i think u can consider me hurt.


i didn't know my behaviour (which i think is perfectly NORMAL) and mannerisms have caused disturbances to other people again. and the people are the ones that i feel that i could really trust. the ones whom i hope can become close friends with.


i didn't know that what i've done in perhaps last week, or early this week, has incurred such anger in a person that it still haven't dissipate till today or till dunno when.


i've asked 3 people for answers. one turned me down directly, probably because he's the one who's angry at me. the other told me that she's going to mug. while another didn't reply at all. and i thought this person would be able to give me some answers.


am i really such a letdown? have i really made you disappointed? i'm just being myself, for goodness' sake! i thought for the past few weeks we have gone through quite okay, i thought you knew that i'm such a person already. why did you suddenly get so angry at me? is it because i've struck a nerve in you?


i really don't know what else to say already. if you've read the message i sent yesterday night, and this entry, could you tell me what exactly make you so angry at me? it couldn't be what happened on Monday, because you seemed angry at me right at the beginning, shortly after you arrived. so i'm guessing it's something that has happened last week.


i'll be waiting for your answers. cuz i still want you as a friend. and the other 2 too.


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