gone are the days when my mind was filled with a certain somebody 24/7.
gone are the days when i would try to talk to that somebody whenever that somebody comes online.
gone are the days when i see that somebody around i would try to tag along if possible.
gone are the days when i would get jealous easily because of that somebody.
gone are the days when i would not like someone before knowing them better.

suddenly i feel that i could understand what waiching said last year during the last training before zone competition. i don't like anyone now but i'm still happy. something like that. it kinda works for me now too. other than adoring 林尔奇 (a character in 爱情魔发师The Magicians Of Love) a bit, i think life has been rather mundane for me.

okay i do have an eye candy. (:

i think this kind of life is rather ideal for me, cuz i have been through some distrastrous crushes in the past. they hurt, so i think it would be better to not have crushes after all bah. free and easy is the way! =D

i will prove to myself that i can live on my own, no strings attached.

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