to discuss corps stuff. after the meeting e 3 of us lazed in the library.

seriously, Anderson library ROCKS!

i mean, c'mon lar, which school's library allows the students to eat inside the library (to e extent of getting packed food there to makan)? which school's library got sell drinks and ice-cream? which school's library got provide free Milo and biscuits for the Sec4s when the O's are drawing near? which school's library got open until 9pm so that the Sec4s can study in peace?

I LOVE ANDERSON LIBRARY! heh. xD

eventually fell asleep until 11am plus. then had 2 MED (Mass Evacuation Drill). is disappointed with the juniors' standard lar. really hafta buck up. but a commendable effort to the stretcher team (junyao minshan and 2 sec1 guys) during the second MED when they tried to get minli up. better than some sec1 who tried dragging her, just because she's supposedly a corpse lar.

kajiao-ed david cuz i'm really bored. lol! so sorry that i've disturbed your sleep! =x

after MED was lunch. the nasi lemak not bad lar. yupp. then we went to asjab room and slept till 3pm plus. then is e debriefing part. got prize presentation. this camp's Best Couple is brokeback mountain! OMG. and e pairing is so weird. JUNYAO and AZIZAN?!?!?!

and we got free ice-cream from the teachers! heh.

when i was watching the sec3s sitting at the benches, it reminds me of the past when i was still a cadet, sitting down on the floor and looking at the seniors talk. and back then i have this crazy liking for redbean lo. wahh. he's really a very very very nice person lar, cuz even though he rejected me on 2004 christmas, we still remained as friends lar. then i jiu impulsively smsed him, saying i miss him (i wrote you all, just in case he mistake it lar. haha). but he didn't reply. HMPHH! =P

but seriously, going back to the familiar places in Ang Mo Kio really brings back all the memories in Anderson.. aww. i miss anderson~ =(

gave juniors pep talk before going up to Humanities Room (aka HUM room. heh) to talk to the NCOs. think is quite a fruitful talk? hmmms.

then left the school with some of the NCOs. ha. took train home with lynette.ng jiaqing.

and i felt like going someone's house to play lor. haha! =P

and yar, to NA5'06, thanks for the slippers! it came timely! hee. but i still want my Havaianas. HEHE.

tomorrow gonna eat steamboat! and choose exco! whoa. i'm nervous. lol!

i think i'm on a high lately. xD

is it very difficult to say your feelings out loud to the person you like?

2158hrs
9:36 PM

went town today with shiyun zhikai dean jiahao zhiwen pinghua to celebrate zhikai pinghua's belated birthdays. but it feels more like hanging out cuz we only gave them the presents. haha.

lunched at Long John Silvers. wanna say sorry to zhikai cuz i forgot Cineleisure got KFC! =x

after that the guys went to Nike shop to check out some stuff while the girls went to check movie listings cuz zhikai suggested watching Scary Movie 4. but it only opens on 22 June. oh wells.

later on while discussing what movie to watch, jiahao dean kinda argued between Cars (jiahao initially wanted Over The Hedge) and Almost Love. dean won in the end. hehs. and i got a Almost Love file! hehes. ((:

the movie is great. Kwon Sang-Woo is soooo cute! though he should do something about that hair of his. lol!

n i discover a new fetish: well-built guys look really great in singlets! think Kwon Sang-Woo! think Wolverine!

wahha. i'm crazy. xD

and i was really touched by Kwon Sang-Woo (aka Lee Jin-Hwan in the movie). so sweet cann! My friend Jin Dal-Rae. Young-Hoon (Dal-rae's boyfriend) is right about the screenplay to be the longest love letter he has ever read.

for some reasons i think the poster directly above is really sweet. ((:

after the movie the guys went to play pool (stupid zhikai fell asleep during the movie!) while me and shiyun went over to The Heeren. headed straight for the NUM flipflops. but only left with one colour of trekking flipflops. so left my contact number behind. i want flipflops!! eeks.

and for some reasons - again - i'm addicted to listening to Cyndi Wang's 当你. it's actually a song for a person that remains special till today, though we seldom talk anymore..

in the mv's opening, Cyndi said out some stuff that i think is kinda meaningful:

当爱情来的时候, 总是想着对方, 兴奋的睡不着, 但想象总之比现实美好. 我想快乐并不在于他爱不爱我, 而是等待的过程, 好像小时候数着日子, 等待郊游的那一天.

ahh. i'm feeling blue.

我走在少了你的风景

2003hrs

7:48 PM

蔡依林 - 马德里不思议

阳光优雅地 漫步旅店的草坪
人鱼在石刻墙壁 弹奏着竖琴
圆弧屋顶用 拉丁式的黎明
颜色暧昧的勾引 我已经开始微醺

火红的舞衣旋转 在绿荫小径
连脚步都 佛朗明哥的声音
悬在窗棂小酒瓶 晃的轻轻
对着风温柔回应 原来爱可以寂静

马德里不思议 突然的想念你
彩绘玻璃前的身影 只有孤单变浓郁
马德里不思议 突然那腾想念你
我带着爱 抒情的旅行

火红的舞衣 在绿荫小径
连脚步都 佛朗明哥的声音
悬在窗棂小酒瓶 晃的轻轻
对着风温柔回应 原来爱可以寂静

马德里不思议 突然的想念你
彩绘玻璃前的身影 只有孤单变浓郁
马德里不思议 突然那腾想念你
我带着爱 抒情的旅行

所以用鹅毛笔 写了封信给你
浅灰的纸里 夹了朵三色堇
你知道它的花语 签上名 我继续一个人远行

马德里不思议 突然的想念你
彩绘玻璃前的身影 只有孤单变浓郁
马德里不思议 突然那腾想念你
我带着爱 抒情的旅行

马德里 彩绘玻璃前的身影 只有孤单变浓郁
马德里 不思议 我走在少了你的风景
我走在少了你的风景

1527hrs
3:13 PM

i'm proud to say that...

I'VE WATCHED A HORROR MOVIE!!!!!

hehes. finally after like, so long. xD

the last time someone asked me to watch horror movie was when i was sec1, which stupid david heard it as sex when i said sec. -.-

anyways. went to Sentosa with wanyi jieying lena van david guanghao sherman, whom most of them i don't really noe. haha. waited for lena van david for a long~ time. wanyi like so unhappy cann. ._.

and wanyi said that david is better-looking than allan. which i agree. lol!

but well, initially like a bit shy shy lar, cuz dunno each other ma, so i'm like only talking to jieying for most of the time, cuz we were like saying we would accompany each other for the entire outing. haha!

and zijie called me in the morning cuz Camp Youth Nique was at Safra Yishun today and they got space for an extra person so he's like asking me whether i wan go play anot. if only their safra outing was yesterday lar! then i can go play play. =(

but heck, it was raining soon after yvonne shuping joined us. the sushi vanvan brought along is nice! though it doesn't taste like a sushi lar. hee.

later on when e rain has subsided, we started playing. played volleyball frisbee captain's ball (david's mean cann! snatch other people's ball de) before i went to stand along the beach with the sea at my midcalf level and stoned. then think is sherman who pushed me into the sea. grr. and i think wanyi david, who were already in the sea, wanted to drag me in too. lol.

but the Sentosa sea really very dirty!! my white tshirt turned brownish after i came up from the sea for a few times lo. i miss Desaru's sea. =(

played Truth & Dare with the cards and some of them did a series of funny dares. and yar, the video in my camera got sound de!! can upload it to YouTube as what wanyi suggested. then david will go crazy. HAHA! and kimberly (e girl whom wanyi said is crazy over david) will be so happy! haha.

after that we just stone in the sea and take pictures. got this bunch of Indians who wore really disgusting undies cann! WHITE leh! summore is those kind of translucent cann! got once i turned around casually to see what's at the back and i saw something really horrible. when i turned back with a disgusted face, david laughed, cuz he saw what i see too. (@&#&#@*

summore this bunch of Indians took our soccer ball and frisbee without asking lor! so rude. they're part of the reason why some of us are so racist lar! @*#&*@&

after that went out to shower and then headed for Plaza Singapura. had dinner and watched THE OMEN. first row seats somemore! arghh.

the movie was quite alright lar, though i yawned quite much (partly because i was kinda tired). me and jieying screamed at some points lo, which shuping later told us that guanghao was laughing at us lar. so irritating. grr. and the plot a bit like Final Destination 3. as in, the photos part. yarr. but it's more horrifying than Final Destination 3. the last part more scary. eeks.

after that went to arcade and played a bit before heading home. and i'm quite surprised that many shops at Plaza Singapura is closed before 10. hello, it's TOWN and it's SATURDAY cann! and i was tempted to go The Heeren. but well. it's kinda late. hah!

headed home. didn't go for the bbq at zhengyang's house in the end, cuz he said it's all his guy friends at his house. i want to eat CHICKEN WINGS! bleah. hah! but i think the guy will shock dao when he see my new hairdo. hee.

and i haven't mug yet! goodness. studied a bit of chem while on my way to harbourfront today. but still. bleah!

我到底该怎么做 才能接受你已经离开的事实

0024hrs
12:08 AM

woke up earlier than usual (ie 9am plus) just to get to West Coast CC on time at 10.30am to help out in preparing the campfire for Camp Youth Nique. got a bit lost along e way. was arnd e RC instead. hahas. and got Sheng Siong! i just love going there. hahas.

thought i would hafta do saikang work when i was there, but the job was taken up by 4 ACS Scouts. then bryant came along. hahs. then we were like slacking like crazy mann. cuz basically we don't have anything to do. so we chatted with yizhin stephanie elizabeth. and then later zijie came along and i took his AND1 cap and wore for the whole day. i like e cap lar! hehs.

then while crapping, me and bryant were talking about a kayaking trip to St John's Island and bryant's like, you plan you plan, even when i was saying about settling e 1-star and 2-star first lo. *(@#*#

but anyways, don't get offended or angry by what i said wor. ._. i promise i won't suan you that much when i see you next time. :P

went out to buy some stuff with yizhin. while going arnd trying to find e wires, tealights etc, we walked past one bubble tea shop that sells at 1buck. wanted to buy but got other stuff to buy ma, so decided to forgo it. then when we were at Ginza Plaza, saw another bubble tea shop, but it's more expensive. oh wells. got a bakery there called Oishii Bakery lo! hehes.

then later, went out again with bryant to get drinks (coke and sparkling juice), lighter, scissors and scotchtape. and man Sheng Siong sells things at really cheap prices! scissors and scotchtape at SEVENTY CENTS each! and the scissors is rather sharp and nice lar. LOL.

saw this group of scouts who were having some ASPIRE camp that seems zai, cuz e rest (such as bryant yizhin stephanie) were saying how tough the camp is lo.

we start to rush around only at arnd 5,6pm plus. and bryant yizhin left, and i'm like e only V1 hanging around there cuz GST decided to disappear. but well, at least get to chat with weihao kerhan. hehs. sorry if i speak too fast and cut your sentences!

dinner was KFC. at first i tot david was going to buy fried rice for us, but well, KFC is not bad too. though i craved for Macs more. haha!

then e gangshow started at 8pm. initially was like no atmosphere liddat lar, probably due to e small group of people and don't have e campfire feel cuz it's still quite bright lar. but not bad lar.

zijie's costume is really zai, cuz it's david's navy uniform! woots. really nice. and he didn't unbutton e first button! anyway it's not like can see anything when e scouts are sitting down lar. haha. i wonder how would the guy looks like in Air Force uniform. should be something like what he wore today bah. hehs.

steph's costume was okayy bahh, cuz it's e sa uniform plus tshirt inside and e national scarf. e Methodist Girls uniform would be good if it's smaller sized. =x

zijie steph

things only start to get kinda heated up when e band starts playing bahh. but well, seriously e singers cant sing lar! we all were saying should get zijie up to sing lar. he sings really good you noe, cuz he and steph were singing Country Road while going though the slides in the afternoon. and he can reach e same note as steph when singing S.H.E's 天灰 lo. first is e super long and pretty eyelashes, now a high-pitched voice. what a scary dude. hah!

but i really loved 3 Doors Down's Here Without You.

3 Doors Down - Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older since the last time I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me

I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
But tonight girl, it's only you and me
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and then it was the magic show. the magician’s damn zai too! his tricks are so funny! hehes. too bad that we (me weishan elizabeth gst) hafta leave halfway through the show. =(

i want Havaianas trekking flipflops!

1548hrs

3:47 PM

came back from Aquila Ventures Group Camp'06!

actually, i'm having mixed feelings about coming back to Singapore from Desaru, Malaysia. i'm glad that i'm back cuz i'm back to civilisation where there's good food, internet connection and phone connection. but i miss the countless number of stars that decorates the Desaru night sky. on the first night that i've arrived at the campsite, i was gushing about how pretty the night sky was and the rest who came on the first day was like i've already seen it for the past 2 days le. lol.

speaking of the campers, the V1s who camped over is a bunch of fun people! with the exception of one, that is. my fellow VBC-ers should know who i'm refering to. =D

and some of the cub scouts (e primary school kids) are so CUTE cann! and very nice too. hehe. like glenn, who's one of the emcees for the campfire, joshua (he's only primary 4 and he has a husky voice lo) and danish who acts like a chao ah beng. lol! while on the bus ride to the campsite on saturday some of them were REALLY noisy sia! kept on attacking on nasu. lol!

saturday was not bad, doing station games, doing the World Scout Badge test, trekking/running (cuz zheyin led us and according to the V2s, he runs 20km per week cann! siao) and i was 'kidnapped' by zijie. then had solo night walk into the abandoned building beside the campsite, which i think is a flight park.

yesterday had investiture for the ventures unit and had station games too. grouped up with nasu and some scouts and cub scouts. played 2 games by the beach. the sea is really clear lor! and i enjoyed e sea really much. haha. tried attacking zijie who was playing the same game at another side but my water bomb didn't work. lol. then while waiting for david (e troop leader)'s station, went back to the sea again. lol. got this little cub scout whom we call beckham kept losing his shoes de. damn funny lo. then got another cub scout whom we call cobra cuz he wore a tshirt with a pop-out cobra. lol.

after playing in e sea was outdoor cooking, and it rained lo! initially was for a while only, but later on it rained like crazy! we held out for a while (some were still cooking) before we chionged into e hangar. in e hangar also start to flood a bit cuz water is coming in from some place. then we tried to get e water out asap while me and zijie were opening cans of baked beans, sardines and mushrooms to feed the scouts and cub scouts. we even resorted to eating uncooked sausages and instant noodles as mamee noodles. ewws.

but eventually, e adult leaders and volunteers gathered e french fries, instant noodles and sausages and cooked for us. it's as though like refugee camp lo. haha! but it was really memorable, just like zijie who said that it's through suffering that people would remember it more bahh.

after that was washing up (washed all the utensils like crazy before and after e mass cooking) and preparing for campfire. it was not bad, and the night sky is very pretty! lol.

after that played a game and then had Chairman elections, which bryant got it. then had mee goreng as supper. after supper the VBC is supposed to have a committee meeting, but got an extra person there so cant talk. lol. and we ended up sleeping there. but eventually only left with me shaun xingzhi alfred. and we moved over to the hangar at 5am plus cuz e beach is really cold. slept until 7 liddat.

then today, aka CUSTOMS DAY, had cub scouts investiture and packing up. while on e bus back to singapore, the scouts gone mad with the VERY GOOD thingy. they changed e lyrics of songs into just VERY GOOD and they sang for like an hr lor. then they moved on to Bangla-ing. (they even got very good-ism and bangla-ism. lol. was awake throughout the whole trip to e customs lo.

unloaded e stuff back in SAJS and went over to SAJC to take some stuff. saw council having LTC and i kinda missed e councillor days. oh wells. hmm. then had dinner with charissa at Macs and went home with nasu.

and yar, we set up a VBC, aka Ventures Bitching Club, on 4th June 2006, Sunday, with shaun as the Chairman, charissa as Vice-Chairman, xiuxian as Secretary, bryant as Treasurer, me as Quarter-mistress (logistics as in gathering gossip. lol), alfred as Quarter-master, yubin xingzhi as Honorary Members and we might rope in xinle. lol! we already got 3 topics to bitch about lo. hehe.

so basically, Group Camp'06 is fun and i got to know my fellow v1s and v2s better. looking forward to next year's Group Camp! hehes.

shall end off with a picture that i've taken while on my way to Desaru. (:


The sea is my playground and the islands are my home.

2209hrs
9:25 PM

finished my first camp: SSC LTC! yays.

basically, i didn't expect it to be so tekan-ing lar. e PTs on e first day and second day can die sia! imagine a 45-min endurance run! (we ran 54mins in e end) but e run was not bad cuz i can still sprint for the last 200m! lols.

then on e 1st day we had some Escape and Evacuation course (external) that requires us to get to Jelutong Tower (arnd MacRitchie), a very jialat jungle bashing (we navigated to many areas of mud and i fell! eeks) and stretcher-carrying! damn crazy man. i think we stank up e 154 that we took back to school. hehes.

2nd day's main activity was the chess game. ran around Singapore with only 5bucks of ez-link card value to use. kinda crazy but not bad lar. at least my group reached first! hee. then e teambuilding games were kinda good. but i kinda got irritated by the Minefield game cuz everybody's screaming and e exco are like shouting to distract us. hahas. poor chuanyang hafta shout until zaoxia for me to get over. ha.

anyways. my group is called 5566! hahas. got me sarah melissa chuanyang penghan christopher and our group leader is bryan and assistant leader is jiaxing. the other 2 groups are called Madison Square Garden (found out from ruhan that they called themselves that is bcuz they saw Mr Lee, one of our teacher-i/cs,'s tshirt that has the Madison Square Garden on it. lol!) and McNuggets. and amanda yixiang really went to eat McNuggets today for lunch! hahas.

overall the camp was tiring (i came back with aching bones! arghs), but it taught me new things lar. yupp. and whether i'll get into exco or not is another thing lar. though i want to be in. lol.

and i havent receive the OTC mail!!!!! gahh.

Stefanie Sun's 第一天 rocks! it totally fits the june holidays's mood cann. (:

孙燕姿 - 第一天

下过雨的夏天傍晚 我都会期待
唱歌的蝉 嘿 把星星都吵醒 月光晒了很凉快
就是这样回忆起来 第一次告白
尴尬的我看 爱装得很哲学的你 其实很可爱

你说活在明天活在期待 不如活得今天很自在
我说我懂了 会不会太快 未来第一天要展开

第一天 我存在 第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝 因为你而有真实感
第一天 我存在 第一次能飞起来
爱是腾空的魔幻 第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂

你很搞笑 你很奇怪 你头发很乱
有的时候 你又突然为我的事情变得很勇敢
这么说来 很不单纯 你陪我看海
海那么蓝 我又好像不应该把你想得有点坏

坏的是我发现不知不觉 不见到你不是很习惯
你的眼神里 好像也期待 期待不一样的未来

第一天 我存在 第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝 因为你而有真实感
第一天 我存在 第一次能飞起来
爱是腾空的魔幻 第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂

蓝色的海 海上的云 云的那端 不专弯 到未来

你说活在明天 活在期待 不如活得今天很自在
我说我懂了 会不会太快 未来第一天要展开

第一天 我存在 第一次呼吸畅快
站在地上的脚踝 因为你而有真实感
第一天 我存在 第一次能飞起来
爱是腾空的魔幻 第一天的纯真色彩
它总是永远那么灿烂

永远那么灿烂 永远那么灿烂

First day (x5)
today everyday first day

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你说活在明天 活在期待 不如活得今天很自在

1535hrs
3:12 PM