awwww. i'm going for SSC (aka Saints Sports Club) selection camp tmr!

and i'm actually blogging in the midst of packing my stuff. lol. if i don't use now i would hafta wait till saturday night! so sad! =(

when i saw the notice on the SSC noticeboard on Monday that we're supposed to do a proposal about a sports-related event for the whole school, i'm like, STUNNED. and i thought by submitting the proposal, it's e selection already. but there's 32 people going for the selection camp, so they hafta like eliminate about 16-17 more people lar (dunno heard from who that got 170++ people signed up for it) =x

when i submitted the proposal yesterday, i've got this feeling that i wouldn't be able to make it. or should i say there's a part of me that don't want to be selected, cuz i wanted to catch the soccer match (guys) between SAJC and MJC today down at MJC. according to sources, MJC is the defending champion lar. so while slacking in school today before going for the match, mychelle.ngui was like 'don't think sa can win lar, cuz mj's e defending champion' and i said no.

and guess wad, we won! 3-2! was so happy when mychelle and siva (he's in e team) messaged me the results. =D good luck to them for the match against AJC on Monday!

anyways, today was not bad lar. for PE, Mr Dan Ho (our PE teacher) didn't come, and then Mrs Loi (our Civics Tutor, Chem Tutor, Supervising Tutor for PW, ME Tutor) was with us for a while as we played Captain's Ball. was fun lar, especially when the guys were like fighting for the ball (eg between andy and jason, who's the tallest and probably the second tallest guys in the CG respectively). sweated like mad lar. and then only have 30 mins break. =x

and then had tutorial maranthon: Maths-Econs-GP. Econs got Mr Peh! but currently is Ms Hon. and she wasn't as bad as i thought she was lar. (i disliked her when she gave the Econs lectures lar. zzz) and my GP tutor, Ms Keh, totally rawks man! after entering the classroom, she said we can bring in coffee, tea, any other drinks and food lor! shiok man! but too bad she's leaving after June holidays lar, cuz currently she's having 4 months marriage break (sth liddat) and sumhow she just decided to teach lar. so fun! =D

had break. and we were the first few people who went to CC for physics lecture lor. which i spent most of the time playing the games on my GC. lol.

after that slacked with mychelle and her fren (which i dunno how to spell her name lar). went to the library and read a book till like 5pm liddat. then went to gallery at 5.30 for the briefing. basically, i dun noe a single soul there lar. no wait, i knew amanda tan.

i don't know whether i should say i'm very fated to see her or wad. she's in ny for first 3 mths, and now she's in sa, and not to mention that she used to be from my primary school lar. i can still remember i went to her birthday party once (her house's a 3-storey bungalow along Lentor lar), where i ate mango cake and nearly puked, and i broke a vase that cost 50 bucks. (or more) maybe it's because i broke that vase and never paid back that's why i'm seeing her again. LOL.

anyway just had e briefing. then went home. and i saw her at the bus-stop again. lol.

i think i'm falling sick. my throat's felt kinda hoarse, but my voice's still perfectly okay (okay it's turned slightly a notch lower), i've got flu at e left side of my nose and i cough. and i got headache today lar. think is because i drank lime ice after PE bah. =x

oh btw, i've signed up for House Comm le. wish me luck!

sick.

2106hrs
8:45 PM

if u ask me, i think school only officially starts this week. cuz it's like, the previous week is just lectures after lectures (which we don't listen to) and going home very early. it feels as though i'm back to sec4 or sth, everytime go home at arnd 1,2pm liddat! =x

anyways, 06s05 has been quite fun. initially got a bit clique-y lar. like the boys only zhenyew hanming would hang out with some of the girls, i.e. me huihui bernice and then xiaoxuan yumin joined in. yesterday's still clique-y lar, cuz we're still having mass lectures yesterday. but today's start of our official timetable, so most of the ppl in the CG hanged out together. even andy joined us lar. (in case u dunno, he always vanishes after Civics or when our CG was being gathered together for some reasons) and i got to talk to the other girls! (:

today first period was physics prac and i totally screwed up the prac lar! i didn't know i'm like supposed to follow the marklist given to me until i went over to check louisa's readings. it's like, why do they need to do so many oscillations until the time, t, is more than 20s? made me hafta do 30 oscillations for each reading. and that made me the slowest in class! kinda reminded me of cheohao cuz he's usually the one who would lag behind for physics prac.

then during break some ppl started doing chem tutorials. and i was called a mugger lar. just because i finished the tutorial ahead of time. (which reminds me that i still have maths and econs tutorial to do!) BLEAH.

and i was really amazed at how fast chem tutorial went by lar. was just going thru a few questions and talking and that's ONE HOUR already! goodness. and then had another break which the guys went to the back of the stage in the CC. and i'm starting to plan class outing! to eat! yay! haha.

i realised that i've been leaving the school with huihui zhenyew hanming. i hafta say that the guys are good entertainers! heh.

tmr's PE will be interesting mann. i think i'll be wearing nyjc's Pegasus house tee. along with the sajc skirt. heheh. if wan blame then blame the school for only starting the sale of tshirts tomorrow. i wan the cotton tshirts!

but anyways. can't wait to get my PE tshirts and house tee. told huihui today that i might end up buying the other houses' tee. lol. (my house is Venn and the other houses are Loy-Fatt (the most favoured house), Hose, Gomes and Romanis)

ppl are encouraging me to run for House Comm, or Student Council or even both. but can i do it?

House Comm, SC, or not?

1932hrs
7:16 PM

not to put down sajc lar, but i really hafta admit that nyjc's disco night is so much better. but then again, sajc's disco night is on a thursday lar, so can't end too late. so sajc next time should have orientation end on friday!

went back to ny ytd evening for the disco night. saw familiar faces and some fellow saints. felt kinda weird walking arnd ny in my sa uniform. =x

but disco night's really fun! danced with some of the ex-Andersonians (nazrin congshun stanley) and with 0622! but the bands aren't good lar. singggg until like dunno what liddat. the last band was singing this song which we disliked so much that a majority of us sat down to protest. and then the lead singer decided to sing Have A Nice Day. that's better man!

after disco night went out with the 0622 peeps (chinping cally audrey wingyan michelle gerald renjie zhifeng zhiheng weeter henry) and celebrated zhifeng renjie's (belated) birthdays at the playground. hee.

den went to YuKee shop to makan (me chinping cuz we very hungry) sat there and chatted (audrey zhifeng left first and cally wingyan gerald went to buy bubble tea) waited damn long for the 3 of them to come back. and we joked on how they've spent so much time in doing so. lol.

then michelle renjie henry weeter left. the remaining six of us went to the fitness area near the bus-stop (to take 853 back to Yishun). and then i finally found out what has happened.

okay, that's my mistake in my part regarding what has happened last Monday. i shouldn't have said that. and as for other comments..i'll take note of it. after all, it's really nice of you all to tell me all that. it reminded me of the trash-out that happened in 2004. it does hurt when people say how they exactly feel about you (which isn't good). but after all, at least they've told me. if not i'll just continue to be that way yar?

and i did reflect on myself for the past seventeen years. i haven't been a good person i would say, being nasty and mean and inconsiderate for sooooo many times. it's amazing that i still have friends who will listen to my nonsense.

after yesterday, i wonder when will be the next time 0622 will meet again. and i need the notes from other jcs! =x

i pray for my left ankle to heal soon.

1410hrs
1:58 PM

I'M SAD CANN! =(

today was Anderson Student Council 5th Investiture. and i didn't go! sadd. cuz till yesterday i still haven't receive the invitation lar. and melvin was saying i shouldn't pon cuz it's not first intake anymore. so as a guai kia, i went for the lessons obediently.

the Physics lecture was funny lar. cuz got Mr Fong, the alleged SA Idol and the shuai-est physics teacher in sajc! lol. he was going through the topics that had been taught during first intake lar. then he came to Errors and Uncertainties. so he started drawing about a soccer shootout among Chelski, Man Too, Aqua (Arsenla) and Lethalpool (he wanted to write Loserpool de. LOL)

Chelski's representative is Frank Lampost, Man Too's rep is Way Toony, Aqua's rep is Terry Horny and Lethalpool's rep is Steven Greatla. lol. the first one aimed the balls (got 5 tries) at the lamp post, the second one is too loony to anyhow shoot, 3rd one see girls and then only shot one into the goal post and the last one got everything in. LOL.

then had 30 mins break and went to makan. then got Civics where we decided on the class reps. i'm the assistant class rep lar. and i'm the secretary. OH WELL. -.-"

then had break again and some of us went to buy Econs notes. initially wanted to sit at the second floor of the CC. but the teacher chased us down. gahh. but anyway during Econs i was playing RichMan on my handphone lar. lol. then had CCA/PE talk. GAHH. NAPFA first week in April leh!

after that went to cafe to slack and chat. was quite nice. stayed till 3.30 with huihui yumin nathalie. planned bonding activities tmr cuz we got like 4hrs break in between.

then headed back to Anderson. was shocked to find so many 4th student councillors there lar. they all ponned sch without telling me! gahh. then rushed for debrief at humanities room. after that went to MacDonald's and we (me celine vijay fangyi cheesheng jiawei melvin) chatted till like 7.30 liddat. then went home.

seriously, i miss ASC! goodness. it was so much fun with them lo.

and guess what, i only received the invitation today. SADD!

but we'll meet again! =)

2104hrs
8:53 PM

gahh. i've been in a state of frustration over the weekend. i've screwed up something again. and i have a feeling that something might just happen again. and my cousin got married yesterday. made me feel older. =x

so this entry is supposed to cover out the quite sad entries away. yupp.

anyways. watched Star Idol明星偶像 yesterday night. didn't go for the yanghan farewell dinner (though he's probably only setting off for Australia around April, May liddat) cuz i reached Singapore at 6PM plus.

and bryan won! yays.



though i can't quite imagine him acting in Mediacorp's serials lar. =p



and leo's not bad lar. lol. and i thought chengxi dun like leo de, so was wondering how come he would help leo vote for himself. (read from the newspapers) well, some stuffs are just puzzling aren't it?

and anyways - again -, today's first day of Term 2. first day wore SA uniform. a bit not used to it. went early cuz i'm passing zhangyun my skirt cuz hers not ready yet. and it was like when i was about to reach the bridge le then i realised i didn't bring the skirt with me. =x so she went home. GAHH.

i seriously think that something's wrong with my brain or something. i'm screwing things up like nobody's business! =x

so i wandered around for a while before joining michelle.chin and her OG friends. then went for assembly. strangely, when melvin asked me which class i'm in, i said 06s06 accidentally. OPPS.

then stayed with huihui bernice chilong for the whole day. had gp maths econs lectures which are making me doze off. GAHH. then ponned Maths GC (Graphic Calculator) lecture (think is promoting the calculators ba) and went to the library to slack. read through some Physics stuff. yupp. we're guai kias. and probably future muggers. HEH.

then they released the question paper for Project Work. met my CG mates. yays. xiaoxuan was suggesting a CG meal tomorrow and i said CG breakfast, cuz tmr's first lecture is at 8.45AM for us. lols.

then i went for Chem makeup lecture. initially dun wan go cuz huihui bernice chilong don't wan go. but went with michie in the end. and outside CC before going for the lecture, yijie was like saying michie very cute quite much. and later after e lecture at the cafe, she said he told her to sit on his lap. LOL. so i said complain to his gf. hehs.

after the lecture (which i napped happily while sitting on the steps), went to cafe to eat roti prata and drank milo (it wasn't available in the morning lar) with michie and 3 of her OG friends. i managed to sustain that cup of milo till we reached the MRT station. power! (:

i can't wait for Friday. and Thursday's such a boring day! only got a Chem lecture in the morning and one kuku discipline talk at around 10, 11AM plus liddat. got so much time to slack! then henry tell me don't pon school. =x

what will you do when you see me on Friday?

1922hrs
7:06 PM

i think u can consider me hurt.


i didn't know my behaviour (which i think is perfectly NORMAL) and mannerisms have caused disturbances to other people again. and the people are the ones that i feel that i could really trust. the ones whom i hope can become close friends with.


i didn't know that what i've done in perhaps last week, or early this week, has incurred such anger in a person that it still haven't dissipate till today or till dunno when.


i've asked 3 people for answers. one turned me down directly, probably because he's the one who's angry at me. the other told me that she's going to mug. while another didn't reply at all. and i thought this person would be able to give me some answers.


am i really such a letdown? have i really made you disappointed? i'm just being myself, for goodness' sake! i thought for the past few weeks we have gone through quite okay, i thought you knew that i'm such a person already. why did you suddenly get so angry at me? is it because i've struck a nerve in you?


i really don't know what else to say already. if you've read the message i sent yesterday night, and this entry, could you tell me what exactly make you so angry at me? it couldn't be what happened on Monday, because you seemed angry at me right at the beginning, shortly after you arrived. so i'm guessing it's something that has happened last week.


i'll be waiting for your answers. cuz i still want you as a friend. and the other 2 too.


1659hrs
4:48 PM

1) we have 19 people; small class but one heart
2) we have 2 people with the same birthday =D: ME n wing
3) we have a gd mix of guys n girls; 9:10
4) we are serious when we consider whether want to pon lesson
5) we love soupy place
6) we have 7 andersonians; the most dominated yet we can bond
7) we love/hate PE, but still will play together
8) we help each other think of ways to camouflage 'natural' haircolour
9) we eat out every thursday during common lunch
10) when we dont know what to do aft sch, we go EAT tgt
11) we take lots of photos together
12) we mass convo online every weekend
13) we think of ways to sneak out of school tgt
14) we watch horror movie together in the small tv in the drum
15) we always have free aircon: ME, gerald, suren, chinping, zhaocong
16) we have a special club for special ppl: cheohao, zhifeng, zhaocong etc.
17) we play tai dee, heart attack, heart attack cum pig, murderer
18) we count the number of 'right or wrongs' said in 45 mins
19) we only love taboo when it comes to GP lessons
20) we take care of each other
21) we have the noisy ones: joanna, adeline, xiying. the super noisy ones: weiting, suren, gerald, ME. the royal flush: gerald, karthini. the tai dee: chinping, cally, henry, renjie. the 'happy' ones: cheohao, weeter, zhaocong, zhifeng, zhiheng
22) simply because 0622 rocks, and can never be replaced (:


taken from audrey's Friendster profile. and slightly modified by me.


0622 rocks yeah.

2254hrs
10:50 PM

how dumb can i be?
4:12 PM

blog blog. i guess i'm really bored.


have been staring at this particular computer screen since like 10 in the morning. (nobody fought with me for the computer today! whees.) played some new online games and watched the 5th episode of 爱情魔发师 (which just aired over in Taiwan on Sunday). then went to People's Park Centre to buy SA blouse. no stock for the size i want, hafta wait till the end of the week.


then came home and played more games. GAHH! i would get bored to death if my life is this monotonous. i wouldn't mind having the kind of hectic life that the heroine, 小贝, in 爱情魔发师 has. learning how to be the superb hair stylist while following 尔奇 and 亚斯 around having lotsa fun.


actually i could have joined cally chinping gerald and dunno who else in the study session at NY. would have made my day more fulfilling isn't it. but i din go, cuz eddison told me that he would pass me the papers i passed to him on Sunday back to me today. but well. tsk tsk.


i dunno why am i indulging myself in so much hours in front of the computer today. probably because in this way, my mind wouldn't drift off to some memories that would make me wince. memories that i don't wish to think twice.


i shouldn't think so much after all. i mean, i've left the place already. whatever that happens to him isn't my business already. i can still kpo a bit, but that's the limit. i've known the outcome already, so why do i still bother? and it's not as though i'm upset or what. i just felt.. down. that's all.


ah wells. shall look forward to having lunch with BWG tomorrow! cuz i mite not be able to attend the so-called farewell dinner for yanghan on Sunday, so i'm joining them for lunch after they played soccer. gonna psycho them to go Long John Silvers cuz i wanna eat the Pamper Me Meal! there's 3 shrimps, 2 chickens, fries and a drink at $3.95! woots.


and shiyun's gonna pass me 林俊杰's 曹操 CD with the poster! i'm buying the album from her brother at the discounted price at $15! yayness! and i hafta convince her not to go ice-skating cuz my butt hurt! lol.


and you should go try Marigold's Oat Milk. quite nice! (:


2106hrs
8:53 PM

林俊杰 - 原来


街灯绊住我眼前 下一步
拉长的影子 嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡


原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净 我也会不留一点痕迹


说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡


原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净 我也会不留一点痕迹


*
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己


2316hrs
11:07 PM

hmms. that's my CG for the next 1 year and 9 months (i just refuse to say 2 years. lol)


today was feeling VERY tired after yesterday's Grand Finale (got Disco! heh) and also of 2 days of Orientation. and felt a bit grumpy for not getting the Saintaldeia tee! think MJC ACJC got give to the second-intakers lor! hmphhhh.


had a series of talk again this morning. some is from CCA (Saints Sports Club, aka SSC, and Media Resource Library), got one is about Crime Prevention and then even got H2 Chinese lecture lar. luckily i've managed to get out of the CC (Cultural Centre) with michelle.chin and eunice before that. went to get our uniforms. only got the skirts cuz i'm buying the blouses from e shop in People's Park (those sold at People's Park got elastic band de).


after buying and checking our CGs (mine is 06S05 while michelle's 06s06. in fact, both michelle.chin michelle.ngui is in the same CG lar!), went to retrieve our bags in the CC then went to cafe. chatted with michelle.chin eunice's OG ppl. quite nice to chat with. heh. tried to tie my tie.


then went to CC again for CIP talk and Service Learning briefing. my CG needs to do fund-raising! sianns. after that went to G301 for Service Learning tutorial with my CG. did i mention that andy.teo, my primary school classmate of 2 years (pri5-6), is in my CG too? was telling hanzong (my primary school classmate of 2 years too) abt that and he said isn't it kind of good? dengs.


did self-intro. then i passed around a piece of paper for contact list (see? i'm SO efficient. lol) and tried discussing what to do for fund-raising. (our CT, aka Civics Tutor, is getting married tomorrow so she isn't in school today. best wishes for her! heh) then as e J2s need to shift the chairs or sth, so we left the room and then went separate ways. sigh.


met up with michelle.chin at the cafe and then we went around to see e CCAs. stopped by SSC cuz we were both interested lar. asked about the CCA and then we decided to sign up for it. (the courses usually will be held on Fridays and PTs are every alternate Wednesday. but before that, we need to go through a Selection Camp in Term2Week2 cuz they only taking 15-20 ppl) while i was writing my info down (plus michelle's), yijie (he's in 06s06 too) came over and asked me to write for him. lol. turned out that he's actually the President of Air Rifle Club in HCI. WOW.


then me and michelle continued walking around. she dropped the idea of joining Mentoring Club after i've told her that she will be mentoring SA Junior School pri 6 boys if she joined the club. lol. we went to join SA Home Making and Culinary Club. LOL. met yijie around there and he hit michelle's head with a file. lol.


after signing up, we left. headed back to NY cuz michelle's passing some St Nicks stuff to wingyan. told her that yijie's from HCI and his email. and then she said that he's one of e guys that she had gone ice-skating with in e past. talk about coincidence man! haha.


when we walked into NY thru the side gate (between the bball courts), it seems that there's only J2s around. but when we went into the canteen, saw some of the 0622 ppl there! (got cally audrey adeline chinping gerald renjie) so we started chatting! hee. apparently, chinping's back to appeal. and gerald's hair is SOOOO BLACK! haha. note to gerald: remember to tag after u read this hor!


stayed around till like 3pm plus (i fell asleep halfway thru. and zhiheng came back in IJC uniform. lol. and renjie said that my taste in guys dropped after i showed him my SA eyecandy. or eyeapple in ajc term, cuz apple of my eye ma. lol. izzit really that bad? cuz cally said the same thing too. =P) then went home. decided not to go back to Anderson to help out with the preparation for tomorrow. opps.


tomorrow's Zone 3 First Aid and Home Nursing Competition 2006!! goodness. i dun exactly feel the urgency sia. haha. but should be able to run smoothly bahhhh...


and hopefully 06s05 will be a rawking CG! (:


1848hrs
6:14 PM

Oh when the Saints
Oh when the Saints
Oh when the Saints go marchin' in
Oh Lord I want to be in the number
Oh when the Saints go marchin' in


gosh. it's Wednesday already. and i'm officially a Saint.


sounds pretty weird that i'm only confirming my real identity in the third day of the first week.


but the thing is, for the past couple of days, especially Monday, i'm in the dilemma to appeal back or not. (strangely, it didn't occur to me to appeal back to NY over the weekend. must be because of the massive usage of the computer. zzz)


this morning, i've told michelle.ngui that once 4PM went by, i might cry. because today 4PM is the official deadline for any appeals back to NYJC. (but SA is until tomorrow lor)


but well well, 4PM went by when i'm in the midst of Rumble in the Jungle (station games for Orientation). it was like 5PM already after everything ended.


ahh wells. i'll make the best out of whatever i could in SA for the next one year plus bah. and that includes choosing a CCA (i want to join a sports cca but i'm lazy to go for trainings. lol. and then i'm thinking whether to go for Student Council or House Committee)


anyways.


today had Saintaldeia: Double the Trouble. had ice-breakers, did registration, had an early Chomp Chomp (lunch) for some of the people cuz finished registration early, did cheers for Aruba (the tribal council which OG8-OG14 belonged to), had official Chomp Chomp time, did mass dances (the Indian-ish dance rawks man! hehe. and the crazy Chicken Dance. lol) and mass games in the hall, did school cheers and then played station games.


michelle.ngui this morning told me that my OG is a very fun group. i do agree with that, cuz the guys are ON mann. (my OG guys in ny is so diam diam lar) and of cuz the girls. (:


but the thing is, after the whole thing ended for the day, our OG would just split up and go off in small groups. other OGs would at least still hang around for a while before leaving (it ended at around 5PM plus today) ma.


sigh. i read in zixiang's blog that he wanted to get into his CT (or CG for some JCs) asap cuz he don't like the idea of adapting and re-adapting again. and i read in waiching's blog abt her feeling weird in NJC on Monday cuz she's a second-intaker. i got to agree that both are how i feel regarding SA. i do want to get into my class asap. that way i wouldn't have to re-adapt again. it took like a week for 0622 to settle in and bond together as a CT. then as a second-intaker, i wouldn't know some of the stuff that went on during the first intake. and not to mention that my OG people would like drift away to their O1 OG ppl lar. after all, they've known each other longer than i've known them lar. should have seen us during Chomp Chomp today. we were like sorta divided into 2. one is the first intakers talking to Alfred, our OGL, and the other is the second intakers. of course the 2 cliques are a bit mixed lar, but i think you should be able to get my point.


gahh. i should be more positive about SAJC! i shouldn't compare SAJC with NYJC anymore!!!


did i mention that i met Mr Low KK (my Chem tutor in NY) at Khatib MRT station and Mr Singh (NY PE Dept head) with his wife in Northpoint today? must have been some kind of omen. o.O


Oh Lord I want to be in the number
Oh when the Saints go marchin' in


2204hrs
9:36 PM

first day at SAJC.


hmms.


met up with michelle.ngui in the MRT (we took the North-South line and then changed to the North-East line and alighted at Potong Pasir). in the North-South line train, got this SA guy, (same age as us) whom mich knew, reminded me of waicheung. zzz. but later on in e day, during break, i showed chunlok the guy and he agreed that the guy's eyes and skin colour got the waicheung feel. LOL.


at Potong Pasir, met up with zakiah and 2 other girls and then we headed for SA. seriously, at then (or even before i left the house) i was like, I'M GOING TO A NEW JC! but it's in the bad way lar. was smsing gerald while on the way about how i felt and he agreed with me that we missed 0622 A LOT! =( and that made me want to appeal back to NY le (and also after what mich told me abt SA)


then met up with chunlok after much confusion. i told him that to meet at the entrance, then i went in via the side gate and i told him to meet at the canteen. then i reached the General Office and i realised i dunno how to get to canteen. eventually he came and met me at the General Office and we then headed for Cultural Centre. damn BIG nia.


sat with the Chung Cheng High Main School girl, shi min, whom audrey introduced me to yesterday night (and later on, renjie told me abt the girl too). but she went on talking to yun wei more. and the girl on my left, melanie, went on talking to esther, who was on her left after i've tried to have some small talk with her. bleah. ended up smsing cally. they sat at the usual spot in LT4 lor!!! =x


had Principal's talk first, followed by Subject Combination & Registration talk. then had break from 9.45am to 10.45am. before i left the Cultural Centre for break, i tried saying hi to 2 guys who sat behind me. but they were from OG13. ah wells.


queued at the Malay store to buy the chicken chop which was damn ex ($1.20 for that piece of chicken chop + thousand island dressing! goodness) but was damn nice too with mich zakiah. then went on to buy lychee ice blended (it has some cut fruits and nata de coco at the bottom of the cup! nice nice. but the cut fruits a bit sour nia) and one packet of Hello Panda chocolate flavour. and this summed up to $3. at NY i could have gotten myself full with one bowl of noodles from Soupy Place at $1.50 lar. and maybe with one cup/packet of Milo at 70cents. GAHH.


went searching for the designated room for my OG, OG14, for today's Civics with shimin yunwei melanie esther vernice (not sure that's the correct spelling. but it sounded liddat) when we found the classroom, i was awed by the sight of the people who sat at the first two rows. majority wore Saints PE tshirt, or the Once a Saint, Always a Saint tshirt, or the full uniform. sat at the second last row.


then we started self-introduction. surprise surprise, i'm the first one to be called again. according to what i've heard, we're grouped into OGs according to our NRIC number. that means i'm the oldest! but later, found out that got another girl whose birthday is 2 jan. phew.


before i stood up (cuz the OG tutor, Mdm Ang, was looking elsewhere so i didn't stand up immediately), a guy in the Saints PE tshirt and sitting in the first row stood up. and he said he got gender confusion. *rolls eyes* so i said i have gender confusion too. *rolls eyes even more* did self-intro lo. said i like to surf net, is from St John's in secondary school and then joined soccer during first 3 months. when i said i joined soccer, i noticed that the Saints guy who stood up earlier looked kinda surprised. lol.


then went on with other people's introduction. at one point of time, i kinda met up with the Saints guy's eyes and we were like, what-ing each other (as in the tilt the head gesture to indicate 'what' in the ah beng way). it kinda got out of hand. LOL.


when it was his turn to intro, he said his name is Ong Zhen Jie, he's from River Valley High and in NCC, he like to pump people and has pumped his seniors before. then his first 3 months is in PJC (Pioneer JC) and think he joined ODAC. then at SAJC maybe he'll join soccer to help them pump the soccer balls. lol.


then the guy on his right is called Wong Zhen Jie and is from RV too. the foreigner-looking guy on his left is called Yijie and the guy beside the foreigner-looking guy is called Kalib (or sth liddat). actually, except for e 2 gers who didn't wear any Saints related clothes in the second row, all bluffed about their names. as in, they exchanged names. LOL.


so the Saints guy is called Yijie actually and is from HCI. when i heard his name initially, it reminded me of another Yijie who's in the same batch as me and used to be the Head Prefect of SAS. (i've been to the investiture last year)


and got 2 gers who used to be from St John's. FINALLY i met someone from SJAB. happy! one is from Nanyang Girls High (zone 5) while the other is from Nan Hua High (zone 7) and i think her name is called huihui or sth. and the Nan Hua girl is going for OTC! after she had introduced herself and had sat down, i asked her if she's going for OTC and she said yar. then i high-fived with her and said see ya at OTC. heh. (:


ended early, even after those people cleared the confusion of their names. then dunno who (think is Yijie) said close the doors and then say 'let's go for OG outing!' i was kinda stunned. cuz it's VERY RARE for OGs to go for outings on the day they met!! wows. OG14 is NOT BAD after all. (:


stayed in the room for a while before we headed for the cafe (aka the canteen) to decide where to go. and i was kinda attracted to the idea of going with my OG. but i need to find michelle.chin first, cuz i've fixed to go back to NY today with her. so i went into the cafe while they were still deciding. told michie that i would confirm whether i'll go back with her and then went back to the spot where my OG was standing moments ago. but they were gone. GAHH!


so headed back to NY with michie. met shiukit in the canteen and found out that he's posted to NY. met cally too. after the H2 Physics lecture ended in the hall, met congshun keeran nazrin. ha. and then ran upstairs to second floor's toilets which are the nearest to the hall, to meet up with some 0622 peeps: audrey wingyan renjie cheohao henry. cheohao seems stunned to see me there. HAHA.


then we went down to the canteen to collect me and michie's bags. hongqing got a new hairstyle. quite nice. HAHA. met yuduan! heh. and after me and cheohao's meeting up with old friends (me first then him), we finally headed for Yu Kee store to meet up with zhifeng.


din eat cuz was still kinda full. then chatted lar. one of the uncles asked me why i dun eat cuz it's probably like the last time i'll go there eat? gahh. if i've known that i would go to Yu Kee store to eat, i wouldnt have eaten at SA lar. =x


after lunch, walked back to NY cuz need to walk to the bus-stops. felt as though it's a Thursday and we are heading back for Econs tutorial after lunch. GAHH! if only i've chosen NY as first choice.. then i would reunite with some of the Andersonians and i'll be with 0622.. sadd.


actually, today i went back is partly because i wanted to take the appeal form. in the end i didn't, even though i had the urge to when i saw him again. but i can't force things to happen, you noe. I'll really miss him, but well, i knew very well that i wouldn't have a chance at all.. yupp.


and i'm fickle-minded. gahh. found one guy quite 顺眼 to look at in SA le. hehes.


tomorrow's gonna be Induction! it's boot-camp like (lunch is biscuits and water! goodness) with Mass PT lar! =x and it's ending at 7.30PM!!!! argh!!


so i'm preparing food to eat during the workshop. =D


and then after Induction will be Orientation by the Student Council on Wednesday and Thursday. think will be fun too. me and michie even planned to bring NY's Project X tee as the extra dark coloured tee. hehe.


and i realised the good thing abt having orientation before the March holidays: we can go out during the hols! (:


oh man. i've typed so much today. till next time, have fun everyone!


1612hrs
3:17 PM

i'm sadd!!


tonight chatted with quite a number of 0622 ppl and i realised that we had gone really close together.


we started out as a diam diam class (with the exceptions of some ppl like suren and maybe me. =P) in e first week and then so noisy crappy lame and funny towards e end of our first 3 months. we have a place to go to for lunch during Staff Contact on thursday, we'll always leave the school early on Friday and maybe go makan together, we'll drink milo and eat noodles from soupy place and we'll go to tutorial rooms to play cards.


then suddenly so fast it's e end of the six weeks and we're being posted to different jc-s. MOE should really abolish the first 3 months thingy, so we wun feel so sad at this point of time. =x


i think i would give up the idea of appealing back to ny after all. sa would be the start of my new jc journey bah.


but i still love 0622 dearly. we WILL meet up. (:


0130hrs
1:14 AM

183 Club - 感情线


我想我已开始有点疑惑
好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择
只能乖乖的束手就策


难过的是我们做了选择
是对是错谁也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得
为何在我心中有舍不得


看着你要走 还装着笑容
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口 如何挽留
感情这条线 注定只能这么远


不敢相信已经来到终点
想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前
我还傻傻画着幸福线


看着你走远 还继续装笑脸
掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口 怎么挽留
感情这条线注定无法延长一点


你已不在而 我何时才清醒
相信一切都是命
不曾放弃你 我不会说什么
默默的承受 像个男子汉


看着你要走[看着看着你要走]
还装着笑容[多么多么笑容]
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久[还要撑多久]
如果现在开口[现在开口]
如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线 注定只能这么远


看着你要走[woo～]
还装着笑容[we will carry on]
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
[knowing there were words i've never said baby]
如果现在开口[现在开口]
如何挽留[如何挽留]
感情这条线 注定只能这么远


let the words remain unsaid

*

i'm going SAJC. but should i appeal back to NYJC?


看着你走远 还继续装笑脸
掩饰的脆弱要撑多久


0911hrs
9:05 AM